Good Morning!

Hi, hello, hai! Good morning! We’ve survived the 4th! And I hope you all did, too!

Just a couple things to clarify and some things you may notice:

Firstly, for those who are new, you’re probably wondering why some of my images on my feed are censored. I’ve been dealing with a third-party site ripping my content on here. It’s been a pain, but luckily I have a pretty awesome legal team who have been really putting in 200%.

Secondly, if you’d like to see the uncensored content, just message me your email! It’s that easy! I send out a group email to EVERYONE and I’ve noticed that is the best method as it still keeps things from being cross-posted. It also gives me a chance to keep track of who is still a paying member and who isn’t. I was previously putting thins in our group chat, but I found out the uncensored content on there was being leaked as well. It sucks, but again, we all make it work.

Thirdly, and this is kind of a bit sad for me to say, but I read a couple exit surveys that did kinda hurt a lil but to read. I started this Patreon as a way to express myself without censorship. I started out doing blood art and pretty hardcore stuff in terms of my art. Film and art have changed. I’m not booking as many roles or having my posts as recognized as I did a few years ago. Film is in an extremely down turn. It’s rough - I’m not gonna lie. It’s been a huge struggle to not want to throw in the towel, but I’m committed.

As for art, I’m consistently shadowbanned. And it’s not just me - it’s everyone. Instagram (where most of my reach was) is not the platform it once was. It’s now pay to play. Frankly, I can’t play. I can’t. It’s something I just can’t afford and as a result - artists suffer. We’re all hurting and it’s not going to change.

So, that leaves me now. If you’ve been supporting me for a while, then you probably have seen the change in content. It’s highly-sexual now and I’m perfectly okay with that. I know there are a lot of folks who feel awkward being my friend and seeing me nude. They have since left and I don’t hold it against them at all. Some have respective partners or moral obligations that are priority and THAT is awesome. I actually applaud people for having that commitment and that’s rare. Luckily, I myself, have a partner that supports me in my endeavors. With that being said, I’m in a transitional phase that incorporates more sex work because I truly enjoy it on a multitude of levels. I enjoy the acting, editing, and rhythm of putting out video. If you are new and haven’t seen my videos, for the most part, they are edited in such a way that you aren’t just watching smut - you’re watching an edited mini movie.

I say all this because I never want to make anyone feel uncomfortable or let anyone down who has supported the horror side of things, but I also am an actor and artist first. It’s our job as creatives to evolve and put our craft first. So, while you may be saying, “Damn, this is weird”, it’s not. It’s still me. And I’m still doing high-production films, TV and music - I’m just pursuing a different craft until I MAYBE want to pursue another. But I’m still the fucked up enigma people know. And I still care. A lot. More than probably should. And if that makes me the exception or wrong, oh well. I care about my community. Someone needs to, and I thank you all perpetually for being here for all of it.