Winter Bulk: Week 6

The numbers on the scale jumped right the fuck up! Damn! That slow week has definitely been compensated for with a seven pound gain in seven days. I wasn’t even trying to gain a pound a day! Sure that was a goal of mine down the road but I didn’t think I was ready for it yet. Certainly not complaining though. I’m now close to my first twenty pounds gained during this bulk and it’s been a little over a month. I would call that a success.

For the first time, I can really feel the weight and it’s incredibly encouraging. Beast mode has been activated. All my clothes are fitting differently from shirts to pants. My comfy tees are now snug and my snug tees are now painted on. I’ve been enjoying wearing the painted on ones out and about to see if I attract any looks and it’s been working! Especially if I’m ordering a bunch of food somewhere, I can feel the people in line and the cashier really gawking at what a beast I am.

Pants on the other hand are less fun. They still fit, but everything is a little constricting. Sure, I can get the buttons clasped but there’s no room for movement in the denim. Part of the problem is that I’ve refocused on lower body gains which have paid off. My ass is quite perky and beginning to round out with some extra fat. Likewise, my thighs are beefing up in circumference. As a result my junk has no space to hang in the fabric. Same thing with my underwear. As a result, I’m hardcore bulging out in all my bottoms. You can totally see the outline of my cock and I can see that it drives gay guys crazy when I’m out and about.

I have to admit that all this bulk is starting to turn me on. I’m feeling bigger and more self actualized every day. It’s a joy to inhabit a growing body, especially when I am free to indulge in whatever delicacies I desire. There’s something very sexual about eating as well as growing, I can’t quite put my finger on it. It’s just… very embodied you know? And I guess sex is all about the body so it makes sense. I’m constantly thinking about my body and how to enjoy it and pleasure it all the time now.

I am undeniably horny because of it and I’m going to need to act on it soon. I haven’t been laid in a few months now, not since that girl in Cancun over the summer. It’s definitely about time to get my dick wet. There is a chick at the gym that flirts with me occasionally. She’s a bit older but still bangin’. I bet she’d be down to smash.

I’d also be open to fooling around with a dude I think. I’ve been so focused on growing my body and feeling more mascline, that some male energy sounds exciting. I’ve never been with a guy but I’ve gotten off to gay porn a few times so I think I’d know what to do. It would have to be someone that works out and is muscular. That way, it would be a mutual overload of testosterone. Two bros being bros. I bet that would help me bulk even faster.

We’ll see what happens. All I know is that the more I work out, the more I eat, the more my libido is kicked into overdrive. Right now, it’s a good motivation to keep bulking with all my might. But eventually, I’m going to need to share these gains, this muscle and chub, this expanding mass, with someone else.