Hello lovely patrons :)
I wouldn't normally release a video so soon after the last one, but as I'm filming for Digitiser all this week I sort of just want to get it out there so as not to worry about it.
You may have gathered already, but I have failed university. So basically, it was a giant waste of money. Money that I never had in the first place. My channel has grown so much when I applied for the degree - I only really applied for it to have a purpose. But my channel gives me a purpose. It's also my sole source of income so even when uni work has been urgent, I've been working on this channel. Because rent comes first. And also I actually hate 3D modelling, it turns out. I even got pissed off just trying to render a cupcake or something. It's not like I needed any help with the work or anything - I just hated doing it. So I codged it. Entirely my fault and I'm very angry at myself.
Anyway,
There are still some of you who haven't had any form of reward, I think. PLEASE if you haven't had anything from me you were supposed to, message me on here or wherever. I WILL get to replying.
All of you are truly amazing. I am so grateful to have such incredible supporters, the emails and messages I get are so heartfelt and I wish I had time to reply to them all.
xxxxxxx
Jonathan Holt
2018-07-07 03:06:19 +0000 UTC