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The Halfblood Princess
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21. Avada Kedavra

The day has come for him to fulfill his promise, a moment he thought he was ready for, no matter how unthinkable the act. But the weight of guilt is far heavier than he ever anticipated. A bittersweet and slightly puzzling dream nudges him toward a realization: maybe he isn't as terrible as he believes himself to be.

Notes: This one is a rather introspective episode. I tried to imagine how he would deal with fulfilling his promise to Dumbledore while also having to put on the mask of triumphant Death Eater. And how he may come to terms with the fact that he has ripped apart his soul.

In the next few episodes we'll get back to some more smut heavy plot once you are reunited and he takes up his post as Hogwarts Headmaster. Expect lots of sneaking around and delicious secrecy as we near the finale of this storyline. How lucky that you are training to become a healer...

Next episode: A short visit

21. Avada Kedavra
21. Avada Kedavra 21. Avada Kedavra

Comments

He was so alone.So alone 😞.

Blazed Marshmallow

It is so hard to say something that hasn't been said already. Your so talented and the story, it has climbed so much.. God how well you have fit it all together. This chapter, the goodbyes 😭 ..the psychological aspect, beautiful and perfect! You have given us the chance to say the goodbyes that we all missed and were yearning for. I heard you were planning for a alternative ending than the original, and I get the reasoning behind it.... Just this is absolute GOLD and I wouldn't change a thing.🖤

Sirts

Heartbreaking ❤️‍🩹

Em

😭 you...you... 😭😭😭 The fact that I sit here so depressed... You are simply a wicked witch of words! So elegant and bewitching with each episode! 🥺🥺🥺

Kasumi Sohma

Poor Severus. I just wanna hug him. Listening to this made me cry. Poor, poor Severus

Miss Lou Fazbear

Thank you!

F C

Again this is so good. ❤️

shane

Came to the comments to say this specifically and I haven't even listened to this episode yet. My heart is not ready.

ashe

🥹🥹🥹

F C

So heartbreaking and beautiful

Dawn Norton

I will give him something to lift the spirits soon 😉

F C

We shall not talk about it 🥲 It does take a long time but I just love it.

F C

Thank you so much. I just love diving into his thoughts and feelings. And noy, does he have a lot of them.

F C

He deserves nothing less really 🤧

F C

Going from the Half-Blood Prince to Deathly Hollows next. Let's GOOOOO! GDI I wanna just wrap my arms around him and hold the poor man.

Tatianna G

Easily, favorite episode so far. There is a real depth of character and emotion to this one. The writing was intensely beautiful and it it conveyed such heartache and longing. Hats off to you, it was well done start to finish.

EdenDeVine

gutwrenching. So well done! I can't imagine how much work goes into this, especially since it's such a long episode. I could listen to that all night. The voice is perfect!

Vanessa Steis

I agree! It’ll be worth it in the long run for the story 😊🖤

Shelbycominroundthemountain

A wonderful tragedy! Your words are bliss! A perfect balance of trauma and peaceful thoughts.

Delkin

Sometime bringing death is considered the greatest kindness. Hopefully, he will find some ease to his pain. Well done sister. 🖤

Mystic Park

Always 😉

Sue Eastvalley

It wasn't easy to write, but I'm so happy you guys like it. It's not smutty but I feel that smut would have felt a bit wrong in this one 😌

F C

This was tragically beautiful to listen to. So much emotion!! My heart breaks for him. Thank you for your continued talent! 🤟🖤🖤🖤

Shelbycominroundthemountain

Omg I love the way you think! 🔥

Shantel

Oh yeah 🤭

F C

We “mustn’t touch what isn’t ours” get me every time

Rebekah Jones

Oof, that one must happen 🥵

F C

I solemnly swear I will not kill him off 🤭

F C

Also please can we have a shes mine/ we mustn’t touch what isn’t ours moment with the Carrow twins when he’s headmaster

Rebekah Jones

A riot no, all out war

Rebekah Jones

Aaw, thank you so much for the sweet words 🥹 I think he must have really struggled with it. After all, Dumbledore was the only one who knew the truth. Not even Minerva, who always stood by him knew it wasn't cold blooded murderer. And he couldn't even defend himself 😭

F C

My heart ached so much for him. I think this is exactly how he felt. You aren't only exceptional at writing smut, but also at writing hurt and inner turmoil. Wow, just wow. I had tears in my eyes all over while listening. Thank you ❤️

Michelle

Thank you! 😍

F C

Beautiful 😍 😭

Nyx

I'm glad you like it. I was a bit nervous about kinda sorta retelling such a big canon event.

F C

This is brilliant! I can't wait for the next one, going to have to keep listening to this one to tide me over!

Indigo Saltzing

Ja genau, I ❤️ San Junipero! Und bis dahin als Zwischenlösung fürs tägliche Leben wünsche ich mir die AI aus HER, aber anstelle von Scarlett Johansson mit HIM😜

Riri

Stell mir das so vor wie in der Black Mirror Folge "San Junipero". Das wär halt einfach 🫦 Upload me to the Matrix. 😂

F C

So unrealistisch ist das nicht…würde sagen 10 Jahre max. Du legst zumindest schonmal einen mega Grundstein dafür👏

Riri

Also sobald das möglich ist verabschiede ich mich von hier. Snaddy roleplay bis ins Grab 😂

F C

Ach keine Sorge, Hun, wenn wir 84 sind, dann haben wir doch schon längst unser Bewusstsein in dein Teacher’s Pet Metaverse © hochgeladen und lassen uns bis an unser Lebensende von Snaddy durch die Korridore jagen. 😌

Riri

Ich mit 84 im Altersheim..."Teacher's Pet: Teil 1394" *tipptipptipp*

F C

😆Danke, die Antwort auf die ich gehofft habe.

Riri

😂😂😂 I'd be writing this story until I'm old and grey if I could

F C

Thank you 🥹

F C

Our boy could use some therapy too. Maybe he can tag along 😂

F C

It is

F C

😂

F C

I apologize 🫣

F C

You know know much naughtiness will be had 🤭

F C

Thank you so much girl! 😍

F C

*wiggles eyebrows mischievously* 😏

F C

I really wanted to include that whole scene but it would have been nowhere near as great as it was in the movie. So we'll just have to imagine him saying those words *swoon*

F C

Yeah, I figured I may have to go into hiding if I did that. But I love him too much to kill him.

F C

So, he was headmaster from 1997-98… that should give us plenty of time to indulge in all sorts of naughty adventures! 😏 Can we all just agree to no more time jumps and keep it real-time from now on? 🙏

Riri

Beautiful just beautiful. The storytelling is perfection

Treasure King

If an episode made me need therapy after, this is the one… my heart aches for him

Julia Sheveleva

Sad reality 😢 😞 😔 😪 💔 😕 😢 😞 😔 😪 💔

Bea Nice

I cant help myself i have to listen right away then sit on edge for a week. Lol

Chelsea Morgan

Damn! I’m crying again

White Light Witch

Our #HalfBloodKing! Hogwarts' newest & hawtest Headmaster...meow!

Melissa Hash

A masterpiece, once again 💗 Beautifully written!

Sue Eastvalley

He's the new headmaster now...

Allison

If you kill him you may have a riot on your hands 😂

AM

I haven’t listened yet but the way I GASPED when I saw this title. Do I need to mentally prepare myself?

AM

“Yes, I’m the half-blood prince”

Allee-Carter

Oh what's that? I need to take a smoke break (I don't smoke)

Duchess

Never

F C

Ugh! I can't wait to get home!!

Knives Chan

I beg you don’t kill him 🥺

Drizzle


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