Night-Blooming

Wow!

Can anyone else feel all the different layers to what's happening right now?

Anyone else overwhelmed af? 

I can feel and trust that there is a beautiful rebirth on the horizon;

and yet, I am still struggling with anxiety,

restlessness,

unceasing thoughts,

overwhelm,

fear,

grief.

We are in the void, the nebulousness;

watching our flawed, but known and therefore comfortable, world collapse.

We have no option but to surrender to it all.

I remind myself that this is an inevitable and incredibly important part of the cycle.

Seeds germinate in these dark places.

This is where life begins.

Death always leads to life;

though the form and the timeline are unknown to us.

That is the magic of this planet.

She knows what the fuck she’s doing.

And with intention + unity + clarity of vision about what is important moving forward, we can build a better world.

- - -

This moment is cracking me wide open.

You?

Last night, I let myself cry. 

HARD.

Like, my eyes are still puffy right now.

I let the fear and the current state of affairs touch my heart

and I wept.

I don't think we have, as an entire human population, confronted Death in this way before. 

All together, at once? 

That's fucking wild. We're in the thick of an unprecedented moment. 

We are in the middle of the burning of the phoenix.

We are waking up.

- - - 

I have had more vulnerable conversations in the last few days than I have had in a long time.

Really open, honest, and intimate conversations.

Crying and laughing and sharing from the heart.

Ohh, it's been so beautiful.

The upside to this moment cracking us open

is that we get to swim in the depths together. 

It is loamy soil for intimacy.

And most of us are actually available for it;

not rushing around or distracted. 

If anything, I will hold on to that 

as a very beautiful part of this trying moment.

- - -

Sending such big love to each and every one of you.

If any of you need someone to talk to, please reach out. 

✨

Also, this song just came on my Discover Weekly and I played it like seven times because it is beautiful and so calming. Worth a listen.