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Ashley Vorontsova
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As A Capricorn

I've never really been enamoured and overwhelmed by astrology and vedic knowledges but they seem to hold certain truths more often then not. I'm not talking about, "I'm going to name multiple things in your life and hope I can charlatan my way to your heart" type thing..no.

I'm talking about knowledge about subtle "noise" in your code affected by sounds and buzzes, that of vibrations of a certain day you were born on but are unable to hear since your brain filters out the majority of things around you so as to not drive you insane when you're simply living your life.

There is such a thing as sacred geometry in sound, certain frequencies create certain logical cube like shapes which are likely to be the basis for this reality. Another strange thing is intent and or will, which creates logical shapes like in water for example when frozen and looked at from up close. Especially the differences between loving intent and that of hatred. Hatred creates these black hole-like diseased looking shapes while love has interesting symmetrical looking shapes. Now if you think about it, everything has it's own little buzz within it's infinte fields and we're either affected by them or not, aware and not aware.

This got me thinking. A Hex, in Germanic languages means a witch. Hexing also means to curse someone or something. Cursing is done with the mouth, with words, words are vibrations with a certain "intent/will" and meaning to them. Whether we believe it or not, vibrations affect us and change certain aspects within our very core, especially if the intent is strong, the curse is livid and the emotion is furious. Now a Hexagon appears to have been our ultimate understanding on reality. Even in the long distant past. In fairytales witches used them to summon demonic entities by playing with the Hexagon and the ways they used to invert it or made to focus inwardly or outwardly by adding pyramidal shapes to it's sides with a deeper understanding of reality than most of us do now. Where they got the immaterial wish to solidify over time through sheer intent with the help of the most sacred shape within reality, the Hexagon.

This sparked the world's fiercely inhumane period in human history, that of sadistic torture, (witch hunts) though most didn't even practice or have knowledge of such things but were made to suffer in vile, horrible ways for the "sin" of being beautiful, especially women or men for being way too "knowledgeable" for their own good. Sure, the Hexagon hasn't always been used for pure means but a lot of innocent people had been harmed in an unforgivable sadistic way for some "cleansing" of sorts. Thus humanity fell into a deep slumber of sheer ignorance for hundreds of years, not knowing anything about who they are spirtually, whether they have a soul or what the point of living is. They were spirtually drained and deprived of any knowledge of their inner self. The inquisitors made sure this knowledge was burned, lost or hidden and then ridiculed over several years and generations, cause it was deemed too dangerous to share with anyone, especially with the "commoners".

Years later to give humanity another "purpose", to keep them from becoming stagnant and utterly lost biological matter.. They introduced "mediocre magic". That of the external, away from the internal, away from the soul, away from the source of all life and existence. So science then came to be, though at first it used to hold a link with our inner reality, teachings such as, Alchemy, the Aether as being the 5th element were reduced into the mundane and simplistic in a despicable act to reduce the human soul to nothingness. Teachings like Alchemy became chemistry, Aether as an element was laughed at, calling it pseudoscience, then removed from ancient texts only to be forgotten about completely years later. A new "religion" was born, that of the physical and only physical and absolute disgust for the slightest traces of a soul. All this to keep the focus away from natural intrinsic reality within the material. The human inner world started to shatter, dying slowly from being forgotten generation after generation, nobody felt comfortable no more exploring their inner worlds, they didn't even believe it existed at all, calling it phantoms of the mind cause all they saw was but an abyss of darkness staring back at them.

I'm a Capricorn, having been born on the 20th of January 00:20 AM. Under a sign what some would call the sign of Satan, that of the Capricorn ruled by the 6th planet from the Sun. Saturn, also known as the Morningstar. Which "coincidentally" bears a huge never ending spinning tornado like mark of a Hexagon right up top..which means, that it's vibration is that of infinite potential and creation..to do good.. though it does not exclude evil. The Hexagon is in a neutral state, what you do with it is up to you and it's consequences are yours and yours alone.

Since my sign is that of a goat more or less with a fish tail it seems to make sense that I love rocks/mountains, stepping on them..stepping on human heads..๐Ÿ˜‚ I love being up high, always want to go higher. Maybe that's why I love trampling so much!!!๐Ÿ’–

Saturn being my sign planet, seems to want me to explore more inside as I think it's where our real reality is hiding from our sight having been blinded through fear, ignorance and evil disguised as good. This needs to be explored not through wacky new age type stuff, but with insight into the real workings of our soul, intent/will and ways to strengthen them once more.

As A Capricorn

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