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What do you find most valuable here on Patreon?

Hey, Ecstatic Selfers!

I am always striving to provide you with content that you will find value in. I am SO GRATEFUL to have you here and supporting this work. I would love to know more about what do you find most engaging and would like to see more of!

Please take a moment to respond the survey below (you can select multiple boxes) and add any additional comments that you think would be helpful. I want make sure that you are feeling satisfied!

Blessings, Kae

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Early Access: 5 Tips for Surviving Holidays with Family

Here you go! I hope you enjoy!!

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Reading of Chapter One

Just for you guys on patreon (I took it off of YouTube general access and restricted it to y’all) you can hear me reading the first chapter...check that out here!

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Sneak Peek at my upcoming novel!

Hey there, Patrons!

I want to give you a glimpse of my upcoming novel. I hope you enjoy. Please share any responses that you have!

Chapter One

I didn’t intentionally set those guys on fire—I am no arsonist. I didn’t even know that I was capable of such things! Even if they deserved it (and they did)—I would never purposefully roast another creature. They may have made my life a living hell, but they did not deserve an attempt to bur...

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Sneak Peek: My new BOOK!

Hey, Patrons!

As many of you know, I have been working on a new book: a gay fantasy novel. I want to share with you a possible cover design for this project.

I hope you enjoy it and find that it pulls you in! I may end up going a different direction…but I thought it would be fun for you to see the process of development.

Many blessings always!

Kae

PS: I designed this myself; everything is hand-drawn.

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Patreon Exclusive Video: Fear of Change

Hey gang!

Here's our update for the week. I hope this speaks to where you are. xox

- KAE

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Meditation on you

Be here with yourself. Become present. You are here now. 🙏🏼✨❤️

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Early Access: Tomorrow's Youtube Video...Learning to REALLY love yourself

Hey gang!

I am happy to give you a sneak peak of tomorrow's vid. I hope you enjoy! Thank you again for all your support!

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Changing Identity Labels

Coming to understand yourself is a lifelong process. In today's video, I open up about my struggles coming to define my orientation. How many of your gents have felt similarly? I would love to turn this into a conversation about shifting our narratives around who we think ourselves to be...and how spiritual growth often means reconfiguring our sense of selfhood.

Thoughts?

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Weekly Patron Video: Managing Disappointment

Hey guys!

I hope you’re having a wonderful week.

This week I wanted to talk about something personal going on for me… And I figure it will be relatable for many of you. Please share your comments!

I look forward to hearing what you have to say 😄.

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Gurl…He’s Just Not Into You

This video was made for a specific person who needed to hear it… But perhaps it will resonate with some of you as well 🙏🏼❤️

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Fun update from today

Hey, Patrons!

I just wanted to share with you a fun update from today.

My husband and I have an annual tradition that (around the time of our anniversary) we go for a professional photoshoot. This started because when we first met, I had a photoshoot planned with my work as an actor… And asked my husband to tag along. The photographer asked if he could take pictures of us both…so we have these amazing photos from the week we first met.

We have celebrated each year toge...

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Using loving compassion for people who have deeply hurt me.

Hey gang!

Tonight, you guys are getting insight that I’m not sharing with the rest of YouTube… In today’s video I talk about my seven years at the ashram. For the most part, I very much downplay the amount of trauma I endured and the nightmarish, cultish nature of this community… Or at least how it turned out to be.

Since this week we’re focusing on loving compassion… I want to show you how we can be objective about someone’s wrongdoings, but still treat them with ...

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Loving kindness … our focus for the week

Hey gang!

This week I want us to focus on the idea of loving kindness… It’s a principle of approaching everyone with tenderness, care, and compassion. I look forward to hearing about your journeys with this principle!

Hugs, Kae

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Why lasting happiness is still challenging for the LGBTQ community

Hope this is helpful for you! XOXO 🌈❤️✨🌛

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15 Reasons Why You Might Be Spiritually Gifted and Not Even Know It!

Hey gang!

Please check it out.

Love and hugs, Kae

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Welcome NEW Patrons …& Zoom Hangout Next Week!

Hey guys! Next week will be our monthly, Patron-only  Zoom hangout at 5:15pm EST on Zoom. I look forward to seeing you all there. ❤️


Join Zoom Meeting
https://us06web.zoom.us/j/88015864324?pwd=WHEvOVp3bWlhMVhnYWtWSGNxTVF4UT09

Meeting ID: 880 1586 4324
Passcode: vY9rs4

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Weekly Intention: Chill Out

I don’t know about you guys, but I think I need to chill out a bit. 😝

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One of the best days of my life…

🙏🏼✨🌈❤️🌙

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Meditation on your radiant, divine body & connecting within

🙏🏼🌈✨❤️🌌

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Early Access: Worshiping God's Lingam

Hey hey, ecstatic self-ers.

On the theme of sensuality, I am giving you early access to tomorrow's video. I hope that you enjoy!

Namaste, Kae 🙏🏽

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Weekly intention: utilizing your sensual energy

Weekly intention alert!

I know we all love talking about sensual energy, so that’s what I’m dedicating this week to discuss.


Namaste, my friends 🙏🏼❤️

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Early Access: Learn How to Meditate Like a Zen Master

Tomorrow's video is an introduction to meditation. As Patrons, you get first peeps!

Love to you all!

Namaste, Kae

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Weekly Intention: Wholeness & Contentment

This week, I bring you the idea of reaching a place of deep satisfaction with your life.

How do you think you're doing with that? I would love to hear more.

Many blessings, my friends.

Namaste, Kae

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Patreon group hangout TONIGHT

Hey gang!

Hope to see you there at 5:15pm tonight!


https://us06web.zoom.us/j/85863005604?pwd=dnRST29JWHNUVXFVVFRTVjBIZXljQT09

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Meditation on this moment of transition

May this being you some peace tonight! 🙏🏼🌈✨

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Weekly Intention: Surrender to the Quiet of Autumn

Good Sunday, Patrons!

This week, our intention is a little more quiet and reflective than the last few weeks have been. There isn't anything we are trying to do per se...instead, we are just trying to observe the change that is happening in the sessions and within ourselves.

Personally, I have been feeling a quiet shift this week. How about you? Something within me is opening and moving. Such is the energy of the autumnal season. As we move into the darker half of the yea...

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Early Access: 10 Ways to Find Happiness as a Gay Man

Hey, friends:

Here’s some early access to my next video. I hope you enjoy!

We had a wonderful Zoom hangout last night—thank you all for who attended. 😁

Blessings, Kae

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Special Video (& Weekly Intention): Advanced Meditation Technique

Good day, Patrons!

This week, I wanted to do something a little bit different. Instead of just offering a weekly intention, I wanted to initiate you into an advanced meditation practice.

This is a meditation technique that can clean out a lot of psychic garbage. It is a useful tool on our energetic journeys toward wholeness and wellbeing!

I hope you find this useful. Please reach out if you have any questions.

Love and blessings, Kae

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