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BTS Episode 11

Still super sick 🤧 WTF

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BTS Episode 10

BTS = Between The Sheets is the aftershow for "The Last Resort"

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Sick af

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The Last Resort 2x7 (Episode Reaction + Between the Sheets)

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cook steak with me! (and my dog)

cook steak with me. feel free to drop/share any tips hahaha. i tried making it again and it was somehow too dry (outside).. and too rare (inside) at the same time!!! wtf?!

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Watch With Me: BEHIND THE SHEETS Episode 6

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WATCH WITH ME: Between The Sheets Ep. 3

Sorry for the audio issues! Also I started ep 4 but had to end it abruptly. Sorry!! We'll pick up with the new episode that airs tomorrow 💖

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THE LAST RESORT 2x3 (AD FREE)

I haven't had time to watch Between the Sheets for this episode yet - traveling for the holidays!! I hope you guys are all enjoying whatever you're doing ❤️ I'm so grateful for you guys!!!

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THE LAST RESORT 2x2 (BTS Reaction + AD FREE)

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Before The 90 Season 7 Episode 15 (AD FREE)

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THE LAST RESORT S2 Ep 1 (Ad Free)

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Fake Cop R*ped GF then Framed her (She Went to Prison) | Worst Ex Ever 1x2

EARLY ACCESS & AD FREE for PATREON MEMBERS 🩷

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BYE B*TCH | Before The 90 Episode 12 RECAP

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He's Just Not That Into You.. | Before The 90 Days 7x10

why do you guys think bozo isn't feeling her anymore? 🥲

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*Early Access* Life After Lockup (#42)

Michael yells at his son for breaking his phone.. yet he turns around and punches a hole in the door.. MAKE IT MAKE SENSE?!?!?!!?

Btw this is an audio. Sorry I lost my video :( My phone crapped out and didn't save the recording.

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WATCH PARTY: DO YOU HAVE HULU LIVE OR HBO MAX?

do you guys have hulu (must be the live subscription) or max? there's a chrome extension where we can have watch parties and chat but we all have to be logged into our own streaming acccounts. i was thinking i'd host a watch party if enough people have a subscription to either hulu or max. thanks y'all!

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*Early Access* LIFE AFTER LOCKUP (New Season) RECAP

This new season of Life After Lockup is GOOD!!!

Season 5 Episode 41.

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THE LAST RESORT (S2) IS COMING!!!!!

Let's watch the preview together!!!!! IM SO EXCITED AHH

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She BROKE His DICK 🍆 (Ext. Version: Patreon)

Extended recap of 90 Day Fiancé: The Other Way Season 6 Episode 17.

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am i... a VLoGGeR now?!?

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Watch With Me: LOVE IS BLIND S7 E5

THIS IS GETTING WILDDD

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DATING THE DEVIL

Early Access. AD FREE. Huge Trigger Warning: Domestic Violence If you or someone you know is in crisis, these resources can help: 1-800-799-SAFE www.thehotline.org (chat & text avail)

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Before The 90 Season 7 Episode 3 RECAP!

The full edited video will be on Youtube around Thursday or Friday - that's usually when my editor sends it back :)

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follow up on yesterday's post

i'm FINALLY feeling back to normal! thank goodness, i'm so happy i could cry. i ended up not taking the new meds today and i was still feeling sick but i finally felt better around dinner time. i'll obviously follow up with my provider tomorrow.

i just finished tonight's episode of before the 90, another great episode! i'm gonna film the recap tomorrow and i'll post the first draft here. if you're new, first draft means it's the main video of me just recapping BEFORE sending it off to my editor who does the screenshots, video clips, and any other editing they wanna add.

i hope you guys had a great weekend!!!!!

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i do not feel well...

i switched my mental health meds yesterday so i'm on day 2 and i feel.. really off. it's more physical than mental. my chest feels tight, i'm super hungry but i don't have an appetite, i also feel light headed... i can feel my heart beating out of my chest at times but then it gets better... kinda nauseous.. head hurts too. i was fine yesterday so idk wtf is going on.... i just felt like sharing. if anyone else wants to share their experiences w/ switching mental health meds i'd appreciate it <3

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my tell all 4 recap & RANT (patreon: ad free)

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TELL ALL PART 4

For those of you who don't have access, here ya go ;)

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She Makes Him Steam His Booty Before Shmex | Love after Lockup 5x33

Early access :)

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AUGUST..

hiiiiiiiiiiiii. i can't believe july is coming to an END. i'm moving in 3 weeks and because of my mom's sudden health concerns... i'm trying to squeeze in all the doctor's appointments i can before i go, so i won't be able to post for a bit. feel free to take a break from being a member! i'll most likely be back at the end of August with a moving vlog :)

thank you ALL for your well wishes!!! i'll keep you guys posted after my mom sees the GI doctor 😭

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personal chat: health, racism, face reveal?

just chattin about random stuff.

we didn't cover any of our planned topics and ended up getting personal so it's for patreon only!

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