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"Paranoia" Piano Version

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New Song "The Vigilante"

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New Song - Needs name

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New Song "I Am Human"

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NF - "Fear" cover

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New Song "Fear? From Powerless to Powerful?"

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"Mary Did You Know"

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Shatter the Sky New Version

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"HOPE" Piano Version

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Running Up That Hill

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"Dance All Night (Piano Version)"

Shout out to Kathryn Tanner! This one is Dedicated to you. Thank you thank you thank you so much for your support.

Gonna try and get one request done a week now that we've settled into our place. Really hope you like this performance of Dance All Night!

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Death of Ego - Final Mix (I hope lol)

Hey everyone! I'm so sorry it's taking so long get new content to you. Movings hard lol I went a reworked "Death of Ego" to hopefully feel a bit stronger. I think I'm finally ready to let it go and put it out into the world. Unless y'all feel like it needs more vocals lol Then I'll go fix that for release. Really hope you like it. Love you all!

Lyrics:

Lost in this chasm of the infinite - Gained the world still I can’t escape this emptiness - I’m

Never whole - Al...

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Moving to Nashville! Request Songs for Live Sessions

Hey Everyone! Hey everyone! Tiffany and I are moving to Nashville this week. It still doesn’t feel real. We’ll finally have our own space, so creating content will be way easier.
I’m planning on filming a bunch of Piano/Vocal live performances. If you could drop two requests below, it mean a ton!

  1. one original of mine you want, and

  2. one cover you’d love to hear

    I’ll try to hit them all it just may take some time! Thank you so much!

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"Stay Alive"

Here's a new one. Put all of me into it. Really really hope you like it. Love you all so much

Heard the news tonight can’t believe - You tried to take your life - Thank God you’re still here - I never knew the weight you carried on your own - Our memories burn across my mind I can’t let it go

I know the darkness - Is pulling your soul - Crushing you down too much to hold - I know you’re fighting - But pain takes it’s toll - I’ll carry the weight just don’t let...

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New Song "The Tyrant"

I'm so so sorry this took me so long. Me and Tiff had to do a little traveling to figure out where we're gonna live over the next year and then we got pretty sick 😭 I've been working on this one slowly over the past few weeks. I think I'll probably take a few things out for the public version but here it is is uncut! Really hope you like it! Love you all!

Black smoke fills my lungs - As fire drowns out the sun - Our shelter burned to dust - Shrapnel rains - Tell me what’s th...

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Early Access "Castle in the Sky"

Here's a lyric video to "Castle in the Sky" I'm dropping tomorrow. Thank you so much for your kind words regarding this one. It genuinely gave me the courage to put it out to the world. Really really appreciate it!

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New Song "Castle in the Sky"

Here’s a song I wrote with my wife a couple weeks ago. Of all the songs I've done, "Man of Stone" has always been one of my favorites. The message has been on my mind a lot the past few weeks. So I decided to write a bit of a follow up. Here’s “Castle in the Sky.” (At least I think that’s what I’ll call it haha.) Really really hope you like it. Could not be more grateful for each and every one of you. Love you all!

Lyrics:

I used to dream in color - Vibrant, wide and ...

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New Song - "Shatter the Sky" or something

I'm so so so so so sorry this took me so long. Honestly, I don't know why. I kept obsessing over little details and changing production (it started as a dubstep song haha.) Really hope you like this one. Ima sit on it for a bit and see how I feel in a couple weeks. Might make the vocals a little less aggressive since it went from dubstep metal to kind of a ballad. Hope you like it! Love you all! Hope to have something new up for you soon!

Lyrics

See the mirror I swear those...

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Early Access "Across the Stars" Lyric Vido

Hey everyone!

Here's a lyric video to "Across the Stars." Really hope you like it!

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"Your Name"

Here's a new one I'm working on! I loved the movie "Your Name" and thought it be fun to write the same concept of "Love so strong it defies the laws of time and space." Plus, my wife was due for another love song since it's been a couple of years haha Still needs tons of work but I really hope you like it! Let me know what you think! Love you all!

Fingers trace the empty sky

Drawing shapes where stars once lie

Whispers echo through the air

I swear I see you eve...

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"Until We're All But Ash"

I remixed "Until We're All But Ash." I really liked the song, and the message means everything to me, but there were just some production things I wasn't crazy about. So I'm really hoping this ones better! Gave it everything! Let me know what you think!

Lyric

I see the pain beneath your eyes

Behind that mask, a frail disguise

You should know it kills me

Watching this

Take your everything

I see it draw you in

The edge of hell’s abyss

I sw...

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Early Access! "Fountain of Youth"

Sorry I couldn't get this to you earlier. Literally finished a couple minutes ago haha Here's a lyric video to "Fountain of Youth!" This one really means a lot to me. It's been a long time since I resonated so much with a project. Love you all! Really hope you like it!

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"Fountain of Youth" New Song

Here's a new one the means a lot to me. I heard the chorus in a dream right before waking up probably six months ago. It came back to me a bit ago when my childhood Dog passed away 💔 and then when again when my two brothers I was living with moved away from Chicago. To me, my brothers are everything to me. (Thank God, my other ones moving back to Chicago today!) Still working on the mix, but it's getting close so I thought I'd share it. Here's "Fountain of Youth!" Hope you like it. Love yo...

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"Until We're All But Ash" Lyric Video

Still not sure if I'll release this one or not, but here's a lyric video! Hope you like it!

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"Feel The Monster" - Re-recorded

Here's a new version of "Feel the Monster." I think I like it a lot better now! Hope you do as well! Love you all!

Lyrics:

Don’t know what to feel

See split dimensions worlds unsealed  

Tell me is it real?

A mad mans curse or truths unveiled 

Watching this dream it comes to life

Demons warring with the light 

Darkness overtakes in my mind 

Angels vaporize 

Feel the monster

Crawling in my skin

O...

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Early Access "Dungeons & Dragons"

Hey everyone! Here's early access to "Dungeons & Dragons." Hope you like it! Gonna start writing a bunch this week. Any song or genre/feel ideas? Love you all

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"Death of Ego" new recording

Here's another project I've been working on! It's a song I posted a bit ago reimagined. The message meant a lot to me but I felt the last production was a bit to abstract. So I tried it again! There's a few more things I'd like to tweak and maybe a few vocals I want to redo but I feel it's getting there! Really hope you like it! Love you all!

Lost in this chasm of the infinite

Gained the world still II can’t escape this emptiness I’m

Never whole

All that I w...

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"Feel the Monster" Demo

Here's a new song I about idolatry unconscious worship of fear (Something I unfortunately struggle with on a daily basis.) Still needs a good amount of work but I'm headed out of town for two weeks so I figured I'd share it now! Really hope you like it! So so so grateful for each and every one of you!

Lyrics:

Don’t know what to feel

See split dimensions worlds unsealed  

Tell me is it real?

A mad mans curse or truths unveiled 

Watching t...

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Dungeons and Dragons - New Recording/New Version

Hey Everyone! I really liked the "Dungeons and Dragons" song I did a bit ago, but to me the production/vocals didn't feel like Dungeons and Dragons. Soooo, I decided to slow it down, add a bit more fantasy/orchestral elements and now I'm a lot happier with it. Really hope you like it! Love you all!

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New Song "Time With My Creator"

Here's an old song I rerecorded/reproduced. I think I'm gonna cut the intro and the outro but here's where it's at right now. Really hope you like it!

Once again so easily distracted

Keep on drifting further from your side

But you sent an angel through the darkness

Said come away with me to everlasting light

Where trauma melts away just like the snow

And depression loses reign can’t hold it’s throne

These powers I can’t explain the...

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