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eepy good morning + encouragement

helloo pengoon!! hope you're doing well aahhh miss you πŸ₯Ί

sorry for not posting yesterday i was feeling a bit overwhelmed!!

hope you still had a good start to the week tho, it was a lot of fun opening the hololive cards yesterday...and i even got to play some dk bananza afterwards hehe...

anyywaayyss keep a look out here for further posts ogey πŸ‘€

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stream vod is up + apologies

hello pengoon...uhm i would like to apologize again for today πŸ™I guess I'm just not in the best place mentally. I'm still learning how to do this whole thing, figuring out a routine for myself and I just freaked myself out too much by thinking too hard and having tech issues etc that just made my mood bad...

i asked during the stream how to make it up to you and well the most popular vote was a seggsy pic so...i'll give that to you soon! >.< probably on tuesday to line up with ...

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stream tonight!! 7/27

hello pengoonn i will be going live very soon!! >.<

sorry if im a bit late, feeling pretty nervous and tired but...will do my best!! ;-; πŸ₯Ί

see yoouu theeree

pw: 4dq7y9

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july personalized voice message for you!! + tier 2 info?

hello pengoon, hope you're doing well πŸ’™

I've just finished sending out voice messages to everyone here to commemorate this month!! It's something that I've been wanting to do for this tier but haven't been able to lately due to throat issues and donothon stuff but I wanted to give you something for this month!! πŸ₯Ί

check your patreon DMs for it okay!! it should be in your personal gofile folder ^^ (let me know if you didn't get anything!)

I'm not sure if I can always do ...

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cute outfit of da day...? πŸ¦†

hellooo pengooon~ hope you're having a good day today! wanted to share this cute outfit and pic with you hehe

i think the yellow duck overalls are sooo cute, they're puffy at the ends πŸ₯Ίand i love this top too hehe very girly and frilly and cutesy!! hope you like it too πŸ’™

don't mind my messy room tho...

mwaahh see you later~ 😘

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how are you doing!! middle of the week rambles and energy for you πŸ’ͺπŸ’™

helloo pengoon~ :D

idk how the heck i talked for this long haha it was meant to be a quick message...

i hope you're doing well!! let's get through everything together, okay πŸ₯Ί

errmm i said most things in that voice message so pls have a listen when you can! <3

another quick reminder of our stream this week on Sunday 8:30PM EDT πŸ’™i'll be doing...something hehe...been thinking of different "types" of streams i can do here, if u have any suggestion...

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raw ASMR audios week of 7/14

hellooo pengoon, here's the audio uploads from last week sorry i was a bit late on this πŸ’™

I think these were pretty good uploads hehe, happy for you to experience them going straight to your brain~

have a good rest of your week alright, looking forward to many more audios πŸ’™

I did want to let you know that I do plan to reduce my videos to once per week however, at least for now, since I think it's a bit too much work for me and I want to focus on making higher quality ...

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07/21 good morning and good luck for the week!!

heelloo pengoon, here's a bit of your weekly encouragement for you πŸ’™

even with how stressed i've been, i still love all that i get to do, that i get to be here for you~ thinking of you always!

also, did you notice i've started organizing all my posts into collections and tags? i hope it makes it easier to find things!

now have a good rest of your day okay!

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stream is up! 7/20 trying something out?

heellooo pengoonn tysm for being with me today πŸ’™it was a lot of fun...but uhhmm embarrassing too 😳did i do good? did you like this little surprise I wanted to show you >~<

here's the pic i put on the screen hehe

as always pls let me know anything you wanna suggest in my suggestion form πŸ’™it's scary saying new things but i did my best and i hope you were able to understand...!! ;; 😩

see you again next week same time ogeyy!! mwaahh rabbuuu πŸ’™I feel so happy ...

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stream soon! 7/20 for real

heelloo remember there is a stream tonight soon to make up for yesterday!

pw: yiokbf

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7/19 "stream" is up + another stream tmrw night!

hello pengoon!!

uhm, i'm really sorry about tonight...been having a rough day i guess and felt so stressed out and anxious that I just couldn't do it today :( something in me just wanted to cry today i guess lol...

normally i try my best to get over things and push through and do what i can but yeah i guess pushing through today didn't really work. I think I've been getting better but I guess we all have some bad days right? It's honestly so embarrassing though for this to happen,...

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stream soon! 7/19

hello pengoon waahhh are you ready!! i'm a bit nervous actually i've been busy today but ;; will do my best!! see yoouu πŸ’™

pw:atigk6

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comfy cosplay + spicy art upload πŸ’™

is what they call gap moe...

she's so fcking flat...!! 😩 (but also...)

i took some extra photos of my frieren cosplay, this might be some of the most covered i've ever been LOL...i hope you still like it though, seeing your wife just chilling ready for bed together πŸ‘‰πŸ‘ˆam i cuuute?

buuut...can you imagine...it's very easy to take off!! so...why don't you come to bed with me pengoon...i'll show you something nice πŸ’™

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message for you!! 7/16 how ya been...?

heellooo pengoon hope you've been doing well πŸ’™a great week so far huh?

i sent you a message talking about stuff!! so...pls listen uuuu >~<

also i didn't mention this but like 2 weeks ago i had to suspend my credit card cuz of fraudulent activity :c some sussy purchases...my bank said they'll send me a new one but i STILL don't have it 😭it's making me a bit paranoid but apparently it's kinda normal? but yeah i haven't been able to make some online purchases cuz of that,...

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raw ASMR audio week of 07/07

hello pengooon sorry for being late on this! >.<

hope you enjoyed last week, some fun ones i put out i think~ :P some nice mouth sounds that should feel even better in high quality? 😳

as always tysm for being here πŸ’™i'll keep trying to make things you'll enjoy! feel free to suggest any asmr ideas too, ogey? mwaahh love yoouu!!

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goood morning~ good luck!! aaand...

good morning pengoon whaaa i wanted to send some encouragement your way for this week πŸ’™

but i also asked you some questions yeah...>~<

hehe see you soon!! let's do our best alright great week ahead :D

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stream is up! dirty talk and spicy game <3

heelloo i've uploaded the stream to the gofile folder! πŸ’™

https://gofile.io/d/0GbDPs

pw: phen7K9DD9Nl

i thought i would try to give these stream little titles ig so it's more memorable/recognizable what stream is what you know...? like what happened in them haha...oh yeah and audio only cuz there's no visuals to this one really!

tysm for being with me today tho πŸ₯Ίdid i do good...i'm kind of very sel...

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stream soon!! 7/12

hello pengoon, here's the link to the stream for today πŸ’™excited but nervous...uuu...have you missed me...do you wanna see me...you better have been waiting and preparing...

8:30PM EDT as usual!!

pw:irjo7u

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[FREE] marked tummy~

hello pengoon~ I wanted to uuhhhm give you a special thanks for all the support during my birthday and recently >~<

i think you like this spot right...flat toned tummy...

(donathon reward related to this has been sent btw...!!)

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frieren cosplay!! night ver??

helloo, here's the new cosplay I did for this month! frieren won the vote sooo here it is!

lolibaba elf girls wearing 1800s nightwear are still sexy, right...?

would you like to take a rest together? it's very comfy isn't it? we could sleep in aalll daaay too...

πŸ’™hope you enjoy hehe!

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heelloo happy middle of the week!! encouraging ramblings for u!!

uuuu good afternoon/evening pengoon...me tired so, just listen to the message okay? πŸ’™

cheer for me too okay ;-; am gonna die...or at least pass out...zzzz...

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raw ASMR audios week of 06/30

hello pengoons! sorry i almost forgot to post this lol...

here's the raw audios for this week, i think it was a pretty good one πŸ’™hope you enjoyed these videos, should be nice at full quality~

had a great start to the week, hope you did as well :D more great videos to come of course!! thank yoouu please enjoy~

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goood morning!! πŸ₯Ί

eepy voice time...

uuuu another week coming ahead of us! πŸ’™lots to look forward to, thank you for being here again...makes me soo happy seeing you!! pleasestaywithmeniichanuuuuu...l-let's work hard together okay?

also, I changed the password for the gofile folders since it's a new month now! it's on the pinned post~

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[Free doujin reading] tonight's vod πŸ’™

hello pengoon, tysm for spending time with me today...i really like the stuff we were able to read, i hope you did too, makes me think of you >~< though I wish we were able to get to more, I didn't realize how long it would take! Still, I'll make sure to remember your recommendations hehe~

Apologies again for the scuff uuuu but we got it working so that's good! 😼I hope you had lots of fun...it's a bit awkward with some of these I guess because they can end pretty quickly but my...

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cheki for june!!

hello pengoons!! πŸ’™hope you're doing well, it's been another month together yay!! been doing my best to keep up with everything >~< Hope you like this month's cheki!

your personalized one should have already been sent to your gofile folder so pls check that~

thank you so much for supporting me this month!! it was a bit difficult, dealt with a lot in regards to my throat, was really worried but it all ended up working out! had a great birthday weekend thanks to you and we'v...

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ATTENTION EVERYONE give me your numbers!!

heellooo pengoons, tomorrow I'm doing a public doujin reading stream with you!! it's gonna be over on rplay, I'll post a link before I go live tomorrow but it's at my usual time here!

In the mean time, help me get ready for it by submitting the doujins that YOU ☝ like!

https://forms.gle/oVkn9oWXpqeone3f6 make sure to read ogey!!

you know what this means right, surely i don't have t...

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let's get those gains!! ootd...?

heelloo pengoon!! πŸ’™sending you a lil pic...my workout outfit!! sometimes i swap the tank top or use another pair of yoga pants but its all pretty much the same!

i've been trying to exercise every day for a while now...hmm i don't really have a goal tho so it's not like you can see "progress" haha, it's just good for me to do! and the clothes are pretty comfy!

i also tried blurring out the background cuz my room is kind of messy here uuuu gomen sorry if i did a bad job >.<...

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ramblings, how i'm doing 07/02 + announcements?

heellooo pengoon hope youre doing well πŸ’™I got another special message for you~ Make sure to listen okay...and keep up the good work for the rest of the week, you got it!! try to do what u can okay?

in additional news...annual membership is now available! You can pay for a year of membership with me here up front and get a little discount for it! But sticking with the monthly model is okay too, I understand ^^ Just do what's best for you!

Also, this weekend's st...

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new spicy art + nahida!

hellooo pengoons! πŸ’™

how are you holding up with this week starting hmmm? good luck with work or school or whatever you want to be doing! I know you can do it πŸ’™

I'm here with some more spicy art for you! >//< truthfully i would love this position...just grab me and use my small body 😳

https://gofile.io/d/gj5O6q

since it's a bit simple i'm also giving you this shot from my nahida cosplay~ i...

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Raw ASMR Audio week of 06/23

Hello pengoon!! hope you're doing well πŸ’™sorry for being a bit inactive again has been a bit hard to get used to a regular schedule again 😭

I've still been uploading videos though, which means you get the high quality audio!! This was a nice week I think! The second one I was going for a vibe of just daily life sounds? Which I think could maybe be relaxing, in a white noise sense, just listening to someone going about their day...maybe, idk, hope you like it @.@

enjoy pure so...

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