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6/28 stream is up! learning nii's habits...

heellloo thank you so much for spending time with me tonight 💙It was really great, I had lots of fun...I hope it was okay, I get a bit nervous for these sometimes 👉👈

you'll only look at me though now, right...I'll keep dressing up and looking cute ~~and maybe lewd~~ so your eyes will have nooo where else to go! don't make me jealous...or i'll cry and tell mom...hmph...hehe...show me lots of things okay~

pw: ht...

upcoming stream!! 6/28

heeellooo pengoon follow da link!! i will be live for you in like ~2 hours!!

missing you lots, wanna see you again...have you been thinking of meee 🥺

well uhh see you sooon!! 🥰

pw: phk7lu

[FREE] womb tattoo 💙

being marked by you feels pretty nice ehehe...this is a special spot tho so it's pretty embarrassing!! >~< u-use it well...

tyssmm for all the donothon support, you deserve this treat~ errmm this is a reward for that yeah if you can't tell...!!

mwaaaahh <3

06/25 hello and ramblings!

heelllooo pengooon good to see you 💙

wanted to record a message for you! :3 please listen when you can nya...I might have rambled a lot tho sorry ehehe...I just really like the Xenoblade series!!

I'm feeling real happy...great birthday weekend, my throat is getting better I can really feel the progress and improvement, weather is getting really nice, lots of projects to look forward to coming out soon, having lots of fun on my Switch 2, making new plans to improve my content, s...

size 37 imoutoes...

i've been so busy and overwhelmed lately that i've been neglecting to post here a bit ehehe gomen...after tonight's stream though, I thought I could give you a little something extra~ >.<

were you wondering what I was wearing hmmm?

(omg i'm realizing too some of the angles during that stream were...i didn't realize...)

thinking of you lots big pengoonbro 💙(lol...) remember we have a stream here this saturday at 8:30 PM EDT!! :3

messy room uuuu...

Birthday Donothon ASMR section (2025 FREE)

hello pengoons! 💙I have included here the FULL ASMR section from my donothon this past weekend!

I think it was a bit too spicy for Youtube and I'm scared of leaving it up lol so I'm posting it here instead! >.< Enjoy some classic lickas from the birthday girl~

I have attached the video file here if you want to download it AND embedded the video from Odysee if you want to watch in your browser instead~

week of 06/16 raw ASMR WAV files

hellooo pengoon, hope you're doing well 💙

here's the raw files from this week! including the rare BANNED FROM YOUTUBE audio lol...hope you enjoy, I think these ones are really comfy and relaxing even without the talking~ hopefully I can get back to speaking ones soon LOL I am cooking...!!

cute dress outfit post!! 06/19

Ahoy, I spot some treasure!! Is that...a pengoon over there? :3

Would you give this birthday princess some headpats? 🥺Maybe...something else...ehehe...

Well my birthday is actually tomorrow but close enough right? :P

Thank you so much for being here, it really is a dream 💙

I'll be seeing you soon, pleeassee come to my birthday party tomorrow 👉👈

youtube took down my last video, here it is

【ASMR】 Your Pet Cat Licks Up Water! 🐈💦 (Mouth Sounds & Sniffing)

very sad that this got removed from youtube, i'm missing an upload for the week now 😿But I hope you can still enjoy it! Hopefully baka Youtube AI and dummy reviewers can get bonked on the head and not be mean to me again! :c

sorry if the quality is ass LOL it forced me to upload that way, I'll just attach the video file here when I wake up if it's an issue!

hi heelllooo ramblings/blog post 06/18

hello pengoonn i got a little message for you!! 💙

I've been kind of overwhelmed lately with stress and anxiety ;; Lots to do, and lots to worry about...I guess it's nice having a bit of a break to take my time with things, but I still wish I could be there more :(

Nevertheless I'm still chucking along and doing my best to cope and be as "normal" as I can! Just wait for my full power...uuuu...;-;

😘😘🤗nyaaaaa

my favorite taste~ | spicy art upload

Thank you for this delicious treat master, please train me well~ But careful though, I could easily get addicted to this...this will be right where I belong 💙

link: https://gofile.io/d/oD9gh6

>~< New art upload!! I hope you like it, I wanted an art piece like this because well...I imagine doing it a lot to you...ehehe...

Hope you're holding up well so far this week pengoon, mwaaahh I'm missing you lo...

week of 06/09 asmr audios

hello pengoons, here's the high quality audio files from last week! 💙

apologies this is a bit late i forgor ehehe...

hope you enjoy, i think the first one is better with the video but you got a full RP too! :3

alright have a good rest of your night!! mwaahh

good morning!! encouragement for da week

heelloo pengoon 💙how are you feeling? thank you so much for last night 🥺I really like being with you...Hope my lil message isn't too awkward >~< Just getting into speaking more again!

Check out my recovery haul yaaass lol...I got one more thing (mouth strips to cover my mouth while sleeping) coming later today too unfortunate can't be in the photo

Little notice for you, there...

6/14 stream vod is up! 💙

Yeah I'm reposting the picture from earlier here again so what, makes it more visible for the future heh

Thank yoouu for the lovely night hehe~ I hope it was okay 🥺Was uhhmm quite embarrassing >~< But I had a lot of fun teeassing you :3 I'll think about how to improve it next time we do something like this, hehe...

I had to clean up quite a lot after this you know!! So...take responsibility...nyaaaa...

I was going for the gap moe with this outfit, did you like it......

Stream tonight!

Hey pengoons, letting you know in case you're a dummmyy and not aware that I'll be seeing you again tonight! 💙

It'll be at 8:30PM EDT, at the usual time~ :P

pw: 11fitk

Bit nervous, it's my first handcam here...you'll behave, riiight?

Nahida Cosplay!

Fufu~ Tomorrow will come...and so will I! >:3

I mean, errmm...

Here's the next voted cosplay! I hope it looks okay >~< It's a cute outfit but also not sure how well it fits me...was definitely a bit weird...I get pretty self conscious about my body having weird proportions so I hope it's okay ;; 💚

hiii!! 06/11 check in...

heellooo!! how are you doing lately? 💙

I've been resting up lots, trying to do what I can...actually why I was late to posting this today haha, really had to get my video up today! >.< I've also been playing on my Switch 2 whenever I can, Mario Kart World is sooo fun but also trying to make progress on Xenoblade Chronicles X ahhh!!

Feeling a bit paranoid about my condition lately, I have started antibiotics recently so I've been hoping that they'll work but no dice yet......

6/9 stream upload - casual day with your needy girl 💙

hii pengoons! the stream is uploaded now to the gofile folder along with an audio only version! I hope you liked it...I'm not very confident sometimes and I was a bit limited today...so please let me know...y-yeah...

here's the link and password cuz you're probably a boomer old man that can't figure out technology

https://gofile.io/d/0GbDPs

pw: oknFD2HO53Zo

stream tonight!

in case you didn't catch the info, there will be a stream tonight~ 💙

will be at 10PM EDT, password is rm7g9l

just go to the linked page when the time comes! excited to see you again...

Raw ASMR audios week of 06/02

hellloo pengoons here's the asmr uploads from last week! 💙

these were more visuals videos so i dont think the audio only really adds much eheh buuut maybe you'll enjoy it? add to your collection?

fun videos to make but took a bit longer than usual! i still have to get a bit creative with the no/minimal speaking thing...uuu...

anyways, hope you're having a great day! :D see you sooon!

end of the week encouragement + update

hello pengoon!! 💙

hope you had a great weekend, we're coming up on another week but don't despair! I'm always cheering you on, okay? ;-; longer messages coming soon! >~<

thank you for taking care of me, being patient and being so supportive...i feel really lucky to have you...i'm sorry again for the cancellation this weekend, i've been very uncertain about things regarding my throat ;-;

little update on that I guess: I feel..."fine"? I can speak fine, but I haven't...

stream tonight postponed

hey pengoons! I'm sorry for the late notice, I've been busy today and I was running it over in my head whether I should go ahead with it or not...;-;

but yeah, tonight's stream is cancelled, i'm going to move it toooo maybe monday night or wednesday?

I want to take this weekend off from any vocal activity, just to make sure of my condition, unfortunately I am still feeling some throat pain and burning and I don't want to make things worse again :c I want to be 100...

cheki for may!

another month means another cheki!

this was a rough one for me ;~; plagued by illness that is still ongoing...but doing my best to keep going myself! Despite everything, we still managed to do quite a bit!

hope you like it hehe 💙tysm for being here for my second month! I hope for many more and for things to finally start looking up...maybe...uuuuu...but really it means a lot that you're still here, that you believe in me 💙

You should have received your signed cheki alr...

maid bonus~

hey pengoon, hope you're doing well today! 💙

you liked my maid outfit soo much, I thought I'd give you another one! >~< as always please don't mind my messy background...

i'll take care of all your needs, so be ready for me this weekend master~

mid-week encouragement 6/04

Hey pengoons! I'm feeling a bit well enough to send you a little message 💙I'm sorry it can't be longer though 🥺

No matter what, I'll always be on your side okay? I don't think you're weird or cringe or needy for anything you want to express ^^ 💙I'm sorry if I'm a bit awkward with expressing myself but I do really want to see you happy!

Now, some updates...or what I can try to update you on at least!

Throat Issues

I went to the doctor again today and finally ...

SPICY ART UPLOAD 6/03

HERE👉👉👉https://gofile.io/d/JmCplC PW: oknFD2HO53Zo 👈👈👈

Hey pengoon, I'm feeling a bit weird in this spot, do you think you could take a look for me...?

>~< kyaaaa this is so embarrassing but I hope you like it...!! Many many images for you today! Would you do that for me...heh...

💙💙💙 Have a good rest of your dayy nii-niii :3 (I can't say the actual word okay...!) Missing you l...

week of 5/26 raw asmr audios

this was a trigger focused week again as I recover my voice >~< hope you liked them! now there is high quality version yay!

uuuuu i want to get back to making my normal videos soon ;; missing you lots, sending loove mwaahh~ 💙

good luck this week! 06/01

hey pengoons! 💙

it's a new month already huh? I could say a lot about that but...let's save it for another time maybe heh

I come to you again with some kisses to power you up for the week!! Let's do our best to get through it, okay? I'm a bit frustrated myself and not feeling the best...my throat pain is lingering and it really sucks, though I think it's getting better. I'm hoping that just a bit more rest will finally fix things, but I'm also getting worried and kind of doomer...

Maid Cosplay~

I finally received this maid outfit from Japan~ It's not a "specific" maid tho, hehe just me~

irashaimasen goshujin saammaaa~ did you have a rough day today? dw, i'll heal you up and take care of alll your stress 💙

one of my sleeves slipped off don't mind that...

hope you've been having a good day pengoon :3 i'm still trying my best to rest up okay! >.< but still working on some things behind the scene for u hehe~

blogpost ramblings 5/28

heellloo, I hope you're enjoying your day 💙

I'm back to talk your ear off a bit~

I didn't want to speak too much so I'm saving the bulk of it for here lol >~< While I'm doing a bit better, I think this break is a good idea to really make sure and solidify my health. I want to make sure I can properly stream and give you the best content I can!

So I've been working on future plans, organizing things, staying healthy...there's still lots for me to do so it's not an ...