boof

Burning The Midnight Oil.wav

and what are you doing up at this hour?

druqkz

i have no idea what i had in mind but i thought you might like it

Genesi Joel of Nordstrom

I drove him wherever he wanted me to drive him. that day it was the mall. it was when i first started to realize he doesn't care about anyone but himself. his habits I thought were cute quirks when I saw him from a screen, was what was driving me to pull the trigger each night. I remember seeing how excited he was the moment his black eyes met with luxury goods
"woah this is a big one, haha." he said while he adjusted how he was dressed and stepped out of my car. I held my smile and chuckl...

Affjnkofddr

Archive for esteem

酒絵師だ (SHUESHIDA CONCEPT PITCH)

An alcoholic drug addict pink canine. a journalist husky. a hoodlum goofball hyena. and a sauvé sex guru big cat. meiko seeks a new stage to feel comfortable on when family tensions rise. swayne and kyle find him in this low state and enthrall him on paths they're unprepared for. vinny grows attached to the three of them after a fun night. meiko from the get-go seeks validation not through numbers or seems but out of respect of indifference. meiko's self hatred and self loathing brings attra...

The Cub I am the Galaxy You Roar

commission of incineroar and the client 

From Bruce To July's First Bups Who Stayed to Hug

Hi, how are you?

been one hell of a few months for us hasn't it? I know you've been going through some heavy stuff. no one that likes my art isn't. I hope you're okay and that you at least have one person to vomit your heart out onto. 

I lost a lot of friends. not to death but to my own heart. people suck don't they? but at the same time I almost see it like a blessing. people showed their true colours. and I'm glad the vultures are gone. someone who talks shit is someone...

Laura Les's Lawtheeth f(3#)eeth d(00)eefeat (B)eat.WIP

commission for one patient kind sweet motherfucker. can't wait to cover this shit in glitter and break twitter with it! it's kismet! 

prelude of a Procrastinator

he just spends his time eating shit and being a whore don't mind him. he's a scam artist, not an artist with a heart or feelings cause my friend's sister's mom's aunt's daughter's fourth cousin removed told me he's not trust worthy with the hurley durley's.

The Sun Always Shines on TV

vomit comet  commit murder heard her sneeze when she was laughing at me being me

maxretrevnohypno.wav

did in between commissions and a few mental breakdowns. you know how it be sis <3

Hacker.wav (Final Message To Mother June From Bruce The Bouncer During The pride Parade)

Dear June,

I didn't like this. at all. I trusted you with my life and as always I learn something I've learned a month before. Don't trust anyone. I'm not another prick at your door.

I wish my ex boyfriend fought to keep me in his home. but he didn't. people shit talk because deep down we are all sacks of meat that need insurance. the farther back I look the more I realize, the only enemy I have is myself when I'm happy. I should never be happy. when I am someone gets hurt. someon...

SHUESHIDA

05

(starring kyle)

its difficult to pin down my relationship with Swayne. It's honestly difficult to pin down my relationship with most people. But I'm really glad we came across meiko when we did. 

I always try to see the good in everyone. even the people considered pure evil to most. I love to make people smile. I love to make anyone who's around me happy.
I can see why most people don't like meiko. maybe even hate him. he's angry. he's aggressive. he's over emoti...

Kept LA Air

drive faster.

yeah

still feeling awful. physically and mentally. but if im gonna ever continue a living with this fandom or even with art i need to just stop listening to my own body. you guys pay me to be here. what would you want to see? 

Bruce

Let me know

do i still have time to go?

things get hard when you're alone

let it go, let it go.

seems like these guys

fucking

happen to come to your

doorstep and rape you

when it's for free,

so I stopped by the front and

watched as you bled cause'

I know you're reputation

I don't think that you should be free.

all these pigs eyes

glowing

hungry for blood just cause

you've lied and stole and you nee...

Braydon (Raw)

the day after I came down from the stairs

down into 

you

you came.

you came.

you came.

and came.

a family of pups died

in front of me,

under his truck

and all

i did

for him...

i gave. and gave. and gave...

every night as myself

why wasn't i good enough?

was my fur bright enough?

did i bleach it enough?

did i?

if you never replied that night when i broke down on those stai...

SHUESHIDA

04

(Starring Swayne and Meiko)

I pulled up on the drive way. He was holding a lot of shiny metal things. Which I knew was bad. My eye sight is poor cause of all the drugs I did as a kid. I stormed out of the car as calmly as I could. I turned off the car and walked behind him.

“So.. meiko.. how are you man.”

“If you want a pussy to fuck go downtown cunt.”

“Hey you know if I wanted to I could. What are you doing?”

“Who cares.” Now that I was...

SHUESHIDA

03

(Kyle and Swayne)

“Is he feeling any better?”

“Nah he’s.. he’s still really fucked up about all it.”

“What do you think we should do?”

“I don’t know at this point.”

I never saw Swayne like this. I know how strong he is. Not his body I mean, I think it looks stupid honestly but I know he’s strong in the mind. We sat in silence for a bit while I starred at the floor. Watching my shadow. I don’t like this sad feeling.

“�...

SHUESHIDA

02

(Starring vincent and max)

“Who was that?”

“Oh no one, don’t worry about it hun. Give me a bit so I can get ready.” I said that as calmly as I could. That fucking idiot actually came to my door. Came to my home. I can’t even describe how angry I am. But I need to look good and cute for max so I put my game face on. My puppy face. It always lured in any man I wanted. It was hypnotic.

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