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Voice Memos For The Void

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work in progress: hagsploitation video

it's giving rough draft; it's giving hella missing context; it's giving i need to make a lot more b-roll than i initially considered -- but in lieu of a completed video, i'm sharing with y'all the direction i'm going in for december's upload.

we've got a working thesis and some foundational definitions -- and yeah a lot more work to do. i will finish and upload the whole deal in mid-december. y'all of course will see it here first.

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monthly read & review: The Daughter of Doctor Moreau

as a note, the free Maya people within the story are interchangeably referred to as "Indians" and "Macehuales"

also i didn't fully articulate that Carlota being a hybrid is revealed to everyone, including her, and Montgomery is like 36 by 1877

and yes i know i pronounced chimera wrong. are you really an avid reader if you don't know how to pronounce familiar words?

 the good - 7:30
the meh - 13:48
the rating - 17:30

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November Update

hey y'all! happy halloweekend part two!

i think imma do these lil upates every month - both to keep myself accountable and to keep y'all in the loop of everything moving and shaking on this here side of the internet.

so here's what's coming down the pipe:

  • October, What I Watched:

    • i'm finna record that right naow! hope to have that edited and posted by early next week.

      • speaking of, I watched Anora two days ago and have...thoughts. mayb...

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monthly read & review: Icarus

back at it with the rambly ass reviews. October's read was Icarus by K. Ancrum.

verbal typos as always.

1:48 - content* warning (i said trigger but in hindsight, i think the probably is more a content thing)

2:50 - the review

21:28 -the rating

Music: Bokoven - NYC Skyline

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Early Access: why i look at writer credits

sharing with y'all the early release to this Sunday's video - the mind child of a community poll born from my lack of interest with season 3 of The Bear.

since I uploaded straight to patreon, i'm linking the mentioned videos below but the youtube version will have the cards - should you feel so inclined to watch this on two platforms:

Every Job in the Writers Room Explained: 2024-10-18 19:00:13 +0000 UTC View Post

ten minute thoughts: Rory from How To Die Alone

one day this will be ten minutes. bonus points if you get the reference in the beginning.

i have some discombobulated thoughts around Rory from How to Die Alone. the primary one being that he's great Leo representation (derogatory). i've said before and will probably say again that i'm really enjoying the way this show is building out it's characters - but this one they did a little too well and i'm tight about it.

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What I Watched: September

kwan kwan - kwa'kwa'kwa'kwaaaan breaking news: welcome to the monthly, lightly scripted recap of everything new I've watched this month.

this is also just helpful for me to keep track, personally. thank you for your grace as i figure out the limits of how large of a video i can upload on patreon's hosting server.

mentioned review: https://reverseshot.org/reviews/entry/3252/substance

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good news everyone!

almost two years to the day since i shuttered this fair patreon and i once again have the space for additional content creation!

i've got some exclusives lined up and early access to October's main channel video (two videos back to back? shocking i know) brewing but y'all heard it here first - the patreon is back.

also because of the surprise of this announcement, i've paused the billing...

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sad news everyone

maybe more bittersweet. i have several responsibilities in my offline life that are really fulfilling and pushing me to grow. unfortunately, i don't really have time to focus on my channel, much less creating extra content, right now. 

i'm still slowly working on a script (that was meant to be filmed, edited and posted for y'all as of yesterday/today depending on your time zone) but i think the healthiest choice for me right now is to pull back and find a balance before trying to j...

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Patreon Security Shifts

hey y'all --

i just saw that patreon has made pretty huge changes to their security team, causing concerns on both the creator and consumer end with regards to data security. 

i'm passing along the suggestion of changing your passwords and payment methods -- but i also am actively looking for another, safer platform to replace this exclusive forum. (maybe YouTube membership is the way)

in the meantime, i understand as well that it might be safer for you, and me...

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September Update

hey y'all -

another month, another update. by the time this posts it'll be the end of my first week of class, woo. i'm aiming to be proactive and start this semester with a strong schedule so i can juggle all of the things. fingers crossed. 

September's video

the option that won the poll was Shallow Social Consciousness (title pending). i've already started the script draft with the goal of posting this video Sept 23rd for patreons

Septemb...

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Early Access -- Atlanta: Afro Surrealist Satire or Self Indulgent Comedy?

let the air horns sing, my thoughts on Atlanta finally compiled into a string of semi-coherent thoughts. this video will be publicly live on Monday!

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September Content?

beautiful people! as promised, i'm searching for your input on September's content for the channel. i probably will make a decision the last weekend of August so you have time to ruminate on your decision. 

a little bit of context on the choices: 

Examining the Cancel Culture Boogeyman Trope

  • I mention this trope in the Atlanta video that  ̶i̶s̶ ̶c̶u̶r̶r̶e̶n̶t̶l̶y̶ ̶s̶u̶c̶k̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶m̶y̶ ̶l̶i̶f̶e̶ ̶f̶o̶r̶c̶e̶ wil...

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August update

hey y'all - 

happy August! i hope you remembered to play bones thugs n harmony this morning. i wanted to keep y'all up to date with a quick look at my plans for the month. 

- 'Atlanta' series debrief finally scripted! currently working on b-roll with hopes to at least record and edit a rough cut by the end of this week. 

- August reads
    - Seven Days in June by Tia Williams
 &n...

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ten minute thoughts: A-Train of The Boys

another bout of chaos on this, not so ten minute thoughts.

today i'm more so summarizing than rambling about A-Train from The Boys. it was one thing when his storylines were thin and skippable, but this hamfisted social commentary? paralleling his violence with MM's own desire to let go of humility and embrace the sweet embrace of revenge? Reggie falling out of his wheelchair?! it's all too much.

also i might've pronounced Jessica Chou's name wrong. that was not my intention, i ap...

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ten minute thoughts: Emergency (2022)

just a dude in bed talking about a movie they watched and failing to keep it under 10 minutes. 

i considering making a whole video on this. scrapped that idea and tried to fold this into my video on Atlanta. tossed that too. but this movie is still clunkering around in my head so i'm here sharing some disorganized thoughts with y'all. 

Emergency Trailer 

Music by Sonic Nothing ...

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damsel turned savior

im using patreon as a place to experiment with editing and content so  fingers crossed the copyright people don't hit me.  i recorded this  mid-June and wasn't feeling too confident given it's kinda niche, but didn't want to completely scrap it either.  it was intended for YouTube  but future Patreon exclusives will be formatted a little differently  from my usual style (allegedly). i'm also making this video accessible to the $3 and $5 tiers but future videos li...

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welcome to the void beyond the void.

thank you for your support! i've decided to launch this patreon mostly as a space to upload content without the stress of perfection. aka most of this content admittedly will be half edited (trying new things is exhausting) and likely to be unscripted (life is exhausting). creating videos during the school year was super difficult for me bc time was not on my side. much of the content here (theoretically) will be shorter than what i usually post on youtube but hopefully, there will also be mo...

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