Hey, I'm back now that things are less swamped. Computer is barely functioning, but enough to give another lesson in noise school: hybrid noise! (not to be confused with the 1997 merzbow album hybrid noisebloom)
I might soon take a photo and explain my live setup, but I'll start with this one as it is quite cheap and easy. Basically I have two main forms of noise live (and in recordings): sample slicing and hybrid noise.
By hybrid noise, I mean using a pedal with contac...
2023-02-24 05:52:54 +0000 UTC
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Hi, my cat (maybe?) pushed my laptop off the table onto slate and it’s now making a constant horrifying beep although it works we backed up everything and we’re not too sure how much longer it has and needs some repair (thanks nova!). I get a new computer early march, but just posting here now there might be a delay as I can’t use it (I’m on my phone). Shows should still be fine as I borrow my gfs computer (thanks violet) although she gotta use it for work and stuff so I can’t be on...
2023-02-07 03:04:52 +0000 UTC
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from the same unfinished release as "Chlamydia" and is the track immediately after, and is also a heavily modified form of a live performance I did in november 2022. I feel this release is going to focus on what this song is titled (at least temporarily), as its something I have suffered from quite a lot, and isn't as funny as a lot of jokes make it out to be. There are few things more terrifying than believing you have multiple sclerosis or cancer and getting the symptoms as a conversion dis...
2023-01-29 04:17:24 +0000 UTC
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I am sure I have tagged a lot of my old posts, including lots of unreleased songs, for anybody who just signed on and wants to work their way through them. There are at least two patreon-only releases there too. If anything is untagged, let me know!
I'll keep digging through my old music and find more things to put up in the meantime. I'll recommence noise school soon, just having a break after a very stressful year.
2023-01-21 10:09:56 +0000 UTC
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Sorry for the delay! Here's a snipped of a work in progress. It's from an upcoming EP I creating to help raise funds for FFS (part two of it, I can only afford to do one part of my face at a time :/). The entire release is based on a live set I did last year, but it's now edited beyond recognition, so it's based on improvisations and it all ties together as one big thing (hence the sudden end). The working title is "every plague imaginable", and its about hypochondria. A lot of the record has...
2023-01-18 10:55:12 +0000 UTC
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Hi! Since y'all are paying me, what specific kind of content do you want to see and hear? Moreover, when it comes to production stuff, what did any of you want to learn? I want to make sure your $ with me is worth it.
-my music? (WIP/old stuff I fine/live sets?)
-sample packs?
-noise school? What would you like to learn?
-albeton (with sessions etc you can download)
-sample slicing/cut ups
-mastering (basic)
-mixing ...
2023-01-09 03:08:02 +0000 UTC
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I did this in about an hour, but I trained a granulator on me doing mouth noises and screams. some of the samples are 'nice', one goes weirdly melodic for a second, others are just funny. Anyway feel free to use the however you want, credits appreciated but not necessary. I might be using them myself if I can find a use. Beware some contain jumpscares.
As with use, you can slice and stretch them up (they are already quite sliced), loop them, use certain bits, make drum machine sounds o...
2023-01-08 13:14:26 +0000 UTC
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I got a comment about some free alternatives to ableton plugins for those of us either totally broke or just starting off and not ready (or don't want) to pay 324242432 trillion $ to music software corporations who have consolidated the market and (seemingly) barred many working class musicians from entry.
Obviously this stuff is geared to noise, ambient or experimental musicians (or anything somewhat tangentially similar to me), and absent are those free 808 packs that are everywhere....
2023-01-04 10:22:45 +0000 UTC
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I saw that a few people wanted to see my process and wanted some more resources on how I do the things I do. Some noise-musicians don't like giving away their 'secrets'. I am not one of those. I am also self-taught and likely will get some things wrong, if you have suggestions in the comments. I am not here to make your noise/music "better", but hopefully give some ideas and stuff you may not of thought of before. I am always learning new stuff too and comments on these posts for clarificatio...
2023-01-03 08:45:16 +0000 UTC
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Unfinished sketch from EP written in psych ward. Mix of noise, electronica and doom.
-no vocals or other instrumentation done, due to ward, being added later
-not finished, all samples/synth pre-labeled on computer before going in + field recordings of hospital (thanks to Alex for the recording on mindfulness)
-EP is one seamless opera, just a selection of it
-motif of music box synth recurs through release
edit: bit of a delay with this "ep" because of computer issues, ...
2022-04-01 17:05:08 +0000 UTC
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So like a Long Time Ago i tried to make an RPG maker game called "Despair Smiles", basically a Yume Nikki/Silent Hill ripoff except black and white and with a trans girl, had some run-away-from-the-monster themes and giant fetus heads attacking you. Anyway I made a few songs for the "soundtrack", including one decent proper song (ColdSave, which I tried to remake recently), rest are mostly looping drones. Anybody can use this for their games (or whatever) if they wish, as they loop seamlessly...
2022-03-14 15:51:43 +0000 UTC
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11-min long ambient/noise improvisation on my synths and pedals from 22nd August last year. Lyrics unknown.
2022-02-19 14:58:04 +0000 UTC
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Sorry for the long gap, but I've found more oldish tunes on my HDD. This one was meant to be with a noise LP I never did.
2021-11-24 04:18:30 +0000 UTC
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I found this 26 minute monster of a noise song/EP buried in my harddrive, totally forgotten, circa 2016. The production here is quite raw and some of the elements recorded here were reused for Hook Echo which was recorded around the same time. Uh, enjoy I guess? Features me drumming (badly) playing clarinet (badly) singing loops (badly) but it kinda works (badly?).
2021-07-20 15:53:12 +0000 UTC
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Me and my then-partner made this song trying out her new microkorg. Ambient, mostly improvised stuff with some singing and some light noise, not dissimilar to the Flesh of the World in sound.
2021-05-23 15:02:24 +0000 UTC
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I like the melodies on this one. Has some of my deathgrowls which I miss doing. Likely a test song for my baritone guitar.
2021-05-04 13:25:58 +0000 UTC
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Not related to my album of the same name!
So this is my old instrumental mathrock/skramz/post-hardcore project circa 2012. It's along the lines of kidcrash, p.99 and beau navire. Invented a tuning for this one. Everything by me + drum machine.
Dropbox link as Patreon is having some issues
https://www.dropbox.com/s/tqadb83p9vttpy5/Jouissance%20-%20demo.zip?dl=0<...
2021-03-09 11:20:29 +0000 UTC
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Getting back into the habit of practicing everything after a long gap, here is a song I did in about an hour. Short synthy noise.
2021-03-02 14:48:14 +0000 UTC
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Here it is, an LP my friend Kashya (https://kashya.bandcamp.com/) worked on slowly over several years (2015-2018), before losing the original mix files when switching computer and DAW. It's a somber, cold, cyberpunk-themed release that consists of 6 songs in about an hour. A lot of the lyrics (what few there are) were written before I had come out. They are mostly about bodies, technology, crushes, alienation. I was just com...
2020-09-02 14:32:47 +0000 UTC
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From 2012. Very sad. Another unfinished, vocal-less song (sans some choir) from (just before) the Jouissance era. Not to sure why I never used it, as I enjoyed it. Complete with heavy guitars, me actually playing (electronic) drums. 10 minutes.
2020-07-18 12:17:40 +0000 UTC
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Jouissance-era unfinished B-side (2013-2015), lacking vocals (minus song choirs) and even bass in sections, a 15-minute long song of the sludge style mixed with something like Swans. Found wasting away on my hard drive, and might put up more ancient songs which never went anyway for curiosity's sake.
2020-07-17 09:05:14 +0000 UTC
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First song plays here, the entire thing is downloadable below. Still not quite a "final" version, but an open beta. A few things need fixing up (vocals need a little added low end and other small things), but is close to the final product. Listen seamlessly in order. If uncompressed wavs are too big, I'll upload mp3's later.
2020-05-18 08:53:09 +0000 UTC
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A fairly typical ambient noise song, currently instrumenal. Some good ideas in there but can't see me putting this on a release. Might get around to adding vox to it.
2020-05-12 16:27:43 +0000 UTC
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A calm-before-the-storm thing, extremely ambient, mostly synth. 3/3
2019-12-23 05:15:19 +0000 UTC
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From the same file as Untitled 1. Slow ambient soundtrack to a film imagined in my head. 2/3
2019-12-22 13:23:21 +0000 UTC
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I made a few "soundtracky" songs i.e. made for a soundtrack to a film that didn't exist. This the "scary" one with a noisey end. I might reuse some of the elements later in a different song, but this as a whole is a B-side which won't be used for the LP it was originally created for. 1/3
2019-12-21 13:44:04 +0000 UTC
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Improvisation with some subtle elements added on, some mistakes left in. Came after a time of no creativity for 2+ months. Inspired by 80's Japanese ambient muzak, performed mostly on a korg minilogue. Fantano mentioned this song in a video for some reason. Some nerds called it "berlin school?" which I am not sure what it is. Might place on a future released with some more polish.
2019-10-25 10:06:24 +0000 UTC
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Longer, more spookier version of the early song. New stuff on the last 4 minutes.
2019-08-20 17:03:44 +0000 UTC
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Hey! Sorry its been a while since any update, I've been recovering from surgery! Anyway here are some free download codes for some of my EPs you can claim for free!
One thing I will announce is I might make another Patreon-exclusive EP! Not just a noise wall one but a proper thing! So keep on the lookout here for that and other exclusive tracks!
-Xandra
2019-08-18 06:17:46 +0000 UTC
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Drone thing
2019-07-05 14:40:12 +0000 UTC
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