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CDC Shirts

Okay, I found out from Janan today there have been issues with these shirts.

Who has received them and who hasn’t? Honestly, I’m so livid this is happening, because you all DESERVE those fucking shirts!

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Unposted Dawn of Ashes Photos

Like I said, it was overall a clusterfuck, but damn did I look good.

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Tampa… Eh…

Well, it definitely wasn’t what I thought. I went into this weekend thinking that things would be nailed down, sealed tight, and it would go smooth…it didn’t.

I don’t like doing things last minute. I’m someone who really appreciates things done weeks, months, even a year ahead. Since I’ve started to (hopefully) work with bigger names, I’m really cautious about how things play out.

I won’t go into minute detail, but basically, I didn’t have any idea of what I wa...

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BTS Dawn of Ashes

I’ll do a complete write up of this weekend, but I wanted to show you the finished look. These were taken in the Crowbar bathroom. So, I didn’t get a dressing room—I got…the restroom. Sigh, we made ut work.

Like I said, this trip wasn’t my most favorite, and it was by all accounts stressful as fuck. Write up coming soon!

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Dawn of Ashes Planning

So, I spent over two hours making fake intestines…rectum…I don’t know, but it’s gross.

Y’all, one of the biggest challenges I’ve faced is having to work with a 100% vegan band. I love, LOVE my vegan pals—but this fake guts shit is something I’m not used to. If it were up to me, I’d honestly buy a fresh, chilled pile of guts and perform with it; alas, I cannot even go near an animal product.

Needless to say, a pair of panty hose, liquid latex and Skin Illustrato...

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“Nailed It” BTS

Why do I feel so beautiful like this? Truly, the photo with me taking a mirror selfie I absolutely love.

I’ve been trying to experiment more with different oils and ideas; I don’t want to be like every other horror artist out there and create images like someone else.

I dare to challenge myself and create something different, beautiful, disgusting, and wholly Cory.

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“Nailed It” BTS

Shhhhhh…….

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“Pretty Toy” BTS

Okay, I think I’ve got it. I went in between and added a vignette effect.

In terms of color, I decided to keep the emphasis on the face and blood. Thoughts?

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“Pretty Toy” BTS

Shitkicker. I’m torn. Do we go with darker or lighter?

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Spellbound Collection Unboxing!

Please follow Janan’s handles: 


@thespellboundcollection

@followthespiral

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Rotten Blood | A Renewal

Something is amiss with this month's cycle. Tasting this blood, it tastes almost rotten. I think I suspect why; stress has infiltrated my mind, body, and soul, and managed to make its way into my blood. This is rare, and frankly, I don't like it. Even down to the uterus that's been shed...it's not right.

Well, here is to a more optimistic days ahead. A cleansing was needed, and perhaps (as I noted in my previous post) this was intended as it should be. You never know who is plotting aga...

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Life Update…of Sorts

It pains me that I haven’t been able to produce art. Each and everyday that goes by, I feel an immediate sense of grief.

It’s 9:47pm my time, and I’m laying in bed listening to soundscapes. It’s weird…so much has happened this past few weeks that I can hardly seem to keep up. There are moments that I truly wish I could give up, but then I recall the feelings I have now, in this very moment, and I’ve realized…my calling is here.

When I was in Tennessee, I walked in ...

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Denial of Death “A Failed Exorcism” Part 2.

A continuation of the official short story.

A gyration of devious motions came from underneath the linen; demonic screams filled the room and the echoing of its terrible noise bounced off every wall, forcing the priest to cover his ears out of agony. Blood began to stain the white cloth, and a mass of tentacles slithered out from between her legs. Chunks of blood, uterus, and cephalopod-like suction cups formed a ball of wretchedness that the priest had never seen in an exorcism befor...

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Denial of Death | New Music Video Announcement!

Well, aside from bullshit, I’m happy to announce that me and my partner will be linking up to film “A Failed Exorcism.”

Now, this video is going to be tricky to do. It’s going to involve a lot of elements that haven’t been done before in a music video; moreover, I’m expecting a SHIT TON of backlash on this.

I’ve written Part 1 of the “A Failed Exorcism” short story. This is only being shared with myself, Niuvis, and Glauber (guitarist). However, you all get the...

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The Facebook Fiasco

This video is exactly what it is: me at an extremely vulnerable, low point.

If you’d like to support my new page on Facebook, please head to: 

www.Facebook.com/corydeancowley

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Vacation (A mini one, anyway)

So, I apologize for the lack of horror-related content.

I worked ten, straight days in a row before getting here, and I was absolutely beat.

Coming back to Tennessee is special for me. As you all know, I was born and raised here. My mom, sister, and niece all live here, and they’re the only family I really have. I don’t really like to share them much on my Instagram or business Facebook because I’m afraid of them always being bothered. I’m sharing it here, because I love...

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Scar Wax Tips

A lot of people ask me what it's like to remove all this shit off my body. Truthfully, it's a pain in the padded ass. Scar wax can be such an unforgiving product to work with, and if you aren't using the correct materials--you're in for a world of hell.

I'm going to give you all three top tips for working with scar wax. It can be a challenge to learn, but it's not impossible at all.

Less Is More

And I mean that. When you're working with scar wax you have to ...

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Thank You

Seriously, thank you. Lately, it’s been fucked in terms of being able to work on my own personal passions.

I can’t reiterate enough how much I DREAD coming here everyday. I keep holding onto the faith that I can finally quit this trash heap, but alas, not yet.

I appreciate the new faces I’m seeing; I appreciate the patience in dealing with the time in-between posts. It’s hard, but I manage as best as I can.

I digress, I love y’all, thank you all for what you’v...

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“Becoming” in Ten Minutes

Enjoy this sped up tutorial on “Becoming.”

Sit back, relax, and fall asleep. 💤 

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“Assa Mater” Edits (Final?)

Okay, here is what I have so far. Tell me, should I do anything else?

What do you all think? 

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“Assa Mater” BTS

In addition to these being for a HUGE brand in Orlando, these are also going to Spooky Empire and Rockville USA!

i really wanted to retain the grayish blue colors, but the image itself isn’t this bright. Once the final edits are complete, I’ll let you know what I think. And as always, if you have any opinions on what they should look like—let me know! 

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“Assa Mater” BTS

Today is the day. Holy shit. The things I picked up Off this have been amazing so far.

I must confess one thing: I really enjoy myself in gray. 🤘😈

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Soft AI Shadowban?

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Gagging on Christ

As much as I want to post it—I won’t. The last thing I need or want is someone whining about this.

Please note: this does not symbolize me being anti-faith. If anything, it’s an affront to religion and the zealotry that circles around a very ironic symbol. 

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Nice Chunk of Uterus

I had to pull my tampon out of my snatch to get this done. I think the best part is the chunk of uterus that lands on my cheek. ♥️♥️♥️

In retrospect, I probably shouldn’t have put the corn syrup on me. Oh well. The final edits still came out bitchin’.

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It’s Not All Fun and Games

Though, this was a very simple look, I accidentally hurt myself. It happens from time to time, but damn, my eyes were suffering.

My eyes were on FIRE. I was trying to film a potential video for a reel, and the mixture of my blood, corn syrup and paint caused my vision to cloudy a bit. Corn syrup IS NOT as gentle as you think, and in fact, I urge you all to please take caution when doing any SFX.

Between not being able to see and choking, this one was a doozy. 

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“Becoming”

This should be fun. 🍿

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Dear Old Dad

I wish I could say that my dad not being in my life didn't bother me. Don't get me wrong, most of the time I don't care, but there are times, like this weekend, that I do think a lot about my father.

For those who don't know, my dad left when I was 3 years old. The only memory I have of my dad is him arguing with my mother. I was screaming and crying in front of him, asking him to stop yelling at mama. I can't really remember anything, but that...and it bothers me. All I've known for s...

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Update!

For fuck’s sake! It’s taken me all day to upload this damn video! 

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Flesh Unicorn Chowing Down

Somebody said to me, “did it taste like piss?” And I laughed, because I’ve drank my own piss and it tasted fine. 😂😂😂😂

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