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2022-02-01 18:43:55 +0000 UTC View Post
Y’all probably saw my post on Instagram, but I’m placing it here.
Since y’all are all subscribers, you automatically receive my discount of $13 versus the $24 I’m charging non subs!
Truthfully, I didn’t want to charge period, but I have to cover the shipping! 😠
If you want one, message me! And I’ll get you set up!
And, I LOVE YOU, PATREON FAMILY!
2022-02-01 16:42:01 +0000 UTC View Post
One thing people ask me on Instagram and Facebook is if I had a rough childhood. Yes, I did.
My first and only memory of my childhood was my mother and father fighting in front of me while I was crying and screaming. Truthfully, I can't remember anything before or after that until the age of six when I saw my sister's father hold a knife to my mother's neck and try to kill her in front of me. The only thing I could recant was one of my first sights of blood pouring out of my little han...
2022-02-01 13:33:04 +0000 UTC View Post
I love you all, I’m sorry, I couldn’t help myself! I’m adding two, small little gifts to these as well. 🩸❤️
You all are so good to me, and it’s the least I can do. 🥺🙏
2022-01-31 16:33:41 +0000 UTC View Post60 people standing together as a community of artists, writers, musicians, poets, visionaries, and leaders. I can’t thank you all enough for the support you’ve given me since I started back in September.
You all have touched my heart from the minute I opened Patreon, and I hope I always do so. Thank you for riding the currents of emotion in every post, every story I tell, and ever laugh, tear, and pain I shed.
You all are more fucking awesome thank any of the supporters I hav...
2022-01-31 11:51:38 +0000 UTC View Post
Well, Krampus Cards fell through, which is why I have created VALENTINE'S DAY CARDS!
This ghoul has been busy trying to make up for Christmas' shit storm of a time, and I've concocted a cute, sinister little design for you all. The best part? It's EXCLUSIVELY for my Patreon family. And, to add to the suspense of this little gift, it's going to be a bloodsigned surprise. Shh. I can't give away all my secrets.
You know the drill, my family, if you want a card--please say yay or nay...
2022-01-30 20:33:00 +0000 UTC View Post
There was a time a couple of years ago when the page you see today was very much different than now.
I was big into the metal scene and obsessed with buying every black metal tee I could get my hands on. I was severely unhappy, severely anorexic, and severely on the edge of wanting to kill myself every day. I was also a promoter for bands across the world, being sent free merch, being asked to pose sexy for some of the death metal bands here around Florida--and truthfully...I fucking h...
2022-01-30 18:03:30 +0000 UTC View Post
What's it like when things don't go as planned? To put it plain and simple, it sucks. It fucking sucks. I wish I could lie and tell you all that each time I put on latex, adorn my skin in stale blood, and squat on the bathroom floor and piss, that a masterpiece ensues. Well, it doesn't, and in fact, it happens more than you probably think. These pictures abound I thought would be a success, but they failed miserably.
You know, if I've learned anything...
2022-01-29 23:22:29 +0000 UTC View Post
I found the second part! This will be a good way to start introducing the art of chiseling. Before you begin, please make sure that you have Vaseline and a metal spatula on hand.
If you did not see the first part—please take a few minutes to watch! Thank you guys for everything you do! ♥️
2022-01-29 19:42:50 +0000 UTC View Post
Y’all. This. Harvest. I can genuinely say I drank this like it was fine wine. As you all can see, I experimented with a Diva Cup.
Truthfully, not quite sure how I feel about it, as I tend to bleed an excessive amount and leak out. This flow is EXTREMELY fresh, sweet, and reminds me of Armagnac. The books going out will be experiencing some tasty blood. 🩸
2022-01-27 23:12:17 +0000 UTC View Post
My favorite time of the month. 🩸🤤 and my goodness, does this taste like sweet bliss.
2022-01-26 22:52:09 +0000 UTC View PostIt’s finally up! This is a little, quick tutorial on how to do this effect! Please note that I am not a professional and no way, shape, or form think my methods are right. You’re supposed to have fun!
I hope this helps you all! ❤️❤️❤️
2022-01-25 21:49:55 +0000 UTC View Post
Hey, hey, my friends!
I want to make sure that everyone’s books go out, so if you want to give me your address—please send it over!
Books currently going out:
Shannon
Mike P.
Adrian
There are a couple people I haven’t received addresses from—please let me know! ❤️❤️❤️
2022-01-25 21:44:16 +0000 UTC View Post
I’m in the process of editing the tutorial video. It’ll be my first time doing a voiceover for a video, so I’m a bit nervous.
One note I would like to add: if you see that I keep the scar wax shiny, it’s because I prefer to have the sheen to mimic puss. With wounds sometimes you’ll notice they’re more…juicy…and not so matte. A lot of tutorials mention you covering the wax/wound with a setting powder or concealer to combat the stickiness. I do agree that a setting would m...
2022-01-24 12:53:15 +0000 UTC View Post
Luckily! I did film a tutorial on this look, and I’ll be kind of showing you guys how to do this!
2022-01-23 17:11:28 +0000 UTC View Post
That’s right. This is the first time I’m releasing calendars…ONLY FOR YOU ALL.
It’s going to be a very unrated, possibly Rated-X array of blood, piss, and everything that most likely will get me in trouble with a Karen.
It’s in the works as we speak, and I’m looking forward to getting this puppy up and previewed for you all!
2022-01-22 16:52:11 +0000 UTC View Post
There’s definitely more of these coming, but I never have gotten to share with you all the Niuvis lather down.
The Niuvis lather down is basically where she puts ever so delicately massages me with an assortment of oils, paints, and…whatever the hell else lol. These lil diddies were shot before I pulled a G.G. Alin and pissed in the shower in front of my cohorts.
I’m REALLY hoping I can post that on here. 🤣
2022-01-22 14:35:34 +0000 UTC View Post
I told y’all the next cosplay would be the tits.
I’m working my ass off to make things look as fucking disgusting as possible. 👿
2022-01-21 00:31:25 +0000 UTC View Post
*THIS IS ALL PROSTHETICS AND MAKEUP*
*WE DO NOT GLORIFY SELF-HARM ON THIS PLATFORM*
So, I wanted to experiment and test my skill with two of my favorite Mehron products. This is the Mehron scar wax and Mehron Pro Color Ring Bruise 505 B. I’m going to start incorporating more bruises and on-set bloat looks to my sets. This was a test run on my wrist, and I have to say, Mehron never fails.
After my Instagram live tomorrow, I think I’m going to do a quick tutorial!
2022-01-18 23:56:08 +0000 UTC View Post
Alright, hardly do I indulge in my secrets, but I very much love you all and you have supported me from the get-go. I'm going to tell you all some cold, hard facts, and hopefully this will help you out on your artistic endeavors.
Instagram is a sensitive platform that does not give one iota of a fuck about any of us. Why? Because we refuse to pump out "content" to appease the masses. First of all, your hard work IS NOT content, and second, I'm a firm advocate in dispelling the notion o...
2022-01-18 18:42:51 +0000 UTC View Post
If you need your 70% Etsy discount code—PLEASE MESSAGE ME!
Everyone receives a discount code! I’m really satisfied with this design! Happy Shopping, family!
2022-01-17 15:19:42 +0000 UTC View Post
Behold! A Pale Horse.
In fact, I was very pale horse, but death did not follow behind me; no, the faint sound of a woman's screams beneath the surface is what followed thereafter.
There's been so much going on in my life, that it's really hard for me to believe it's real. I would be liar if I said at times, it's a bit overwhelming, but there is no rest for the wicked and things must proceed as usual. With the ten-year challenge inundating everyone's Facebook feeds, I find myself ...
2022-01-16 16:49:46 +0000 UTC View Post
The time has come again to announce January's Patreon Contest.
The prizes this time are the ultra-rare props from the music video which includes, the Cannibal Priest's gown, the victims torn shirt and jeans; in addition to this, I am included a limited-edition signed movie poster signed by Michael Jones of @utterscorn , Niuvis Martin and myself. AND, in addition to that, I am also including a limited-edition Utterscorn cassette tape.
It goes without saying that these items will ...
2022-01-15 22:17:47 +0000 UTC View Post
Clive Barker once said:
As I’m sitting here taking a piss, I look to my right and see how destroyed my skin is from years and years of fluctuating weight. What’s hilarious in the most ironic way, is people online who think that my body is this perfect creation without flaw.
Ha, quite the contrary. I’m riddled in stretch marks, my skin is loose on my arms, legs, and a little around my midriff, a...
2022-01-14 20:24:17 +0000 UTC View Post
Aight, I’m doing it. If you’ve been wondering why I’ve been so quiet on Instagram as far as new sets—this is why. I’ve been researching and configuring how exactly to execute this cosplay.
So, since I somehow wound up being a cannibal (hmm) and enjoy rotting, decrepit, wilting, sagging, dead things, I’ve deduced that I owe to myself to attempt this. In the Elder Scrolls lore, Namira is the Daedric Prince of pestilence, disgust, and cannibalism.
But, here is m...
2022-01-14 14:57:42 +0000 UTC View PostY’all…I have been confirmed for the film Virginia Bitches.
I’ll be filming a cannibal scene in the film, and it will be starring: Randall Blythe (Lamb of God), Bill Moseley (House of 1000 Corpses), Corey Taylor (Slipknot), Dallas Taylor (ex-Underoath), Alyssa Gluz White (Arch Enemy), and a shit ton more.
I’m shaking right now. I’m utterly shaking. I’ll update you guys more when I have more information 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
2022-01-13 18:03:43 +0000 UTC View Post
Anthony gets a fresh wax in this lovely short. 😂😂😂😂😂😂
2022-01-12 13:37:56 +0000 UTC View Post
Everyone, meet my friends, Niuvis Martin and Anthony Carrioulo.
2022-01-11 16:53:34 +0000 UTC View Post