Cory Cowley

Skin Illustrator

Well, mama gifted this to me for Christmas, as I’ve been wanting to step outside my Mehron comfort zone. I’ve read a plethora of different reviews on this brand, and they seem to know what they’re doing.

At any rate, since I’ve been having a…weird bump in the road…🥲 I decided to try and force myself up and do the goddamn thing.

I opened up the palette, grabbed my applicator, annnnnnnd…nothing went into the sponge.

I did not read that Skin Illustrator req...

2021-12-13 14:50:22 +0000 UTC View Post

Christmas

Well, due to an unfortunate turn of events, I’ll be alone for Christmas. No, Jim and I have not split. He’s being called to Mexico. It hurts really bad because I genuinely put my heart and soul into the holiday, but I have to be brave and be strong for his return on the 28th.

So, any good vibes and anything would be greatly appreciated.

Melissa’s Boudoir Shoot BTS Part 2

All these images were shot by me and edits by me, too!

It’s so important to branch out past your comfort zone and try new things. While horror is my first love, art as a general whole is so comforting.

I love you all. Please don’t ever forget that. Life is to be loved, in every facet of existence.

Melissa’s Boudoir Set BTS

This is something that I thoroughly enjoyed being a minor part of.

Yesterday, I had the pleasure of working with my best friend, Niuvis, and assisting her in capturing some BTS for this shoot. Melissa, who is coincidentally a coworker, needed a trusted photographer that would make her feel comfortable and wouldn’t apply the pressure. Luckily, having Niuvis as a connect came in handy.

This was a very intimate shoot, and of course, I’m not sharing the more revealing ones.

HUGE ANNOUNCEMENT

Y’all…

I have to tell you something HUGE. This is arguably going to be the craziest thing that’s ever happened in my life, but…

April 14th—17th, I will be in Oslo, Norway at Inferno Fest, performing onstage with Order. I have been personally invited by Kjetil Manheim to do some…rather disgusting things on stage.

I’m FUCKING SPEECHLESS RIGHT NOW.

UTI Blood Clots (A Look into a Urethra Blood)

Well, though I’ve taken a break from art for a little bit until I can get through the holidays—I still enjoy my favorite thing: blood.

I’ve been suffering from an UTI for the past few days,and I wanted to take the opportunity to showcase how bizarre urethra blood is. It’s very hard—it’s clotted which feels…odd.

Unlike clots from the uterus, this is very dry. I could have put my hand into the toilet and scooped it all out, but I was at work and didn’t feel like ex...

Bloody Tampons, Uterus, and a Child Wrought from Turmoil

My coworker thinks I need therapy.

Who the hell doesn’t?

It was kind of strange, though, describing my life experiences to my previous therapist. After my abusive relationship with Joe, I decided to make the effort into seeing a therapist.

I have to tell you all something. For a long time, I hated my family line. I hated the fact that I couldn’t seem to achieve any happiness inside and outside myself. I hated my sister for being pregnant the first time—and wished sh...

Utterscorn—“Cult of Scorn” BTS

Well, while I’m taking a brief sabbatical from my own art. I am happy to tell you all that I will be doing a music video again with Anthony Carrioulo (@chefoperatingofficer), Niuvis Martin (beauty by Nuby,) and the mighty Utterscorn.

In the next coming weeks, I’ll be posting some BTS and process in the making posts! My scenes are not being filmed yet, but I do know I get to chase and eat Anthony! I can’t wait to post more!

Small Update

Quick Update

The rest of the books are going out TOMORROW, along with some signed CDs. ❤️ For those of you who didn’t get the Epidermolysis CD on the first round—don’t worry. Tomorrow evening, I’m going to get the labels ready and have those out pronto. 😎

IMPORTANT!

If you have not given me your address—please let me know! I want to have your items to you BEFORE Christmas!

Namira Cosplay

Well, I think that I know what I want to cosplay next, and it’s going to take some Cracker Jack planning.

Anyone who knows me knows that my love for Elder Scrolls is just…insane. 9/10 of the tattoos that adorn my body are direct quotes from The Foliumdiscognitum, a book of insane passages by Sheogorath’s followers.

At any rate, our dear Venefica here on Patreon, suggested doing an Elder Scrolls character. Ideally, I would love to do Mephala, but I don’t have four arms. S...

Business Done Wrong

Okay, I’m going to give you guys some helpful tips, but keep it 100% real here.

People get tired of seeing my posts on every horror page. It’s not the first time I’ve heard it, but it certainly won’t be the last. When you have a passion, a goal, or genuinely want something so bad it hurts—you dive in head first.

Do you want to know the truth? I’m broke. I filed for my LLC this time last year and I severely underestimated how hard it would be to run a business, let alo...

Krampus Cards

Welp, I decided today, (after having five people drop from my Patreon), that I’m only doing Krampus cards on here! So, if you want a Krampus—card, please let me know!

Dissention Books

Guys, ALL the books will be shipped BEFORE Christmas! YESSSSSS!

Thank you all so much for being so patient with me. A couple people bailed because they didn’t get their book overnight, but that’s not realistic, and it’s frustrating having to constantly explain how shipping and mail doesn’t work that way. So, for those of you who stuck around—thank you, because it’s not easy and I ALWAYS promise to deliver on my word.

I owe you all so much, and I’m so thankful for y...

SFX from a Novice Perspective

Break the rules, break every damn one of them. When it comes to SFX, I tend to believe in the power of learning a skill on your own. As you can see in the above pics, this is a very shitty job. I'm not going to lie and say that I'm Rob Bottin or Rick Baker. I only just started learning SFX just this year after I told myself it was time to learn latex.

One thing that I have learned on this small journey of mine, is that cotton balls and tissues are your best friend. Latex is obviously a...

I Have OCD (What It’s Like Living with a Monster)

This has been my longest friend for as long as I’ve known.

I don’t really talk a lot about my issues with this at times debilitating illness, but I think it’s time I shed some light on one of the most commonly misconceived illnesses.

I have Pure O—a form of OCD that manifests into a complex system of thoughts, actions, rituals, and other distressing reactions that make my life hard. I’ve been on medication now for about three years. I’ve been prescribed 20mg Lexapro, ...

MERCH DROP!

Welp, people asked, and their please became YOUR gift. Still got that discount code handy? Good. Go forth and have fun, my friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You Choose (Fan Pick)

Alright, I need help. What are some things you all would like to see my cosplay—within reason, of course?

Any suggestions, ideas? I’m always looking to reinvent and come up with fresh ideas, so, if anyone of y’all have an idea—I’m all ears!

The Descent BTS

I’m not sure why, but I was extremely proud of this back design. Partially inspired by my love for Paimon, this was a very intimate piece for me. Unfortunately, I had to use fake blood, but it wound up looking super realistic with the mincemeat I spat on Anthony’s back. 😂

The Descent BTS (Bonus Outtake)

“It’s almost like you’re trying to tell me a rumor, here.” 😂😂😂😂😂

The Descent BTS Part 2

Also, I forgot to mention: there’s a shit ton of spit/vomit on the ground that Anthony had to…ahem..eat…😈😈😈

The Descent BTS

Hey y’all, I got to make sweet love to a cow tongue. This was so much freaking fun to do! These are the unedited photos. Jim took all these, and goddamn, did he do a good job. This was such a fucking brutal shoot.

Cow kidney, tongue, worms, mince meat, human blood, and a shit ton of me spitting on Anthony was the theme for today. I can’t wait to post these! Enjoy, folks!

The Descent BTS

Annnnnnnd, that’s a wrap, folks!

STAY TUNED!!!!!

Blood Orgasm

There’s nothing more satisfying.

This month’s harvest is rich with iron. It’s such a delicious taste that I can honestly say has superseded any and all expectations.

Ah, a delightful snack before beer with my love. ❤️ 🩸

Appreciation Post

Y’all, seriously, I can’t thank you enough for all the things you’ve done for me. Everytime I go in here, I’m genuinely so humbled by every soul. There’s 47 of you, and that’s 47 people that I can honestly call friends, family, and companions.

It’s so fucking amazing to be able to share these intimate parts of my life with people that I know won’t judge me. So, thank you.

Thank you for your time.

Thank you for your patience.

Thank you for your words. ...

November Blood Harvest (Bonus Uterus)

Well, that time is here, my friends, and nature has brought me a rather bountiful supply! This will be contributed towards tomorrow’s photoshoot with Anthony and Jim.

I don’t think I can ever get tired of harvesting. I always say it, but the human body is such an amazing creation. How people can be so prude when it comes to our function is beyond me. Our bodies were created in such a way that these parts of us are a necessity.

Blood is a beautiful thing, and while it does dis...

Harvest Time 😈

Good morning, my friends!

I hope everyone had a wonderful holiday wherever you are. I hope everyone spent time with their loved ones, made memories, ate well, and lived!

Onward and upward to the next celebration. Until then…you know what time it is…it is harvest time. Which means my shoot with Anthony and Jim is going to be a hell of a lot more blood-soaked, and realistic. I sincerely love getting my period so much.

If you’re new here, then I welcome you to...

MERCH DROP!

Welp, you all get first dibs before anyone! I won’t be making this announcement till later tonight!

Enjoy, y’all! And happy Thanksgiving!!!!!!!!!

Happy Thanksgiving, Patreon Family

Unfortunately, I work for a supermarket, which means I’ve been facilitating orders back and forth for the past two days.

It’s going to be quiet today and tomorrow—as in the States, we celebrate thanksgiving! So, I wanted to tell you all ahead, Happy Thanksgiving from my little weirdo family to yours. I hope you all have someone to spend time with. If not, please mesage me and I will gladly allow you to spend time with mine.

Horror/gross stuff will return on here after the ...

A Moment of Gratitude

This is the time of year when families gather round to celebrate thankfulness. The older I get, the more I do tend to appreciate life, and the beautiful things that have entered into it.

This time last year, Jim and I were battling COVID. It took us over a month to fully recover; with Jim almost winding up on a ventilator. That was arguably the scariest period of my life, knowing I could lose the only thing in my life I love more than life itself. I won’t harp on my stance with COVID...