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“Eat Your Heart Out” ALL Pics (Unedited)

Done with handy dandy scar wax, I’d like to do this with my tits at some point. I can probably bet that that’s gonna have to go on here only - and I’m okay with that. If I can do skinless tits or a skinless vagina, I’d really like to try it. Thought?

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Torn Hand ALL Pics

Starting off the new year strong by getting a fat ban. Again. That’s so lovely. Anyway, I’m posting all the pics of this look here, because fuck Meta.

This ended up going extremely viral, and for that - I’m grateful. However, I’m very angry that they’re suppressing the freedom to create. Enjoy ALL THE FUCKING GORE.

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“American Martyrdom” BTS

Have you ever wanted to see what gelatin looks like hot? Fear not, im happy to show you how cool, yet…gross this is. Gelatin is mostly composed of animal bones, sinew, gristle…whatever. While it’s not my preferred tool, it’s certainly the easiest to remove.

Gelatin is easily removed by taking a hot shower.

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Sliced Hand Mini Tutorial

Jesus Christ.

Firstly, my apologies for not being as active on here. Since I got back from NY, I’ve been taking time for me. I’ve been really tired. Work doesn’t stop. Even thought I took time off from film, Publix has had me by the balls since October. Working retail is basically akin to soul-sucking. Until recently, I haven’t had the motivation to do much. However, things are scarily looking up and that fire to create cool shit is back.

I am going to go back and post s...

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Top Secret Project BTS

Hello, friends. I'm back. It's been a month since my last entry, and I, AGAIN, cannot thank you all enough for sticking by me through all this. The past, three months have been a whirlwind of progress, trials, tribulations and overall—extremely stressful. This TV show has essentially taken everything out of me. We have been planning this for three months now, while Dennis and Bethany have been dealing with it for about two and a half years. TV shows aren't done overnight, let me tell you. <...

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BTS: Top Secret Project

I know you all are dying to know more about this Screambox TV show, but a las, I cannot say. I’m roughly two weeks from flying out to NY, and I’m utterly terrified and excited at the same time.

I can’t tell you what the title is or what I’m doing, but fuck…What an immense task. I can’t tell you what my role is in this TV show, but this has been the biggest undertaking. I’m so extremely grateful for so much. All I can say is that you absolutely need to get a Screambox subs...

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devourteaser (no sound mix yet) rough audio

As promised. 🤝🏻🤝🏻🤝🏻🤝🏻🤝🏻

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Devour BTS

Well, needless to say, I’ve been so fucking busy that I can’t seem to get collected. I’ve been trying to post these damn pictures since I got back, but alas - life.

This was my first time doing makeup on 20 extras for a big film. I thought I was doing makeup on only 7, but that 7 turned into 20. It’s always an amazing time going down to Digital Thunderdome. I finally had the chance to meet Wayne Anderson, who is one of the most talented artists in Hollywood. I had a chance to p...

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I’m Back! (With Covid)

I’ll be sharing the Honduras pictures soon, but, u wanted to show you guys these gnarly ass (no pun intended) burns that I got. We were snorkeling for 3+ hours straight. I didn’t initially feel anything until we got back on the boat. I started getting intense burning sensations on my legs and ass cheeks. I knew I had been sun poisoned. If you’ve ever been sun poisoned, it’s like having a flu. Your body erupts into chills, nausea, light-headedness and intense pain.

The next morn...

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“Deathwoods” Pt. 3

Enjoy these spicy BTS clips!

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“Deathwoods” BTS Pt. 2

As you all can see, there was a lot of me and Calloway intimacy lol. I can honestly say that everyone on this set was generally pretty. There was not one ugly person in sight, which…made me feel a little inadequate, but the Virgo in me forbade me from thinking highly of myself. It’s something we are known for doing.

I think the reason why this set was so fun was because of how ridiculous it is. I’m very curious to see which takes they use. I think we did about 6/7 takes of just sh...

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Deathwoods “BTS”

Hi guys. It’s been awhile. Firstly, thank you guys for still being here. I know I’ve been a bit absent, but I have my reasons. I’ve been tasked with a major progress for September that has occupied my immediate attention. I can’t fully give you all the green light yet, but, it will be for a huge TV show in September. As soon as I get the go ahead—you’ll be the first to know.

Secondly, and this is probably the biggest reason: Gary passed a few days ago. Guys, I’m utterly b...

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Decomposition Products!

I didn’t expect this look to become so popular! So, NOW THAT I AM FINALLY OFF (Jesus Christ), I’m going to list the products here!

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“Deathwoods”

Well, this ball is onto rolling. Tonight idea the first table read, and I’m very excited. This is a movie where I actually play…a person? I’m playing Bobbi Jo, who is by all accounts, a scummy, white trash, biaexusl redneck. You may be thinking “bisexual”, and you heard me correctly. I’m also making out with Calloway Gassman in a scene. Be expecting some girl on girl.

All in all, it’s an opportunity for me to play a character reminiscent of something I grew up with, even ...

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“Shunga” Preview

I told myself I would do a comedy, and of course…it didn’t end up as such. This is a small snippet of the beginning of my segment for “Phallacies”.

Obviously, this does not feature any of the meaty parts of the segment, but it does introduce a first (for me, anyway). I speak Japanese. Do I do it well? I have no clue, but I really wanted to do something that I’d never done before. Japanese culture is something of an inspiration. Watching countless J-horrors and dramas propelle...

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“Shunga” BTS

What do dicks, Japanese porn, and the Mejias have in common?

The Phallacies segment entitled “Shunga”.

It should technically be called Jim and Cory make a porno. This is my first time doing a comedy, and yall, this is absolutely ridiculous. This is also the first time the world will see Jim in the buff. He’s pretty nervous about it, but he’s coming around. All in all, I think people expect this to be another display of brutality, and while I did originally have intention...

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“Patient 4” BTS

She poked my eyes out. Y’all holy fuck. This was some shit. Things just keep getting weirder and weirder and I’m not mad at it. Nothing like having your best friend filming her wife, sitting on top of you, and whipping you with barbwire lol.

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Fake Blood Tutorial

Okay, we are going WAY off into chemistry land here. It goes without saying that chemistry was not my forte, given the main property is math. Well, that aside, I’ve been experimenting more with chemistry and chemical compounds to create more realistic effects. This is my new, favorite way to achieve fake blood.

I hope you guys enjoy this, AND PLEASE EXPERIMENT WITH CAUTION!

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“Patient 4” BTS

I think I’m getting this right? This is just the beginning. I honestly have so much more fucked up shit for this poor character, Sybil.

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Some Scars

Seems that the other day, I ran across a wicked patch of poison ivy. Much to my chagrin, it has been such a pain in the ass. Albeit annoying, I do find some weird beauty in it. There’s a message to it, and for me, I look at it as a dedication to a craft. It’s a reflection of the grittiness I undergo to ensure the feeling is felt. I have hairy legs, a rash, bruises, scars, but maybe that’s why what I do carries such a heaviness.

I don’t believe in being a softy when it comes to f...

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“Patient 4” BTS

Onward to another Tetrovideo film.

Here I am, finding myself in another bout of doubt and OCD torture. Yesterday, I went to the vacant field next to my home and decided to utilize the beautiful weather. One element I enjoy incorporating into my films are nature and the seasons. I think it’s a perfect accompaniment to any message you’re trying to relay.

I am directing this segment, as well as doing makeup and SFX. I have decided to name this character…Sybil. And if you’re ...

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FML

Struggling.

I’m getting so exhausted, guys. I don’t expect people to understand, but when you work a full-time job, then take any bit of vacation time you have to travel for film or do film…you start breaking down. I’m breaking down hard. I’m trying so hard to make a dream happen, and at the same time, I see my engagement plummeting, me being shadowbanned, and people just simply not seeming to care.

And I’m getting tired of caring, too.

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Flogging Myself

I’m only posting this here. Honestly, I don’t feel comfortable showing this to anyone on social media.

So, for “The Fairfield Collection”, there is a brutal scene in which my character is inside a bloody bathroom crying. Initially, we decided that she would cut herself out of pain. Well, turns out, it didn’t look good on camera. After some reconsideration, I decided to take things into my own hands.

I asked for Doug’s belt.

I wanted the scene to be realistic, ...

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“DOG KILLER” BTS

INSANE.

As some of y’all may know, I recently just got back from the Catskills in NY. My friend, Doug Williams, asked me to okay “Ava” the antagonist for this upcoming horror anthology.

Obviously, I can’t give too much away, but I’m sure you can see that this shit was crazy. Set was inside this shitty ass trailer that Doug bought from a guy named Vernon. Evidently, he was a schizophrenic guy who placed nails in his window sills, had drawings of naked women, and placed j...

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May “Eye” Lend You a Hand?

I FINALLY found a use for the eye. Finally. I’ve decided to use this bad boy for the Deicide video. Did you know I lost this eye? I found it again yesterday, weird.

Anyway, it was a challenge trying to create this concept. I’m not going to lie to you—given the turnaround time I had—I feel like I winged a lot of this. Not my proudest work, but it’ll look good once post-production gives it a full edit.

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Nuns Have More Fun

I guess I should say it: I somehow managed to land a starring role in none other than a FUCKING DEICIDE MUSIC VIDEO!

Obviously, I’m not going to be announcing this until I can, but I couldn’t resist telling you all!

The music video will be based around fallen entities of Christianity, and some very bloody/graphic scenes depicting their demise. For mine, I’ve elected to be a possessed/whore nun (not an insta thot nun) who cannot control her urges of committing fellatio. So,...

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Deathwoods

I have been…so busy. I apologize for not being as active on here, and I appreciate you all for being so patient and STILL sticking around!

So, why have I been so busy? Between filming, music videos, more filming, and trying to (still, unfortunately) manage my time between Publix and film—here is one reason why:

I’ve been auditioning more than ever before. I’m trying to slowly, but surely build the confidence for auditioning and getting more in front of a camera. I guess, ...

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Leap Year | Much Needed Reflection

Today is the last day of February, and I can’t help but feel like it’s already been a year. 2024 thus far has been wild as shit. I finished 6 Songs; Mother of Lost Things came out, Trypophobic Posession pre-sale…it’s freaking insane. Well, and I got into another car accident so that was cool, I guess?

They say that this leap year won’t happen again for another four years. Four years ago, I never expected to be lying here writing these words, ya know? Four yea...

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More 6 Songs Teaser

Guys, the segment is finished! I am so excited to show you final segment! This was a last minute add in, and let me tell you—I’m happy that we decided to shoot this!

I can honestly say this has been the best segment and fav project I have ever worked on. I enjoy challenges, and doing directing, acting, and SFX ALWAYS throws a wrench into my plans, but go forth and prosper.

Guys, thank you all for supporting me. I really appreciate those of you who have stuck around YEARS lat...

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6 Songs Teasers

Guys, I think to date, this is my most favorite film I’ve done. I just want to show you all the movie alreadyyyyy!

I’m feeling out at how good this came out!!! There are lots of Japanese Easter eggs involved. Since I based this mostly on J-Horror and my own experiences—I think people will really enjoy it. I hope you guys enjoy it, too, because I’ve put my heart and soul into this project so much. I’ve never felt more proud of a project like this. 🩷🩷🩷

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