Thank Y’all
I’m only keeping this information here on Patreon, and I’ll tell you why. Spanish filmmaker Mikel Balerdi-Torres and I will be releasing a film tentatively for the end of the year. Mikel’s filmography is hardcore to the max. If you’re familiar with Steven Biro and unearthed films, then you’ll know they share a similar vein. If you get a chance, check out “Larva Mental” which is…goddamn lol.
The reason why I’m not publicly announcing this yet is because it will be pret...
2023-04-02 12:46:39 +0000 UTC View Post
If any of y’all listed above DO NOT have your address in—please list it so they can send it! Thank you!
2023-04-01 20:23:35 +0000 UTC View PostIf you all are having issues with merch being sent out, PLEASE tell me.
Just to clarify: shirts are given after three months. I don’t personally send them—Patreon does. Just MAKE SURE YOUR ADDRESS AND SIZE are listed.
I just had someone send me a message saying they were “sorry” for writing a passive aggressive comment on the reason why they cancelled. People have to communicate; I can’t make it right if people don’t let me know. I’m certainly not in this to steal ...
2023-04-01 20:21:40 +0000 UTC View Post
I LOVE these so much. Today was the first time I did a LIVE tutorial on Facebook. I created this look while talking to an audience. Granted, this isn’t my best, but I think for some reason, she is a beast. Normally, I’d block out the eyebrows, but…I like them. I don’t know, this entire set just rocks it.
2023-03-29 21:53:05 +0000 UTC View Post
Hot damn, it’s been a long time since I’ve done a contest, so, here we go. This is exclusively for y’all because you are priority over anyone else and DESERVE it. Here are the deets! (By the way, I wrote this on Facebook first; hence, some of the redundant verbiage.) The contest ends at the beginning of May!
Okayyyy…so I’m holding a competition for Patreon subscribers ONLY. No exceptions. The winners will receive four 16oz bottles of body wash and four bars of soap. Retail go...
2023-03-27 13:00:44 +0000 UTC View Post
So, here we go. I think y’all will find this as therapeutic as I did.
Things to note:
Third-degree silicone goes through a variety of stages before it sets. If your design sort of..melts back into goop—don’t worry. You have to keep molding and shaping until it gets to a point where it’s tacky. Once it’s tacky, you can start creating the intricate details you want. I’d say realistically, it has about a 5-10 minute setting time depending on how warm your skin is.
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This was a literal layer cake of shadow, color, tones, and layer upon layer of pure awesomeness. I wanted to practice my tones and shading today, and why not do a four hour look?
The primary coloring was done with eye shadow, which..I’ll post the tutorial come up. I will say, it didn’t turn out how I exactly wanted, simply for the fact that I wanted to utilize the candles while they were lit. Needless to say, I almost caught my face on fire and no look is worth that. So, please exe...
2023-03-22 22:32:28 +0000 UTC View PostThis will be done with scar wax. I should note, and this is an SFX tip I can’t utilize enough:
Prosaide the shit out of your scar wax, and LESS IS MORE. One of my banes is doing eye wounds because it’s DIY and very hard to do on yourself. You live and learn, and if anything, it forces you to get crafty when you need to be. I’m developing a fascination with body horror again, and I’m proud to say that there is going to be an abundant amount of actual gore and body abuse going on...
2023-03-20 00:17:44 +0000 UTC View Post
Aight. Virginia Bitches update. Unbeknownst to me, Scott Hansen told THE MOTHERFUCKING Wayne Anderson to get in touch with me. If you’re not sure who Wayne Anderson is, he’s the mastermind behind the Bad Candy universe, and his demon was featured in the Ozzy Osborne commercial. So, long story short, Wayne is going to be designing the 800 pound fat suit that I’ll be wearing. I’m fucking hyped as hell to be working with an EXTREMELY talented SFX artist. What’s even more cool? I have h...
2023-03-20 00:08:25 +0000 UTC View Post
Slightly disappointed this look didn’t do “better” in terms of engagement, but C’est La vie. This took me over four hours of work. Blending, layering, shading, molding…I think this is why I’m not posting AS much as I probably could be. Again, I appreciate y’all for hanging in there and genuinely taking the time to watch all these tutorials; it makes me feel like it’s not in vein.
Regardless, this was done with these products:
So. Fucking. Juicy. This took me well over four hours. I finally discovered that maggots do bite (a little), and they’re relatively fast considering their size. Also, the reason why I did not add as many maggots in the mouth is because I did not want to risk Myiasis. If you’re not familiar with that—you’re blessed, otherwise, you know the consequences. I don’t know what these maggots were fed prior to me buying them; therefore, I made the executive decision to play it safe.
H...
2023-03-14 20:35:14 +0000 UTC View PostAmazon. They come in 500 counts which run about $24. Not bad, considering most of them survived!
I can shoot you a link to where I bought them if anyone is interested!
2023-03-14 20:31:49 +0000 UTC View PostLet’s try this out. I created a Dropbox folder for only US to add files, photos, poetry, etc.
Y’all let me know if you can see it!
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/p43qi3tz8z4q0zb/AACLHrMbLDERJmYyiJZs1OyXa?dl=0
2023-03-13 17:01:53 +0000 UTC View PostI have a crazy idea. I've been thinking and thinking about ways I could help you all for supporting me. Honestly, though, I want to help you all more than myself. My crazy idea is this: I want to compile a book of ONLY my Patreon supporters. What would this book entail? Your art, poetry, photography, deepest secrets, worst fears...anything that makes you happy in the most pure form. Of course, being that I'm definitely not one to judge, I want you all to know that whatever you all send me--yo...
2023-03-12 21:25:24 +0000 UTC View Post
Well, I had no earthly idea this character would come out as awesome as she did.
Notes:
Third-degree silicone MUST not be interchanged within jars. When using it, always have TWO spatulas; one for jar A and one for jar B. Don’t be frustrated if the silicone isn’t setting immediately—it won’t. It takes roughly around ten minutes depending on how much you’ve applied.
Keep acetone handy to skim off the edges. Less is more in this instance, and acetone ...
2023-03-09 12:49:47 +0000 UTC View Post
For some reason, I really attached to this character. This was done with Third-Degree Silicone and my own blood. I chose to use my blood because I felt this character was an extension of myself. In a way, I feel like she is me. I’ve never particularly felt “human” per se. I’ve always felt more aligned towards being a spirit or some sort of reincarnation of a past life.
Maybe this was what I “was” in a past life. All I know is, I have a blessing of being able to foresee cert...
2023-03-08 15:27:35 +0000 UTC View Post
Namira is coming, y’all. I’ve been waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting…and I’m collecting all the most vile, disgusting, gross, depraved things I can find to make her come to life.
If you’re an Elder Scrolls nerd like me, then you know people have given me the nickname “Lady Decay”. Namira is probably second-favorite Daedric lord behind Sheogorath. In a way, she’s more akin to me, (cannibalism, insects, rot, bile, blood), and I want to make her presence come to ...
2023-03-04 22:04:48 +0000 UTC View Post
The time has come. I’ve been waiting and waiting and waiting to experiment with maggots.
The question is: How? Do I go about this via the mouth, vagina, or create orifices? Either way, this exciting for me, as I will thoroughly enjoy using these children to illustrate Depravity in its finest form.
Do you all have any suggestions?
2023-03-03 20:52:27 +0000 UTC View Post
Y’all, I’ve been going through some shit. I won’t go into too much detail, but something huge happened that, well….needs to be dealt with. No, Jim and I are fine. It’s just…I’d rather not say. Let’s just say, fuck me hard in the ass with a cactus.
Anyway, I’m getting in bits and pieces of The Virginia Bitches information. My character, Queenie, is literally an eight-hundred pound of fucking gross. I’m going to show you guys the lines I had to read and memorize. I re...
2023-02-25 20:21:42 +0000 UTC View Post
So, this is what we shot last night. These are all the shots we took that I spliced together. I can’t show you guys the trailer because of NDA, but I can show you what I’m doing on my end.
This was so much fun to shoot, and I’m sincerely excited to get to NY and start doing some fun stuff in the Fall! Enjoy, y’all!
2023-02-20 01:41:57 +0000 UTC View Post
So, I ended up going completely left field and focusing more on greens and browns. I think, overall, it ended up looking pretty great. Now, the kicker is that you won’t see a lot of the face in the shots we shot. The idea was to illustrate mystique to what exactly was killing these people.
Once the film is released—we can go all out with looks. It was cold as hell last night and the muddy conditions were PEEFECT for smearing it in my hair and face! Also, I discovered that a really ...
2023-02-19 15:02:46 +0000 UTC View Post
Do you think I should go with a darker or lighter route?
2023-02-18 02:16:52 +0000 UTC View Post
What started off as a simple burn look turned into…corn mold. I guess? Ugh…not gonna lie, this took me over three hours to do. It was so much work, but I’m ecstatic with how it truly turned out.
I tried to practice some painful expressions with these, and I really enjoyed feeling like I was a moldy corn.
2023-02-15 21:47:28 +0000 UTC View PostYOU HEARD WHAT I SAID—GO TO THE WEBSITE!
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2023-02-15 17:37:02 +0000 UTC View PostCamera Ready Cosmetics has that hook up, y’all!
2023-02-15 17:32:09 +0000 UTC View PostHere is the link:
https://camerareadycosmetics.com
Hey, you guys. So, I wanted to share with you guys some of the products that I have been buying off of camera ready cosmetics website. Now, I am usually one for always purchasing products right off of the distributors website, but in this instance, I have found that camera ready cosmetics makes things super easy and super affordable.
One of the cool things about camera ready cosmetics is that it gives you the option to pay for things over time at a really affordable pace and rate. They ...
2023-02-15 17:17:15 +0000 UTC View Post
Y’all, I’m so excited. This is Bethany Watson, Dennis’s Cahlo’s wifey. She will be starring in the film that’s slated for Fall. So, I’m really anxious to get this promo reel done and sent to Dennis!
There’s also a good chance that Jim will be starting in this film as well. This will be the second time Jim and I have shared the screen! I’m so excited to get started on this bad boy! I seriously anticipate this to be a very HUGE project! I’ll keep you all posted!
2023-02-12 01:22:47 +0000 UTC View Post