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I'm home from my 4 month trip! Here's an update

One of my favourite parts of returning home from an overseas trip is journaling on the plane ride. I settle into my seat, pull down the stow table, put pen to paper, and reflect on my time away. I especially enjoy writing little travel tips to my future self such as pack more underwear than you think you need & download netflix BEFORE my flight (you might wanna write that one down).

The idea of coming home with this newfound part of myself and implementing it into my everyday life....

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Do you pay for your p0rn?

How old were you when you discovered p0rnography for the first time?

I was 6.

Nestled away in a magazine holder beside the toilet were numerous p0rn mags hidden by my uncle. I would sneak them back to my bedroom flicking through the pages with my head over the covers confused, yet intrigued. I then discovered internet porn when I was 12. Sat at the family computer, I typed in Red Tube to find out what all the fuss was about. And there it was, hundreds of thousands of videos availa...

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5 ways to tell people that you're a nudist (or naturist)

So you're sick of hiding behind closed doors and finally want to let people know you live a clothes-free life? Well, I'm going to give you 5 ways you can break the ice and tell people you're a nudist!

While I believe it's important not to hide who you truly are, unfortunately, there may be consequences of disclosing you are a nudist. So it's always important to make sure you 'read the room' before blurting out that you like to go free willy in your spare time.

Before we get into t...

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I jinxed myself!!

On my Patreon, I'm here for the real deal. Some days I share empowering nude photography, other days it's me naked on the shower floor in pain from food poisoning.

You know the worst part of this, I fucking jinxed myself.

We recently traveled up to Kintamani, Bali to hike the famous Mount Batur volcano (the view was non-existent due to the low clouds but still a great hike). After finishing our early morning hike and arriving back at our accommodation, exhausted but happy, we deci...

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Sex wasn't a subject in my household // BTS

I was recently listening to a podcast with @carrotbowlbonnie speaking to Taylor-leigh about openly discussing sex with children.

Now, I don't have children, and nor do I plan on being a parent but this topic really brought up some deep-rooted emotions from my past.

Sex wasn't a subject in my household growing up although, it remained the elephant in the room for many years.

My guardian had many lovers. And when they arrived, my brother and I were second best. Sometimes they ...

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Nudity is normal, right?

With the rise of social media, naturism is far more talked about than it ever has been before. Some laugh it off thinking it's just a big ol' orgy while others feel as though they have finally found their community. But as this topic becomes a hot discussion, so does the statement "nudity is normal"

When I first discovered naturism, I jumped straight into the deep end. I was my community's biggest advocate, yelling those exact words from the rooftop... NUDITY IS NORMAL! Because if nudit...

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You know you're dirtbagging it when hot showers are a luxury

I'm approaching the final 2 weeks of my 4 month backpacking trip, and you know what, I'm excited to be going home. But I'm even more excited about eating a fucking Vegemite sandwich on white bread (gluten free hehe).

These past 4 months has been ALOT on my mental health. It's the longest I've been overseas and uprooted from daily routine. But I walked into this trip knowing it was going to be about self healing and growth. Of course experiencing different cultures and countries aswel ...

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One of my New Years resolutions is to explore non-monogamy

One of my new year's intentions is to explore non-monogamy within my relationship.

If younger me were given a peak into my future and saw that written on my whiteboard, I'd probably choke on my food... 

I first discovered this lifestyle choice a few years ago when I stumbled across an Instagram page of an unorthodox polyamorous family of 5 wives who lived with their singular husband. I was instantly intrigued and so began my obsessive (ADHD things) fascination with NM.

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Social nudity discussions

Last week I spoke about naturism vs nudism here on my Patreon and it was great to see different opinions raised on this topic!

I will be continuing with these social nudity discussions on a more regular basis on my 'naked in nature' tier. So I would like to know, what topics do you want to hear about? If that is finding confidence, a community, or how to overcome shame. Perhaps navigating an erection at an event, what to do if you want to be intimate with someone, or simply etiquette at...

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If nothing changes, nothing changes.

I've been sleeping so much lately.

Once you start, you just can't stop.

The late nights turn into late mornings. But then I start to feel bad about it... I'm traveling, right?! I should be up out of bed every morning exploring new places and meeting new people.

But here I am, still in bed. Although it's not depression, I don't think. I'm just tired fucking tired.

 I had this vision of who I was going to be in 2023. An early riser, I told myself. No more late-night...

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Sneaky pics + brain dump

It's from one city to the next. On a bus - off a bus trying to make it in time to check into our accommodation for the night. See the sights, take the photos and move on.  For the first few months, I really struggled to relax, my anxiety was sky-high and I was always on edge. We were moving so quickly, trying to see everything we could, my nervous system was just freaking out as I tried to comprehend what the fuck was happening around me each day. 

But since arriving in Vietn...

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Naturism vs Nudism.. What's the diff?!

You could start a very spicy argument bringing up this topic and although the two terms both share a common interest in nudity, in my option, these labels are very different.

Asking if nudism or naturism came first is like asking whether it was the chicken or the egg. Who the fuck knows? But the definition of these two terms has evolved over time to allow us to choose the lifestyle and/or community we would like to be a part of. And for some people, sticking to a certain term gives them...

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Skinny dipping in a glacier lake in Queenstown, New Zealand | Travel Vlog

Snowboarding, skinny dipping & road tripping... all of my favorite things!

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Introducing my FREE 9 day naked yoga & self enquiry challenge!

How many times have you started some kind of challenge and not finished it? Yup, I'm raising my hand too.

You complete 3 days, maybe a week and then you miss a day. "shit" you think, now I have to catch up and do 2 classes tomorrow. The next day comes around and you just don't have the energy, or you're low in fucks to give, so you miss another. You say fuck it, and throw in the towel. I'll try again next year.

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Have you ever been to a naked boat party?

Doesn't like the ocean - Check ✔

Gets seasick on boats - Check ✔

Burns to a crisp in the sun - Check ✔

Rarely drinks  - Check ✔

SIGN ME UP FOR A NAKED BOAT PARTY IN THE SUN FULED BY ALCOHOL! 🤣

I'd take a day of solitude in nature over a social event any day but when I was told I could get naked on the Sydney Harbour, there's no way I could say no!

The clothes were off, the drinks were flowing and the music was pumping! 


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New Year // New Content?!


YOU are the reason I show up on this platform. 

YOU are the reason I share my vulnerabilities.

YOU are the reason I strive to bring you bigger & better content. 

As much as I try, I will never be able to share all of only ONE THING. 'Niche down' they say, but fuck that! I'm so much more than one thing... I want to share it all! All of my late-night thoughts...

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We're bound to this idea // Platonic love

We're bound to this idea that our romantic relationships take priority over our platonic ones. Our lovers come first and our friends 2nd best. We section our love, giving it limits and just accepting this as 'the way it is'.  There is pure beauty that lies within friendships. A shared connection, a love that lingers, a bond. Yet will never be celebrated with the same intensity nor do we believe this love will ever make us feel 'complete'. 

So fall in love with your best friend...

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January Intention // Setting

Monthly intention setting has been more important than ever since full-time traveling! Getting lost in these new worlds of culture has been amazing, but I don't want to forget about myself and continue on my journey of self-growth along the way.

1. --> Create space for connections // Having battled social anxiety for the majority of my life, I have created self-defense mechanisms that are quickly triggered without even realizing it. I've spent years building walls that keep people at...

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My first social nudity experience

I was speaking to a patron recently, and they asked how my naturist journey began. This is a question I get asked super regularly. I explained that it all started with a photo, a quick snapshot at the summit of a hike or at a flowing waterfall before running back to my pile of clothes to cover up. It was a laugh amongst friends. "Suns out, bums out," we would yell before getting dressed as fast as we could. It was the adrenaline rush, the idea of doing something out of the norm. It was the mo...

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Shit that happened in 2022

For the past few years, I've routinely sat down at the start of each year and journaled my new years resolutions, things I want to achieve in the 12 months ahead. When the year comes to a close, I'll sit down with those goals once more, giving them a tick or a cross.

But when I went to complete this yearly ritual once more, I realised I didn't have my 2022 goals with me. They were in a diary that was packed up in storage in Australia.

For a moment, I felt as though I had faile...

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Secrets of adulthood

How fucking beautiful is it that we can be whoever the hell we want.

That we can listen to a particular style of music and dress the complete opposite way.

That we can be attracted to a particular gender yet find true love with another.

That we can spend our lives carrying pain within our hearts and then one day, suddenly let go.

That we can change our minds infinite times, and still continue to grow.

I've learnt alot of life changing lessons this year and ...

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Topless abseiling 100 metres off the ground

It was my 2022 New Years Resolution to climb a multi-pitch*, and here I am, days before we walk into 2023, 100 metres off the ground, and I feel on top of the world!

I would have loved to have gotten naked, but it wasn't safe, so I decided to free the nips instead.

Now im about to sit down and write out my goals and intentions for the new year (I fucking love goal setting). So let's hear it, what are your 2023 goals?!

*Multi-pitch climbing is the ascent of climbing r...

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Misunderstood & underdiscussed. Let's talk about asexuality.

Misunderstood and under-discussed I've found myself a part of an invisible sexual orientation, it feels like I'm coming out all over again but this time, I'm met with confused faces and an even bigger lack of understanding.

For years I thought something was wrong with me. Why do I feel like this? Don't touch me here - don't touch me there... but if you catch me on a good day, I may just allow your embrace. I felt disconnected as if I was outside my body watching from above.

When I...

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Skinny dipping with friends

If you missed last week's naked-in-nature post, definitely go check it out because I posted some pictures of this incredible place!

I'm also super duper excited to tell you I'm currently saving for a drone. So expect some epic skinny dipping videos coming your way in 2023! p.s I need someone to teach me how to fly it 😆

📍 Location: Killalea rock pool, The South Coast, NSW Australia

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Disconnecting to reconnect

Social media has become somewhat of a safe haven for me over the past few years. A sea of anonymous ears, hearing my cries for help. Strangers were there for me when I felt no one else was.

But when does gratification shift into validation? Is the truth remain pure or is it simply what your audience wants to hear? Speaking to receive the response you know will make you feel good.

These thoughts have been playing in my mind for the past 3 weeks. They've been as loud as the thumping...

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Teaching naked yoga at my first nude retreat

This was one of my first nude retreats! Yup, an entire weekend, NUDE!

I was lucky enough to be asked to teach yoga for this event, and it was an incredible experience.

The weekend consisted of naked yoga, skinny dipping, naked exploring, and communal nude cooking. The most interesting part of it all was when everyone got dressed at the end... it was this weird moment of "So that's what you look like with clothes on" 😂

Would you attend a nude yoga retreat?

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Skinny dipping in a hidden rockpool

I may not like naked hiking but I will never pass up a skinny dip, especially with a group of friends in a hidden rockpool.

I'm thinking of releasing an e-book next year with a guide to skinny dipping in Sydney. Of course, my community on Patreon will receive FREE access but I want your opinion. Should I do it?

P.s The video of this day will be up next week!


📍 Location: Killalea rock pool, The South Coast, NSW Australia

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Diary of an anxious traveller // Blog

"The world is a book and those who do not travel only read one page"

YOU HAVE TO TRAVEL WHILE YOU'RE YOUNG! Said everybody, ever.

I've always been told to travel. By friends, by family, by goddamn Pinterest quotes. It's everywhere! You're robbing yourself of the wonders of the world they say, you won't know who you really are until you travel.

Read my most recent blog 'Diary of an anxious traveler' here - 2022-12-12 05:00:04 +0000 UTC View Post

I fucking hate cold water.... that's why I'm doing cold exposure therapy!

Have you heard of it? No? Then I think you've been living under a rock.

Cold exposure therapy is sweeping the internet and honestly, at first, I thought it was a load of shit. I thought why the hell would anyone want to sit in a pool of ice? That's just stupid. But as fate would have it, I found myself surrounded by shirtless men grunting, groaning, and pumping themselves up to endure 3 minutes of sitting in an ice bath. When it was my turn I suddenly felt sick, riddled with fear. I cou...

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"Alexa, play waterfalls by TLC"

This is one of my favorite waterfalls in Sydney! Why? Because it's where Anna got naked in nature FOR THE FIRST TIME!

It took her a while to become comfortable enough to get naked in front of friends but once she took the leap she said she felt a freedom like no other. She's now the first to get naked and the last to get dressed 😂

What was your first naturist experience?

Location: Rainbow Falls, Macquarie Pass, Sydney, NSW Australia 

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