Thank you to all my Patrons for your support and help in my growth on this platform.
As the momentum continues to build, I will continue to share more stories of all kinds.
They are all waiting in the archives! :)
However, I'd love to hear your feedback!
Comment below on what you've enjoyed about my page here, suggestions or really anything would continue your evolvement here.
This has been my largest audience (following and paid) and I'm overjoyed!
Ab...
2024-06-10 17:11:17 +0000 UTC
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Stace Bernard's FIRST International event!
This is an experience I was I could repeat over and over again.
It was an incredible crew of models and photographers whom I've developed friendships with that are life long!
This was an event that I attended mid-May of 2023 and it was during the time I was going through one of my hardest breakups... but it was before Muses and before I knew who my ex had left me more.
I was in the scribbled pages of...
2024-05-31 16:00:05 +0000 UTC
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Celebrating the "mate to my soul", none other than Slowed Time (also known as Sarah Anne) my best friend and my first real friend in the model/photography industry.
This beautiful soul has been apart of my highest of highs and lowest of lows in the most colorful chapters of my life. She has given me a companionship that is unearthly and countless examples of what genuine friendship truly is!
SlowedTime currently resides in Palm Bay Florida with her little fami...
2024-05-27 16:00:16 +0000 UTC
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How did my modeling journey begin??
I owe it all to this fabulous photographer turned mentor and now a friend that has adopted me into his family!
Ron Ranere is an incredibly talented fashion/art photographer from Boston MA.
Our paths connected during a shoot that another photogrpher had hired me for ...but as a dancer, not as a model.
Thats right! Just a dancer... I didn't even know being an art model was a "thing" you could do or make into...
2024-05-23 16:00:08 +0000 UTC
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Hours leading up to this event, driving from Boston MA to Rochester NY, I dreaded every mile.
My heart was heavy and I felt beyond crushed.
Only days before the event, I had learned of a deep-cutting betrayal
I was faced with the decision to attend and face the knife that stabbed me in the back.... or pull out of the event in complete avoidance.
As much as I wanted to avoid the strife, hiding from my problems was never my style.
So I continued to ...
2024-05-20 16:00:09 +0000 UTC
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A special featuring in my website and a fun bonus of hiring me- I keep an updated closet for photographers to select attire that I can bring to shoots to aid in fulfilling their artistic vision!
From each "outfit" only two images are selected for the website.
I think its a shame that so many good images and hours of work are left in a dropbox folder, never to be seen.
So I decided to fix that by sharing ALL of them here!
There are soooo many I could only share the fir...
2024-05-13 16:00:03 +0000 UTC
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This section is all about my favorite books and how they have been inspiring my art, life and sensual freedom.
I will be sharing bullet points of the book that has moved me in some way along with images that I feel represent the emotions.
~An Introduction the the Shadow~
Embracing my existential kink....
a radical, somatic, hot and eminently practical and quick method of coming to love...
2024-05-10 16:00:05 +0000 UTC
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There are humans in this world that are a rarity and if the universe smiles upon you then you are lucky enough to have your paths intersect.
That's how I feel about my soulmate... I can't even call her my bestfriend because she is so much more than that term can provide. She is someone that our souls immediately sparked from day one and that connection has never fizzled out... its electrical current has only strengthened over time.
How did we meet?
At our halloween sh...
2024-05-06 16:00:05 +0000 UTC
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This may be one of my favorite books to write in!
Its filled with all the magical humans, places and spaces I've been honored to connect with in my modeling adventures.
Yes, there will be some moments that not every thing is so perfect and peachy... but the main focus of this book is to share the wonders of the world and all its fascinations!
I am enthusiastically beginning with the "Immortality Leaugue" and our reunion in Arizona!
These two...
2024-04-22 16:00:02 +0000 UTC
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This a hard entry to write as it is a story that doesn't seem to find its ending.
Don't you ever wish that someone would let you go?
But they won't.
In fact, they find ways to send their dark energy to you?
Well, thats about the present tense.
Lets focus on the past that led us here.
Right now I'm going back into 2023...
A time that felt like I had met my demise.
More than a year ago, I met a man whom I fell deeply in love w...
2024-04-19 16:00:05 +0000 UTC
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Hellloooooo, Lumen here!
First and foremost, thank you for entering this world of my stories and art. It means the world to me to have your support!
Secondly, I wanted to take a moment to explain the "stories" portion of this Lumen adventure.
I have always had a passion for creative writing and had even thought it would be something I'd turn into a profession one day.
I absolutely love my career because it allows me the outlet of combining all my b...
2024-04-15 16:00:15 +0000 UTC
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I am Lumen. My name is defined by the speed in which light travels. I resonate with everything that involves the concept of light. As a young child, being raised in a very religious background, I was gifted the spirit of light. I was proclaimed to have it within my eyes, my voice and even in my touch. I was declared “different”.
Which was beautiful and a privilege.. yet meant I was to travel a road unlike many others.
The biggest contrast to light is the darkness… whi...
2024-04-08 16:00:03 +0000 UTC
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It’s finally here… the season I keep believing I’m in but self sabotage it by allowing outside sources to influence my direction.
They are not to blame.
Some of these outside sources were full of good intent… even real love.
I am not to blame either.
Something I’m still trying to process.
I also had pure intentions and my actions were love based…
but unfortunately this love had very little to do with loving myself.
I gave myself away, litt...
2024-04-01 16:00:09 +0000 UTC
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Patreons!!!
Thank you so much for staying connected though I have been seemingly disconnected from this page and support system.
I have faced many ups and downs along with whirlwinds and storms but not without the light and joy that comes along with continuously pursuing a fulfilling life.
I have been crafting MONTHS worth of posts and will officially be RE-launching the "Lumen Rewritten" series on April 1st.
This series is a combination of my erotic writing/...
2024-03-23 22:42:55 +0000 UTC
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Is it just me or did the summer disappear so suddenly?
I have found myself in every which direction, in every which emotion and in every which devotion.
I have lost much but have gained more. Some of what I gained added so much growth and other gains took away pains. I have fallen down repeatedly only to learn who I am once more. I have been challenged by love, desire, career, friendship and the adventures of travel. I have celebrated with laughter, dancing and drinkin...
2023-10-08 21:26:03 +0000 UTC
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Hellooooooooo lovely humans!
First, I so truly appreciate your support and continued energy on my platform!
I'm currently constructing the next scheduled sets and so happy to share how the ups have been beautiful ups.... and how the downs have made the highs so much sweeter <3
Lastly! (for now) I'd love to receive topic requests for this platform! What would you like to know? Is there a specific shoot you'd love to see more of? Any concepts I haven't created yet but...
2023-09-17 19:00:08 +0000 UTC
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Just when you think you know.... your world is shaken by something unpredictable causing you to wonder what it is you really know after all.
I'm going through a re-discovery of knowing myself, my wants, my needs, my desires and why I am so easily shaken by the pressures of others.
I love to believe I am confident and stand strong in who I am.
However, the universe keeps sending me challenges, testing me to see if what I say I want is truly what lies within ...
2023-08-31 17:00:01 +0000 UTC
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Step one of recovery and healing:
Go to all the places you once cried and make new experiences filled with laughter! Change the narrative :D
I am so lucky to have a wonderful group of humans that decided to join me in Miami while on my second east coast tour this past July!
This tribe filled my week with foodie adventures, social drinks, creating and friendship! Grateful is an understatement!
The tribe includes:
Athenyx - my creative assistant, website designer a...
2023-08-24 17:00:02 +0000 UTC
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You shouldn't have to wait around and pray for someone to love you
You should love you
You should let go because nothing worth holding onto will ever destroy you
And holding on is destroying you
Trying to love someone into loving you is destroying you
Let go because you have to get ahold of you
You have to retrace your steps and figure out where you let you go
You have to take time to yourself to reflect on when and where you l...
2023-08-10 17:00:03 +0000 UTC
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Sometimes your heart will hurt
Sometimes your smile will ache
Sometimes your light will dim
And sometimes your spirit will break
Sometimes your entire world will come crashing down with no warning and no signs
But no matter how destroyed you feel, you have to be willing to dig deep inside of yourself to find some ambition to get you back right
You have to look out for you
You have to let go
You have to place your focus primaril...
2023-08-06 17:00:03 +0000 UTC
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After many attempts... I've finally made my way back to this platform.
These past few months have been a series of getting back on my feet and being knocked down on repeat.
I've struggled with bringing myself to share the journeys I've recently been on as there were so many plot twists, some blissful but more so horrendous.
Manifesting my dreams has rippled into many challenges... the universe telling me to be careful what I ask for and giving me the opport...
2023-08-04 06:31:00 +0000 UTC
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You ask:
Working hard or hardly working? :D
This trip was off the charts in soooooo many ways and I can't wait to share this journey with you all!
I knew that it would be a great step forward in my career and personal development.... I had no idea how big of a role it would play in my healing process.
Quick Highlights:
~ first international modeling trip
~ a year's worth of creative solo, duo and group work to share
~ learning so muc...
2023-05-29 12:49:23 +0000 UTC
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As I have recently expressed, I have been going through a very unexpected low point in my life. It has affected not only heart, body and mind... it also has affected my ability to be as steadfast with my career and it has potentially damaged close friendships.
It is hard to see the slow burn of your life around when you are so absorbed into trying to save what is killing you.
I have been taking what feels like the needed amount of time to reflect and try to find the le...
2023-05-15 21:31:56 +0000 UTC
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Who is Lumen?
I am an artist that is on an adventure using her art to express and her inner light to lead the way.
I am actively a professional dancer but also a model that expresses through "taboo works" such as nude art and erotica art.
One of my missions is to bring empowerment to feminine sensuality and sex as an art form.
My artistic journey includes exploring a variety of these art forms: photography, modeling, painters, imagery, written w...
2023-05-07 01:13:39 +0000 UTC
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I'm currently experiencing an excruciating painful loss of love in my life.
It has affected my ability to eat, sleep, breathe and believe.
I lost something I truly valued, loved and believed in.
I have spent every second replaying these past nine months in my head... wishing for what can't be undone and aching for what is no longer mine.
This is a devastation I have never felt before... it feels like I will never recover and if I do, I will never be the same.
I k...
2023-05-01 18:47:04 +0000 UTC
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Sharing some fun moments of creating with my dear friend and co-model, Poppy!
Fun fact, full nudity is allowed in several public areas in San Fransisco which makes focusing on the craft of posing and creating wayyyyyy easier! Of course, you always have to keep an eye out for any unwanted company but fortunately we did not have to worry. Everyone was very respectful and let us create with bothering. To our left is a nail boutique and we were cheered on by some lovely, older asian w...
2023-04-20 21:57:54 +0000 UTC
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This was an epic shoot by the one of my favorite photographers in Florida! Al always has various ideas and we always come out with such great quality images. Plus I love his creativity in using my name over the first image of this set. He and I have worked together three times now! This set is from the most recent shoot and is one of many looks of that day :D
Follow the Light~
Lumen <3
2023-04-13 22:11:39 +0000 UTC
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As promised, I'm delivering BTS of shoots along with real life moments of this modeling journey!
This new addition to my platform includes a more personal touch :D
We start off "The Lumen Life" with the East Coast Tour featuring some amazing artists.
As previously mentioned, I drove down the East Coast (Boston to Miami) solo but I had two friends accompany me on the return trip: Athenyx & Sophia!
Athenyx (the blonde) is my web designer, a creator and a long term fr...
2023-04-10 18:48:42 +0000 UTC
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For all of those interested in becoming a Patreon of my arts, this message is for you!
My Patreon is the only place you will find the inside scoop of my real world such as : behind the scenes pictures/videos (coming soon!),every day moments, a blog on the ins and outs of my journey as a model (both career and personal) and full uncensored art sets. Each tier has a different set of benefits so read the description before signing up!
I share as much of my art as po...
2023-03-16 16:40:35 +0000 UTC
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March has been off to an amazing start and I can't believe we are already halfway through this month!
So let's catch up! :D
First things First--> The BIG Tour
I made some big moves by creating my first solo multi city/month long model tour!
Yes, I've done multi-city tours before but only in locations that were within 10 hours from my home base and only for a week at a time.
So what's different about this tour??
I traveled the majority o...
2023-03-16 16:09:29 +0000 UTC
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