Felix Elise

even caged birds sing

PC: David Hobbs

world in my hands

PC: Lauren Erwin

11-30-21

I cleaned my entire house today and im so tired! I dont think im gonna study tonight. Ha.

shapes

I'm so in love with all of these photos. If I receive any more, I'll likely add them to this post and send a notification out later so that I can start keeping all of my sets together.

PC: Lilith Jenovax

things that aren't guaranteed, but give me (false) hope anyways

After almost 9 months, I finally got an email back from an assistant teaching job I applied for in Japan. I'll get to interview soon, and if everything goes well I could be using my passport for the Spring of 2023 to teach English abroad for 6 months- a year! I also started taking a course to get my Registered Behavior Technician certification, but that one is a little more scary. I applied for the job and they responded optimistically to my resume, but I was informed during the interview tha...

lake days

PC: Craig Gum

11-15-21

First time in awhile that ive felt confident enough to take some nude pics. Ive been so bloated here lately and rarely shave anymore.. haha. Im just tired I guess.

Ive started training for a new certification and theres a lot of information I have to learn in a month, 40 hours worth of listening modules and i really wish i could just read through certain sections. Im also trying to figure out if its worth picking up a second job in the meantime or if i should just try to work more day...

10-24-21

A few new edits from Moe, a mix from previous shoots :)

the countess of bathory

Driving home was SO STICKY and I just prayed I wouldn't get pulled over the entire time! The studio didn't have a shower (obviously) and we only had paper towels to clean up with. Shoots like this are my favorite. I really get in the zone with creepy/weird stuff. Fun side note: I love blood but I hate slasher films. I just don't get down with torture scenes because I start feeling too much empathy for the victims ;-; but a horror/thriller with great plot is my SHIT and I'd love some movie sug...

hallowkitty

Neko-haley!! I got that skirt and those ears from Dragon Con (two different years). I'm super excited for Halloween but I don't really have a costume. I'm off work though, so maybe I'll have some fun. Broke as shit.. somehow not stressing about that too much and maybe I should be. My last job situation really fucked me over, I lost more money driving back and forth than I made and my savings is DEPLETED lol. I think I'll FINALLY have my shit together by the time I'm 33. That's fine with me, b...

wax and witches

PC: Michael Crain

milk and honey

No I haven't been bawling my eyes out, nor am I super exhausted in these (although I was a little tired after my morning meeting and cleaning my house). This is just my natural face. Sorry it 

PC: Lauren Erwin

oh the horror

It's almost October! I'm so ready to kick off the spooky season right. I'm hoping I actually get to celebrate Halloween this year, last year I basically got dressed up to go to the liquor store. 

PC: Chromalusion Photography

goofing around in the sheraton

This set reminds me of conventions and fun times in Atlanta. 

PC: Chromalusion Photography

Just some hootz

here are some tacky low quality bewb pics i took a few days ago

enchantress pt 2

PC: Lilith Jenovax

Quick Shoot with Bethanie

Oh man yall.. what a month it's been. I feel like I've done so much yet so little at the same time. I started a new job that's a lot more demanding of my free time than I thought it would be, a job that makes me nervous and I'm still trying to decide if I want to keep. I just don't know where I'll go if I quit, but honestly I don't think sales is right for me. The potential payout makes it *seem* worth it, but I have to get so much better at talking to people, using my online tools, and produ...

Lady in Red

So I tried to download this from my computer so the quality would be better but Flickr refused to let me login despite resetting my password several times. Very irritated right now
PC: Kaneda Katsuragi

drop your weapon

Last one is random, but its a new edit nonetheless
PC: Moe Soy Boricua

Sneak Peek: Chromalusion

Here's the first edit Stephanie has sent me to share with the world. Im so excited about these pictures!

chameleon

Im just sharing these as I get them. When he finishes editing everything Ill probably delete the posts and reshare all the images together.
PC: Moe Soy Boricua (its his bday today🖤)

Im Sore :(

I had four shoots scheduled this month and only the last two didnt need to be canceled and they were both this weekend. Im sore as fuck and super tired. I dont wanna go to work, but life necessitates it. At least I have my vacation later this week (super stoked for Dragon Con). I really cant wait to see my edits from this weekend, ive already gotten a few back from Moe and I love them all :)

time to play pretend

I had the pleasure of shooting with my friend MoeSoyBoricua early this morning before I had to go to my nephew's birthday party. It was my first shoot in over a month and I was definitely rusty. Although we had to rush, I still had an amazing time. Moe is a creative badass🖤

Sunday Funday

Ive spent today playing chess, watching South Park, drinking WAY too much milk, and crying because i dont know how to dress in ways that are flattering to my body type. Im 26 years old and can do my makeup just fine, but I still cant throw together a cute outfit😒 this is the REAL reason I shoot nude all the time.

I have several things on my mind right now. Today I had a photographer with subpar photo-skills reject my rates, and compared to other models Im INSANELY cheap ($150 a shoo...

Film Action

PC: @jay.shootz

A few throwback film shots taken by my friend Jay. I have four shoots this month, but they all take place after the 23rd. New content will be coming soon, so be patient my loves💗

enchantress

I had a lovely time shooting this awhile back with Lilith Jenovax before she left out on her last tour. Go check her out on instagram (@lilithjenovax) and here on patreon for more of her artwork!

8-2-21

Most people that know me know that im pretty open about my struggles. I become a soapbox on social media and in person. Im on my soapbox again this week, but my mind seems a little darker this time. I feel like I cant cry over whats hurting me, I just know that there's an ache in my chest so deep and dark I can picture what it looks like. I dont know how to correctly identify what Im feeling. Am i angry? Am i sad? Am i numb? I know im something. I know i feel hopeless, I know i find little jo...

forgot to post

I had a shoot with @jayhalaphotography awhile ago and forgot to share some edits from it. Enjoy!

punk

I have the intense desire to quit my job and focus on creating and spending my time with the people I love for awhile, but I cant afford that luxury in this economy😂 if only
PC: Ric Skees

Keith's Bridge Park

PC: Devi8tion