Destinee Holland

Session 𝓢ixty

Session 60:
"The Trigger"

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I woke up surrounded in darkness.

It scared the fuck out of me for a second—until I noticed the faintest sunrise etched into the dark sky.

It was the softest pink against the midnight blue, cloudy sky.

A soft sigh fell from my lips as I soaked in the early hours of the sunrise.

Her arms were firm around my waist, her breath warm against my neck.

I could even feel the softness of her lips again...

Session 60 Visual Preview

Chapter sixty is coming tomorrow lusties. The song lineup is below💞💞

Song Lineup (In order):

• Love on the Brain-Rihanna
• Best Interest-Tyler, The Creator
• Trust-Brent Faiyaz

Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓕ifty-Nine

Hi Lusties, hopefully everyone's week went amazingly. Let's debrief today's chapter:)

This chapter was over 5000+ words, and somehow it was mostly about sex😭

But how do we feel about their talk? It was definitely a little brief given what was truly on both of their minds.

However, they both seem to be on the same page here when it comes to what a future would look like.

Also, the gifts Monroe had for Libby were so cute, and the fact that everything in Ro...

Session 𝓕ifty-Nine

Session 59:
"The Talk"

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It felt so weird to be at her house again, watching the familiar gates unravel open.

Her house was just as polished as I recalled, if not more.

I was unconsciously silent, watching the garage door open as she slowly pulled forward.

My stomach was tied in knots as I eyed her perfect side profile, wondering what tonight would hold.

There's no doubt that she'll want to touch me, right?

We're...

Session 59 Visual Preview

You know what’s coming tomorrow… The song lineup is below lusties:)

Song Lineup (in order):

• So High-Doja Cat
• Acquainted-The Weeknd
• Lovers-Anna of the North

Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓕ifty-Eight

Hi lusties, hopefully everyone's week is going amazing:) Let's debrief today's chapter together.

Starting off, how do we feel about the BDSM club? I know it was speculated that Monroe might be wearing a mask in the club (or engaging with Liberty), but let's be honest... Ro would never let anyone witness Libby in that kind of intimate state.

Monroe did always say she would lose what was left of her mind if Liberty went to one of these clubs, and it seems that ha...

Session 𝓕ifty-Eight

Session 58:
"The Old Liberty"

I contemplated the idea of the BDSM club all morning, but eventually, I just gave in and decided to go for it. 

I quickly learned there was so much that went into all of this. 

First, I had to go through and sign a confidentiality agreement, check a box regarding safe word usage, and I also had to acknowledge consensual play vs harassment or coercion.

Then there was this pre-approval phase. 2025-05-14 08:00:14 +0000 UTC View Post

Session 58 Visual Preview

Hi lusties, chapter fifty-eight will be out tomorrow morning. The song lineup is below:)

Song Lineup (in order):

• Cool Girl-Tove Lo
• Starboy-The Weeknd
• Talk 2 Me-Montell Fish

Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓕ifty-Seven

Hi lusties, hopefully everyone's week is off to a good start<3 Let's debrief chapter fifty-seven together.

How do we feel about the bar outing with Maricel, Ian, and Howie? It was nice that they covered the tab since Liberty is definitely still blacklisted from bars/clubs. Also, how do we feel about what Maricel said about Dr. Kincaid? Or how she extended Liberty an invite to a BDSM club???

I know a lot of you didn't expect the phone call with Monroe, so I tricked some of you;)...

Session 𝓕ifty-Seven

Session 57:
"The Outlet"

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The drive back into Seattle flew by, especially as I began thinking about what to wear tonight.

I can't show an inch of my chest without exposing the hickey's Monroe left.

And the last thing I need is for Maricel to see the hickey's and piece together the letter they're formed in, along with where I just came from.

She would quickly assume it was Monroe.

I've been checking my phone const...

Session 57 Visual Preview

Chapter fifty-seven will be out tomorrow lusties. The song lineup is below💗

Song Lineup:

• Low-SZA
• Coming Down-The Weeknd
• Nobody-PARTYNEXTDOOR

Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓕ifty-Six

Hi, my lusties. I hope everyone's week went well, let's debrief today's chapter:)

FIRST.

The dinner was insane—specifically, Monroe's speech, or how she said, "Feel free to say something of your own."

PLEASE.

Then Dr. Kincaid leaning into Liberty, or just talking to her in general, and sitting beside her... yeah, Monroe was not having it.

The office scene was insane too.

Liberty grabbing Monroe's arms and telling h...

Session 𝓕ifty-Six

Session 56:
"The Warning"

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I dreaded when the evening would fade in.

I stayed in bed for the rest of the day, skipping out on yoga classes, the quiet room meditation, and apparently, a group therapy session too.

I had a bomb ass nap though.

I also had the time to take a long shower and blow out my hair, which may or may not have been on purpose.

Monroe likes my natural hair, so I went the opposite route.

Session 56 Visual Preview

Chapter fifty-six will be out tomorrow morning (EST time). The song lineup is below lovelies<3

Song Lineup (in order):

• Attention-Charlie Puth
• Hotel-Montell Fish
• Not Nice-PARTYNEXTDOOR

Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓕ifty-Five

Hi lusties, I hope everyone's week is going amazing. Let's debrief together:)

To start, how do we feel about Monroe sending Liberty breakfast? Or Liberty forcing herself to throw it up once she found out? Monroe specifically sending blueberry tea was crazy & the fact that she's still watching Libs... are we surprised?😭

Also, the confrontation on the trail was intense. Especially when Ro mentioned the Polaroids that Liberty took or how she never agreed to l...

Session 𝓕ifty-Five

Session 55:
"The Worst Part"

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I went back to my room starving, but I couldn't care less.

It was better than staying in that kitchen and making myself breakfast.

A part of me wanted to be around Monroe.

I wanted an excuse to be around her, but I knew that would jeopardize all the progress I had made.

It's already jeopardizing it.

Even laying eyes on her or talking to her was enough to leave me r...

Session 55 Visual Preview

Chapter fifty-five will be out tomorrow morning lovelies. The song lineup is below for the vibe of the chapter💗

Song Lineup (in order):

• Rehab-Rihanna
• Reminder-The Weeknd
• Deja-Vu-Olivia Rodrigo

Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓕ifty-Four

Hi lusties, I hope everyone's week is off to a good start:)

Let's debrief chapter fifty-four together... I know a lot of you are really happy with the appearances made.

But first, let's discuss Liberty being friends with Maricel—and the picture Maricel sent Monroe??? Liberty was definitely irritated by that.

Monroe being front and center at the retreat was definitely shocking for Liberty, and probably a lot of you. Also, her smelling Liberty? L...

Session 𝓕ifty-Four

Session 54:
"The Retreat"

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I took Maricel's advice very literally.

I worked hard to stay busy, whether it was working out or school.

I also tried to stay in public throughout the day, and had dinner with Sarai and Zion almost every night.

I was always in a library or a small cafe.

Sometimes I would even take walks downtown.

The only time I was forced to sit still was at night, and I always made sure to take my m...

Session 54 Visual Preview

Hi lusties, chapter fifty-four will be out tomorrow morning. The song lineup is below:))

Song Lineup:

• Good Days-SZA
• Love Is a Bitch-Two Feet
• Try Me-The Weeknd

Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓕ifty-Three

Happy Friday, lusties:) Let's debrief today's chapter together.

Liberty is definitely struggling a lot in this chapter, but it's slowly starting to get better (Aside from looking Monroe up and listening to her interviews). Searching up Maricel wasn't the best idea either, especially with that one coffee picture that Monroe's hands were shown in.

How do we feel about Liberty's session with Dr. Kincaid and the therapy retreat invitation? Monroe's office door was closed both times ...

Session 𝓕ifty-Three

Session 53:
"The Odd One Out"

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I woke up the next morning with the worst ache in my stomach.

My mouth was dry, and it felt hard to swallow with how scratchy my throat felt from throwing up so much.

I tried going back to sleep to avoid my current reality, but after tossing and turning for an hour or so, I decided to grab my phone for a distraction.

There weren't any new texts from an unknown number, or Monroe's number, that ...

Session 53 Visual Preview

Hiii lusties, chapter fifty-three will be out tomorrow morning. The song lineup is below to get a feel for the vibe💗💗

Song Lineup (in order):

• 20 Something-SZA
• Triggered-Jhené Aiko
• Flux-Ellie Goulding

Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓕ifty-Two

Hi, Lusties. I hope everyone's week has been going well:)

The debrief is officially in session, and there's a lot to unpack here. Starting with Liberty's breakdown in the office, and Dr. Kincaid helping her. It was definitely a hard moment, especially since Liberty struck a realization that Monroe was really done. It was nice that Dr. Kincaid was there, but it was clear that Liberty kept comparing her to Monroe. Also, Monroe not being at work???

It was nice that Libs' pr...

Session 𝓕ifty-Two

Session 52:
"The Last Tie"

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Saturday morning was hard.

I felt physically sick to my stomach, still processing what happened the night prior.

I checked my phone for any texts or calls from her, but there was nothing.

It made everything solidify even worse, almost like a confirmation that we were done.

Or she was done.

I wasn't even close to done, and now I have to find a way to be.

It felt unfair.

How...

Session 52 Visual Preview

Chapter 52 will be out tomorrow lovelies. The song lineup is below for anyone who wants to get a feel:)

Song Lineup (in order):

• My Mine-Jhené Aiko
• Resentment-PARTYNEXTDOOR
• Open Arms-SZA

Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓕ifty-One

Hi Lusties!! I hope everyone's week is off to a good start, aside from this chapter haha, because it 100% broke me for the both of them.

It's a complicated situation because we're in Liberty's pov and we know that she wants more, but how Monroe felt about this was completely overshadowed, and a little of her perspective was shown in this chapter.

She's been chasing Liberty and giving her all the control, as she said, which is clearly troubling M...

Session 𝓕ifty-One

Session 51:
"The Compromise"

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After leaving campus, I met up with Zion for our scooter plans, but we only rode them to the wing place Zion wanted to try.

Then we dug into a shared platter of wings and fries.

We got Asian zing, chicken parmesan, and lemon pepper flavored wings with Cajun fries.

We also used a decent amount of ranch, ensuring our wings were smothered in it.

Zion got a to-go box of wings for Sarai, putting in the...

Session 51 Visual Preview

Chapter fifty-one will be out tomorrow morning Lusties. The song lineup is below:)

Song Lineup (in order):

• Right Here-Chase Atlantic
• Make It To The Morning-PARTYNEXTDOOR
• Let You Go-Clara La San

Small Update💗

Hi, lusties. I hope everyone’s weekend is going amazingly. I wanted to check in because I’m having a lot of comments requesting a Saturday update that I wanted to address. Unfortunately, this weekend is very hectic. I’m also trying to finalize Corrupted’s final manuscript for the hard copy coming in the next week or two. I’m hoping next weekend we can try for a surprise update, but with my current workload, I won’t be able to get a Consumed chapter out this weekend. I apologize fo...