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Young love study

Recently i did some quick figure studies of cute girls in a school theme. Get all the big files in the attachments ♥


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Comic pt.2 and hand free figure drawings

Hey guys! Step by step I'm getting more courage to make comic-like sets of sketches!
I find it less frustrating everytime i make a new attempt!
Doing some figure drawing as a warm up always work for me like nothing else would, and after countless of studies i did in the past till now, I can see that creating my own out of the imagination is definitely easier. Practice practice practice, once you get used to it, practicing feels very relaxing and empowering.

2019-07-02 21:40:22 +0000 UTC View Post

Tier change! Important!

Hi! 

As announced before in here tomorrow I'll be deleting 15$ Plugs tier and reopening it again but with a price changed to 20$. 


I'll be deleting and editing tiers tomorrow at 9pm (CEST). 


As a Plugs tier member editing your pledge will not sign you up for the highest tier, ...

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Rooftop drinking Comic pt.1

Making comics is one of my biggest artistic insecurities. I try not to throw myself into a guilt trip for not drawing it even though i can and people are constantly showing their enthusiasm for the sheer idea of me creating a comic.
You see, I need small steps to believe in my own skill. People's opinion is valid but it's me who is my biggest critic. I need to gently push myself into believing in myself, into feeling secure and strong. 

Getting out of the comfort zone is not an ...

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Obsession trip

Recently I really wanted to create something trippy, inspired by Filip's experiences with drugs and trips that didn't go as good as planned. I'm not a drug user myself but i do a ton of research about it since I'm just really fascinated with chemistry of human mind, and how easily it can be altered. Things that come up time and time again in the stories I'm listening to are eyes and different perception of  movement alongside different approach to your own body. Shapes in move tend to mu...

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Sketches and figure drawings

 This page is a mess timeline and topic-wise. I've been buried under a big pile of work recently and had to recover from some very stressful events that popped up out of the blue.
But I'm very glad to say that I have upgraded my workplace a bit! I've moved from laptop to a new pc that works really nicely. On top of that i decided to dust off my etsy shop and actually do what i always dreamed of doing which is selling stickers, prints and posters! There's a physical sketchbook in progr...

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Small bit about the crew

Working as a stagehand in porn industry definitely made sex less of a taboo subject for Filip. It's not like it was something scary before, but after he got in, he noticed a big difference between his and his coworkers' approach. Suddenly it became less about being a macho and more about dialogue. His childish and ignorant approach was quickly tempered, and since it was no longer cool to behave like an asshole, he began to tune into the group. 

Patrick was the one driving everyone ...

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Etsy Shop update + Discount

I'm happy to announce that on 22nd of June at 9pm (CEST) I'll be updating my Etsy shop! I'll be adding some small postcard prints, stickers and posters ♥

You can visit my shop by following this link. Please remember to use code: 2019-06-18 21:50:12 +0000 UTC View Post

Video: Study + Referenced photos

Some time ago I recorded a part of the study I was doing. Thought i could share it with you o/

Here's the link to the video:

https://drive.google.com/open?id=15aEwmP97eRupKvjViMIHodeXTHYhakhJ

Technique I'm using is a crossbreed between enveloping and gesture drawing. What I'm starting with while studying from references is usually establishing first few angles around th...

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Sweatpants studies

Oh how satisfying it is to crosshatch gradients on pants. I think it's my new favorite thing to do when drawing. Feel free to use the poses as reference if you think it might help you practice or create some art ♥


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Boardgames night

Rather than going out to a loud club, wishing to dance away everyday's worries, once in a while it was actually way more relaxing to stay at home with the whole crew.  It had a big advantage of having longer conversations without shouting or going out of the building. Other good things were cheap alkohol and board games. Combine those two and you end up with great atmosphere of people laughing at witty banter, getting to know each other better and tightening already existing bonds.
So...

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Studies NSFW

Hi,

I'm attaching photos of a study page for you to use it as a reference if you'll find it fitting.
Sometimes all i can create through out the day is just some simple lines, but it sure can turn fun ♥




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Test of few more magic crayons + random sketches

Hey there,

Recently i've been working some more on the game project that our studio is developing, so when i can finally sit down to my own stuff I'm already exhausted. But no time is wasted! If i can't get very creative, I'll test some stuff, try out new things, doodle something unrelated to any project at hand.
This time i was testing 4 more magical crayons by drawing similar eyes! Here are my first impressions.

2019-06-06 19:38:46 +0000 UTC View Post

Super Important! Changes in tiers

[edited some information about reapplying to a Plugs tier]

Hi!

During 2 first months of running this Patreon page i had the possibility to look into what interest you the most in my content. Number ratio of two lowest tier Patrons to the two highest ones made me think through the ammount of work i have to put to keep all of these running.

Out of 168 Patrons only 9 are interested in Spikes and Ropes tier. Therefore, to avoid double posting (first censored versions of the d...

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Emotions emotions.

First: Let's not comment on how long his legs are on the "28_05_19_4 Sketch (3)" XD
I think my drawing pad was tilted or i must have gone blind for an hour or two. Have some mercy for an old man.

A little note about the suit sketch.
Few years into working as a stage hand, Filip meets an old lady on the crosswalk who demands some help from him. She needs to go back to the elderly house she resides in, few blocks away. During this slow stroll he gets to know a bit o...

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May Postcards NSFW

Hi!

Three of this month's postcards got a bit more spicy due to suggestion made by one of Plugs Patrons~
Suggesting your own topic for the postcard, and therefore making it a bit more personal, is only possible on our discord server in the channel "art-prompts". All you have to do is to write the name you use on Patreon + vague prompt like "ropes" or "flowers". I'll take my personal spin on it and then send it to you!

2019-06-03 07:22:54 +0000 UTC View Post

May Postcards for the Plugs!

Sketched, coated, and ready to send! I'm waiting for the envelopes and protectors to arrive in a day or two, so i can make sure your rewards are shipped safely! 
This month Plugs tier Patrons will additionally receive a small print of a drawing I did for Draw This in Your Style Challange and a sticker. I'm still searching for a good printhouse to produce stickers, but i didn't want them to go to waste, so I'm adding those, even though they have a questionable quality! Sorry for that a...

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Gore rp inspired sketches

Nothing gruesome today though. I've captured some of the moments that my character (who was masochistic in this rp) felt aroused, and before shit got too much for him to handle. 

The short story i wrote with Old_Shoyo involves a guy who for the first time visits his crush in his home. They have a very toxic relationship, and it's not a story that ends well. We explored some humiliation, sadism and gore as the thriller story progresses. The thin line between devotion and sacrifice i...

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Vision of the future.

A good way for me to keep different parts of the story separated is to give Filip a different hairstyle. As a teen, when he meets the Priest he had it rather unkept and grown out. Later after he gets his first job and starts to mingle with Patrick he explores it a bit and cuts his sides, making it look a bit more punkish and mohawk. After that he cuts it all off and as it grows back he keeps it in a messy undercut. Light blonde, in the summer gets very fair, during the winter darkens down few...

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Further tests of magical crayon and some chill sketching

After few sketches done with this multicolor crayon, I must admit it takes a lot of practice to actually achieve expected results. It's really hard not to make the lines muddy while searching for a right angle of the lead pressed against the paper. Another note is that i definitely had to press the crayon harder than I'm used to and is almost impossible to erase unwanted lines or mistakes. Even though i really enjoy the vibe of rainbow lines, switching back to my mechanical pencil made me qui...

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Draw this in your style + video

Hey!

I would like to invite you to participate in this fun challange on instagram! Simply draw your interpretation of this drawing in your own style and put a #dtiys_golden in the description. I would love to see what you'll create!

It took me a while to actually sit down and play around with the digital medium to create this bad boy. It's definitly not easy to jump from pencil to a tablet when you got cozy with the organic feel of the paper. 

2019-05-22 18:46:05 +0000 UTC View Post

Studies NSFW [censored]

 

One of the major abilities to learn as an artist is correctly overlapping shapes in your drawings. It was always a hard subject for me to master, and it took me a lot of practicing to actually get into a place I am today (which is still far from being mastered, yet way better than the miserable beginnings). I experianced a big growth while doing studies of hands, feet, mouth and nsfw. I would dare to say these are the best teachers if it comes to learning how to overlap shapes co...

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Studies NSFW

One of the major abilities to learn as an artist is correctly overlapping shapes in your drawings. It was always a hard subject for me to master, and it took me a lot of practicing to actually get into a place I am today (which is still far from being mastered, yet way better than the miserable beginnings). I experianced a big growth while doing studies of hands, feet, mouth and nsfw. I would dare to say these are the best teachers if it comes to learning how to overlap shapes correctly. View Post

Studies and free poses

Hi!

Some of the sketches you'll get in the attachments are photo studies, some are spawned by my imagination (all of the yellow detailed ones and few others). Feel free to use them all as the reference to your sketches if you want to! 

[WARNING Studies_21_05_19  (5) file has a gore sketch in it]

Sketches from 2 to 7 are based on a gore roleplay i had with Old_Shoyo. Soon I'll post some more detailed yet kept in sfw...

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Taming + NSFW studies [censored]

 

There's something very strenghetning yet baring in changing your stance on matters as intimate as preferences. It doesn't come easily to admit it to yourself and even harder to explain it to others who used to know you as someone different. You may ask yourself: 

"Were the feelings i had before even true?" "Will i be seen as a liar if i admit that i changed my mind?" 

Fear of being rejected because of the new ideology, preference or belief can be really crip...

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Taming + NSFW studies

There's something very strenghetning yet baring in changing your stance on matters as intimate as preferences. It doesn't come easily to admit it to yourself and even harder to explain it to others who used to know you as someone different. You may ask yourself: 

"Were the feelings i had before even true?"
"Will i be seen as a liar if i admit that i changed my mind?" 

Fear of being rejected because of the new ideology, preference or belief can be really crippling and...

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Weekend [censored]

His sister and parents were travelling out of country to spend the weekend with some aunts and uncles. Family reunion that Patrick always loved and was looking forward to. Yet this time work forced him to stay, which was a bit convenient to the rest of the family, since they didn’t have to bring the dogs with them. Few days out of city as a housesitter would only be good for him either way.
Quiet fields, forests filled with chirping birds, scent of blooming flowers... and a good excuse t...

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Studies NSFW

I just relized that I still didn't post nasty versions of these~
So here you go guys!



I tend to jump in on google graphics to find a good reference, and to be honest, it's hard for me to find a bad one. My approach to studying figure drawing (no matter if it's sfw or not) is just to use whatever i see as a practice, do it often and never stop.

2019-05-13 08:57:33 +0000 UTC View Post

Update on laptop, sketches

Hey guys,

My laptop is still in fixing and will have to go through formatting. Fortunately most of my work files are safe on the other disk. I think it's time though to change the hardwere and get myself a new pc so I am able to record videos and stream at the same time. I'll be investing into it next month and until then (or until I'll get my laptop back) I'll be uploading from my phone.

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Bad news

I'm sad to inform you that my laptop has to go through some major repairs. I left it today in the most trusted hands of mr. Kuba in befriended electronics and repair store and hopefully i'll get it back around Friday but it's not yet sure.
I caught an awful virus that kept on slowing down everything, made my files open in the sluggish tempo, and unfortunately was able to steal data from me. After failing to get rid of it on my own i just had to give the case up to the professionals.
I'...

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