...can be initially a really taxing experience. I woke up struck by an idea. Clear vision of the character's personality and role in the developing story. Yet when I sat down to let the idea materialize itself on the paper, I realized it's not going to be so easy.
https://drive.google.com/open?id=15uZ6c_zBtFR5FeV72SMS5MgFbasiEmX7
First attempt got me so unsatisfied that I...
Hide your kids, hide your wife. I bring you whooping less than two minutes of a fishy dick drawing timelapse!
https://drive.google.com/open?id=13IlYpyphgXcO-whqz0mbvZbDGyjSlhxP
Plus the end result in the attachments!
Hey everyone!
Wanted to give MerMay a try plus test if my old laptop can still handle recording! And as you can see when you click in the link below - it can!
https://youtu.be/_Zdeen3sIho
Just as with the previous video - it's private for a week jut for you guys.
Later this week I'll upload a very short video of a drawing process of a NSFW version.
Thanks!
2019-05-03 20:41:19 +0000 UTC View PostHey!
Yesterday I sent you a link to a test video of my traditional sketching. So far it's made with my phone camera, and the quality of it is questionable. But to make it as enjoyable to watch as possible, I wanted your guys opinion about the recording angles. In this preview video ( https://youtu.be/W7g4ZB6qqsA ) you can see two of them, first from the above and the second one from the side. Does any of ...
Hey!
After few days of travelling to Poznań to see my friends and attend a convention, I'm back and bringing you some fresh first attempts of recording my sketching process! I made some videos of digital sketching in the past, but traditional field is something completely new to me. From now on you'll have to bare with my phone camera quality, but when I'll reach my next goal I'll improve my hardware and step up the game!
Link to the video - 2019-05-02 21:58:22 +0000 UTC
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Hi!
I'm happy to let you know that all of the postcards for the highest tier Patrons are ready to be sent! Doodles are sketched or post-it notes, coated and stuck on! But don't be scared, they're not gonna fly off since I'll be putting all the postcards in envelopes and put some hard cardboard inside so your local postman can't destroy your reward!
If it comes to scans: I'll be sending th...
2019-04-24 20:40:27 +0000 UTC View Post
In a situation as complicated as theirs, it was really convenient not to call this relationship anything specific. Nothing in their daily life resembled a conventional couple's interactions. Filip kept on being a brat, going out and showing up whenever he wanted to, claiming Patrick's flat in the city for his own when he needed. Compensating his stay with a beer or two and some fast food grabbed on his way there.
It was weirdly heartwarming to Patrick, seeing someone, who used to have such...
They agreed on doing this together. The thing was -they didn't agree on a time. Filip still remembered how good it felt few months ago, how connected he was to his own body and to everything that was affecting it. Sounds, smells... touch. He had a deep feeling of softness and love inside of him which was in a big contrast to his everyday attitude. Actually it was really hard for him to admit, that ever since then, he kept on craving to feel it again. He just needed to ask Patrick th...
2019-04-19 23:06:29 +0000 UTC View Post
Ok, so I don't know how it is with you, but I get over stimulated sometimes. It's really easy to piss me off with very tiny things that usually aren't even on a problem spectrum. When it happens I"m really bad at handling anger, and the easiest way for me to relax is to cut myself off from the world. No sounds, no visuals or lowering those to the bare minimum.
It's not so easy to be an assertive speaker at that time and it takes a lot of effort to stay calm and speak calmly. The worst thi...
Just a quick warning before we start: There's one very naked butt in the attached files, but i decided to throw it in for everyone to see since the visibility of the bits is very vague.
As a teenager Filip was quickly turning easily angered. Many of the mean comments his peers made were taken really seriously by him, and it affected his mood tremendously. He became very defensive in situations and was quick to pick up a fight. He grew up with a big sense of life being unfair, but it did...
2019-04-16 19:15:06 +0000 UTC View Post
A lot of people ask me how much time do I spend on drawing at daily basis. Hours my dudes. If I'm not in a creative mood, I just go straight to studying from references. Usually I get inspired to do something more creative along the way. Though, everyday is different, and I always try to remember that drawing is a process that will not always look the same. Sometimes I'll fall back, sometimes I'll create something that's out of my league, but the true vision of a progress is possible to be se...
2019-04-14 19:11:01 +0000 UTC View Post
One of the Instagram followers recently asked me about Filip's aftercare needs, and even though Filip sees himself as very independent and cold if it comes to emotional needs, an aftercare is an area that can't be overseen even by him. It would be futile and very harmful if he lied to himself about the topic that is obviously really important to him.
For many years he believed that not being heterosexual was a weakness if it came to men. His whole sense of identity wa...
2019-04-13 13:45:56 +0000 UTC View Post
One of the Instagram followers recently asked me about Filip's aftercare needs, and even though Filip sees himself as very independent and cold if it comes to emotional needs, an aftercare is an area that can't be overseen even by him. It would be futile and very harmful if he lied to himself about the topic that is obviously really important to him.
For many years he believed that not being heterosexual was a weakness if it came to men. His whole sense of identity was based upon ...
2019-04-12 22:20:25 +0000 UTC View Post
Hey there!
After few voice ups regarding inquiries about colored drawings of Filip, I decided to dig into my old folders, gather everything i could and put it all into one zip folder for you to grab.
It contains some censored content and one explicite drawing that is a detailed description of all piercing that Filip has (hence the dick shot in there). Despite that i decided to put it available to all patrons, so just please keep in mind that you will be flashed with on...
2019-04-12 10:26:24 +0000 UTC View Post
Few years ago i began to write a story surrounding two of my characters (Filip and Darek). At a time it wasn't only a one person endeavor. It progressed along the written role play between me and my friend. But now after a long break and decay of the friendship i decided to pick up my boys that i loved so dearly and bring them back to life. I always seen myself (and parts of my friends' personalities) in both of them even though they were almost the polar opposites.
Darek was anxi...
2019-04-10 19:37:56 +0000 UTC View Post
Hey there my peeps!
I hope you won't mind me jumping few years ahead in the scenes. Sometimes I'm just in a really good mood for drawing some dirty stuff. And there's no better way to do it than putting my boy in the middle of the action.
At this point he's still friends with Patrick, occasionally jumping straight back into status of fuck-buddies. They walked a long way together and even though Filip still prefers a pussy over a dick, he grew to appreciate Patrick's energy d...
2019-04-09 20:10:23 +0000 UTC View Post
Hey there my peeps!
I hope you won't mind me jumping few years ahead in the scenes. Sometimes I'm just in a really good mood for drawing some dirty stuff. And there's no better way to do it than putting my boy in the middle of the action.
At this point he's still friends with Patrick, occasionally jumping straight back into status of fuck-buddies. They walked a long way together and even though Filip still prefers a pussy over a dick, he grew to appreciate Patrick's energy d...
2019-04-09 18:44:49 +0000 UTC View Post
It took him few days of internal struggle to finally accept Patrick's offer of a more serious talk about what happened. Truth to be told, he had no one else to talk to on the topic of his sexuality, plus Pat was really relaxed about bringing up the subject. He was older and more experienced, to him nothing seemed like a big deal. Always reliable, honest, and assertive, almost a complete opposite of Filip. Maybe this is why teenager didn't feel threatened or provoked to put his guard up. Inste...
2019-04-08 15:16:13 +0000 UTC View Post
[Warning: drugs, sex]
After that night Filip didn't know what to think. They've both been mixing substances, getting completely smashed and perceiving the reality in very unexpected ways. At least that's how he tried to evade the insistent thoughts of his perception about life changing. That night impacted his outlook on many things, left a giant breach in a wall he was building persistently for many many years. Would this one experience change him to the point he'll become weak and pat...
2019-04-07 18:05:56 +0000 UTC View Post
People have many different ways of going through artblock. Mine is doing studies and figure drawings. Even though I'm definitely not a master of the technique itself, i really enjoy doing drawings based on gesture or "enveloping" (you can read more about that here https://www.thedrawingsource.com/drawing-figures.html ).
When my hand can't follow my idea that usually means I can't...
2019-04-06 19:31:00 +0000 UTC View Post
[TRIGGER WARNING borderline rape]
Filip's first true job was being a stagehand - work that was given to him by a friend of a friend. At the beginning he wasn't given much information about the sets he was working on. Truth to be told he was mostly there just to pack up the car and unload the heavy crates. He didn't ask many questions, since the payment was fairly big compared to the amount of job he had to do. He was 17 at the time.
During his first year, tea was spilled, and he g...
Hi there!
Thank you for deciding to support me and my scribbles! I feel very grateful for each and every one of you! As a token of my gratitude I would like to keep you spoiled with my sketches and art. I hope it will keep you inspired and motivated to pick up your pencil and create something that will make you and people around you happy.
My doodles tend to skew into heavily NSFW areas but the pack I want to share with you in ...
2019-04-04 21:29:28 +0000 UTC View Post
This is why you didn't get what you wanted for Christmas! Because naughty kids like you know how to treat themselves all over the year! Santa can't make you happy, but this folder can.
Hi!
I serve you the goods. This time unusually in a zip file, because I know you've been waiting for many drawings to be uncensored!
Enjoy!