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gratitude

a friend /

to myself /

a safe home /

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how curious

the body always /

wants you /

to be /

curious /

about her /

curious /

like a child /

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july diary + experiments

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i meet You

I meet you here

Meet you there

Nowhere

Do I know

Who you are

Each time

Each moment

We meet

For the first time

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clear ground

Rest in a natural way like a small child.

Rest like an ocean without waves.

Rest within clarity like a candle flame.

Rest without self-concerns like a human corpse.

Rest unmoving like a mountain.

- Milarepa

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[self portrait, many new moons ago]…

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becoming one with lillies

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holy solstice

more to come from this series. grateful to create with this human.

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went out into the woods again

nature has no shame, i notice. “to feel the front pelvis open, cultivate a sense of shamelessness. think of what it felt like to have no shame, like a baby or a fetus.” —dr. rose erin vaughan

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aham prema

grateful to have best friends/angels who are my teachers. thank you for teaching me…♾️

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body

is home

earth

is home


to objectify

earth body

is to be

blind


may we see

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integration (iii)

The reason we deepen formal practice is so that we can really work with the emotional states and turbulent thoughts that make us suffer. So that inside there's something real going on, that you can then use to effect change in the world around you. So you can be one with disease, your prison cell, your depression. That's yoga, in the biggest, most intimate sense. Yoga just means not trying to be one with something other than what's right here.

It's being fully yoked to your...

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heart II

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the middle way is the path of the Heart

self portraits in my dear heart friend’s home.

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june peony dream

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self study

sometimes

i taste

the nectar

on the edge

of this knife

mind


sometimes

i bleed

and bleed

crimson

beautiful

terrible!


noticing

the ambrosia

and the blood

ripple out

cyclic

perfect


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a year ago

a year ago, for hours in silence, a friend painted Tara on my body. her name means star. she is the essence of liberation.

life is hard. through it all, she guides me. the star of Liberation.

“When requesting Tara to free us, we are actually calling upon our inner Tara—the seeds of our own wisdom and compassion.”

Through practice over a long period of time, we generate the wisdom that realizes emptiness, and through meditating on this, the mind is cleansed of defile...

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jai kali

Kali is a tornado. Kali is the Eye of the storm, on fire. Black Kali, the pregnant moon, Kali the seductress sun, swallowing the moon—herself—whole. Kali Mom, Kali the Father.

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II.

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I. 🌞

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reindeer heart.

The birth of the warrior is like the first growth of the reindeer’s horns. At first, the horns are very soft and almost rubbery. . . . When a reindeer first grows its horns, it doesn’t know what to use them for. It must feel very awkward to have those soft lumpy growths on your head. But then the reindeer begins to realize that it should have horns: that horns are a natural part of being a reindeer. In the same way, when the human being first gives birth to the tender heart of warrior...

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the light and the dark are the same.

yoga is the unbuilding of the story you’ve made up.

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hatha yoga is to understand the body/mind, only to realize you’re not either of them. there’s something beyond that’s animating, illuminating body/mind.

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the Heart leads one beyond.

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today i heard these words from a great teacher. it is helpful to remind myself these things, as someone who loves storytelling and passion. there must be a middle ...

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move like water

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dandelion mandala.

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to bloom again

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be .

‘your duty is to Be

not to be this


or that’

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psychic landscape

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quintessence

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end of april reflections.

“the mind is like mercury”

electric and powerful

can be toxic/poisonous

can be used to extract gold (essence)

amalgamates with the elements (body)

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direct the spine with the eyes

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second half of hyacinth series

do you prefer black and white, or color?

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suppression becomes expression

half the series …….. other half coming ✨🌙🏹

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