LeeAllure

Service Summer School - Week Four

July is my annual Month of Service, and for 2023 I’m inviting anyone who wants to participate to complete weekly assignments relating to service. Weekly assignments will be posted on Saturdays (or sometimes Mondays!); on each of the 5 Mondays in July I’ll be sharing links to various service-related files and such, so make sure you check back to see what’s new!

Month of Service Week Four Assignment

In week one I asked you to assess your own skills. In week two, I asked you to...

Devious Unconscious (332DC)

Which part of you is in charge of getting things done?                           

This file teaches your unconscious mind to be devious in helping you accomplish things that you might have been avoiding without you knowing until after those things are done.

2023-07-21 13:00:10 +0000 UTC View Post

Service Summer School Curriculum - Week Three

Last week you started to learn about obedience. The week before that, you explored what it would be like to be lost in submission.

For week three, I'd like you to study my thoughts on submission.

A Treatise on Submission

This file is normally only available to Patrons pledging the "Trance Junkie" level but will be available to all Patrons for the res...

Service Summer School - Week Three

Summer school is now in session!

July is my annual Month of Service, and for 2023 I’m inviting anyone who wants to participate to complete weekly assignments relating to service. Weekly assignments will be posted on Saturdays; on each of the 5 Mondays in July I’ll be sharing links to various service-related files and such, so make sure you check back to see what’s new!

Month of Service Week Three Assignment

In week one I asked you to assess your own skills. Last week, ...

Alice-esque (331DC)

What does your Wonderland look like?                             

This file invites you to join me on a visit to a fantasy land that might seem very familiar to you, but then again might not. We'll explore themes of imagination through the metaphor of Alice in Wonderland play, and create a talisman for you to keep if you so desire.

2023-07-14 13:00:08 +0000 UTC View Post

Service Summer School Curriculum - Week Two

Last week you explored what it's like to be lost in submission. This week, you will learn about obedience. Or perhaps more about obedience!

Obedience

Enjoy Obedience

If you weren't a Patron in 2021, you might have missed these f...

Service Summer School - Week Two

Summer school is officially in session!

July is my annual Month of Service, and for 2023 I’m inviting anyone who wants to participate to complete weekly assignments relating to service. Weekly assignments will be posted on Saturdays (or sometimes Mondays!); on each of the 5 Mondays in July I’ll be sharing links to various service-related files and such, so make sure you check back to see what’s new!

Month of Service Week Two Assignment

Last week I asked you to assess y...

Forest, Trees (320DC)

Find some perspective to aid you in completing tasks.

This self-care file uses a forest and gaming metaphor to help you learn to identify potential obstacles and prioritize necessary tasks.

https://www.dropbox.com/s/jeveff04o4ne778/320DC%20Forest%2C%20Trees.mp3?dl=0

Service Summer School Curriculum

If you weren't a Patron in 2019, you might have missed this post: https://www.patreon.com/posts/30869254

Lost in Submission is the first entry in the Service Summer School Curriculum, and is available to all of you!

Month of Service - Week One

Summer school is officially in session!

July is my annual Month of Service, and for 2023 I’m inviting anyone who wants to participate to complete weekly assignments relating to service. Weekly assignments will be posted on Saturdays; on each of the 5 Mondays in July I’ll be sharing links to various service-related files and such, so make sure you check back to see what’s new!

Month of Service Week One Assignment

What kind of skills do you think you have that would be o...

No Worries (67DC)

There are some things in your life that it might be better to just set aside. 

This month's free-to-all file is about self-care and guides you in creating a space where those things can be put where they won't affect you so much, and you can concentrate on the things that are really important to you.

https://www.dropbox.com/s/0g60ist58emzhc9/67DC%20No%20Worries.mp3?dl=0<...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 30 - Part 6 (The Last Part.)

You step off the train with confidence. You don’t know what your new location will look like, but you know exactly where you’ve been – on the road to serving LeeAllure. And sure enough, she’s waiting there for you on the platform. You approach her, and she reaches out and casually touches your forehead.

“And you can find now that this moment right now, where I am touching your forehead, is a moment that is happening in every branch of this story, and as you feel that touch, yo...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 30 - Part 5

Before you’d ever brought it up to her, you’d wanted to submit to LeeAllure. And now, here you are, on your knees for her in at least two branches of reality. They’re all starting to blend together now in your mind anyway, but you know that before your journey can be truly done you need to go back to the train.

The train where, even though you now know it’s all a fantasy, you feel more real than you do anywhere else. The train on a journey to… somewhere… even if you’re not...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 30 - Part 4

You and Lee, having finished the negotiation about how the great, four-track brainwashing will be structured, are finally ready to begin.  She directs you to sit in your most comfortable chair, with your legs spread and your arms on the armrests, and your head supported by a pillow to keep you from straining your neck muscles.  On a table nearby are several bottles of water, a notebook, and a microrecorder.

She drops you into a trance using her normal trigger (deep sleep) and ...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 30 - Part 3

“I know that for you it feels as if it’s been many days that we’ve been doing this, and right now I’d like you to recall that some time ago I asked you to think about the skills that you are most confident about, the things that you know you do very well, the things that are the first things you think of when you say you want to serve me.

“And I asked you to set those skills aside for a little while, to forget about them so that you could concentrate on a different type of ski...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 30 - Part 2

Lee continues speaking, her words perfectly understandable, even though you are seeing and feeling them instead of hearing them.

“It might surprise you, right now, anyway, when you aren’t remembering much of anything that happened before we started this experiment, to find out that we’ve known each other for quite some time. And when we, mutually, of course mutually, decided that you’d start to serve me, it was a wonderful opportunity to experiment with a little bit of brainwash...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 30 - Part 1

"Open the door to pleasure.”

You expect something to happen. To be transported into your memory, back to the train, to be consumed again by the spiral, but…

…but nothing changes. You’re still in your internal mindscape of colors and sensations, where when Lee speaks you see it and feel it rather than hear it with your ears. At least now you understand what is happening; Lee must have given you your mind back at some point.

And then the waves of color begin.

Eve...

Chalkboard (303DC)

Whose suggestions will be strongest for you?                                    

This empowerment file uses the metaphor of a chalkboard to teach your unconscious mind how to accept its own influence as stronger than anyone else's, as long as you remember whose chalkboard it is in the first place.  

Cont...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 29 - Part 5

You continue to kneel, deeply in trance, and chant “I kneel for Lee” in a quiet, even voice. If all of you weren't so focused on the mantra, some part of you might notice that even though Lee has dropped you back into trance, that feeling of compliant docility that came with the water has not returned.  You are doing this task not because you have to, but because you want to.

Your body is still slightly swaying in time with another chant inside your mind, the endless ‘yes’ ...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 29 - Part 4

Once you are on your knees, you simply wait to be told what to do next.

Lee just looks at you. Assessing. Evaluating.

“While you do look good on your knees, some people just look better that way and I think you’re one of them, I’m not sure you’re quite ready for that yet. Stand up.”

Somehow, you go from kneeling to standing with nothing in between. (Yes.)

‘You see, doing things just because I’ve told you to do them is wonderful to a point. But it’s not ...

As the title says... THANK YOU!

I think you all really liked being able to participate in your own brainwashing* this month, and all the brainwashing files released! I really enjoyed seeing all your responses, and in discovering where the story was going to take you. 

You may or may not know that I've been in the middle of remodeling my kitchen for far too long (I was going to start in June, 2020, but the pandemic put a kibosh on that!), and that part of the kitchen remodel was reorganizing a lot of other stuff i...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 29 - Part 3

Lee looks thoughtful. “Let’s see. Pay close attention now – I’m going to give you some tasks to do, and even though you’re in trance, and pretty deeply in trance still, certainly as deep as you need to be or as you want to be in order for all of this to feel really, properly, great – I’m going to give you tasks and you’re going to find that physically you’ll have no problem performing them with the same amount of dexterity you’d have if you were completely awake.

“...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 29 - Part 2

The coolness of the water spreads over your tongue and, as you swallow, a corresponding feeling of docility sweeps over you. Not apathy; you’re interested and invested in what’s happening, but somehow you feel as if the next thing that happens will be the right thing to happen, if Lee is in charge of it.

It feels just the tiniest bit like being drunk (suggestible) or even sleep-deprived (suggestible) - like everything in the world will be so easy to navigate now that you know where ...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 29 - Part 1

Open the next door, and remember what you’ve already experienced – a pleasant evening spent at my home, with dinner and conversation. It all began with a glass of water to refresh you after a long journey, and nothing unusual happened.

Or did it?

You can just find yourself there again, sitting in my kitchen, a glass of water in your hand, and my voice is in your mind, even if your ears don’t realize it.

(“Agreement can be a very powerful thing. That acknowledgement t...