Back after a brief hiatus, you can’t really see it here but I got some new ink and one specific spot got super pissed off and ended up being infected for a bit. It’s fine now and healing well but I couldn’t work out for several days and it did suck, but I maintained my weight so I’m back into it strong. Second image is especially cool to me bc as someone that carries most of their body weight in their glutes and thighs I’ve found it very hard to get mass there without losing definit...
2024-02-18 06:54:25 +0000 UTC
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you know what they say about grey sweatpants… I’m not wearing any though and I’m not a dude so I guess you’ll have to be ok with this set instead 🤧 I’m testing out some stretch poses for a future cosplay shoot I’d like to do, kinda want to make a monster girl/ dnd character or smthn and I think these would be neat.
2024-02-18 06:54:23 +0000 UTC
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I don’t usually make posts public, but I’m excited to start seeing the mass and definition finally work together after bulking so hard. Plus I thought it’d be worth giving y’all an idea of what to expect!
2024-02-18 06:46:10 +0000 UTC
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So I had stopped leg pressing for many months after getting sick, partially out of respect for my body and partially out of fear for how much strength Id lost, but now that (knock on wood) I’m a little more stable health wise I’m back at it again. As much as I love the leg extension I really don’t think there’s any substitute for super heavy presses like that, and since squatting kills my knees I prefer to leg press instead.
Last year when I was heavier, I was moving four or fi...
2024-02-09 05:43:25 +0000 UTC
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The scale at the gym is broken at the moment so I have no idea what I weigh, but I’ve been hitting some heavy leg press and I’ve added the hip thrust thingie to my split and Im definitely happy to have some mass back in my quads and glutes. Ngl that was my least favorite part of the weight loss, they apprehended my bakery, stole my cake if you will. Horrendous.
2024-02-09 05:25:57 +0000 UTC
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I have 0 practical purpose for this outfit these days but it’s so sick tbh, it’s giving brittany if she was alt and lifted
2024-02-05 01:28:12 +0000 UTC
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I said I would never compete in any sort of phisique shows because of how unhealthy the mentality surrounding them is, and I did mean that, but that doesn’t mean the poses aren’t a lot of fun! I have a long way to go but I’m happy to finally bring back some of the mass even if it’s not all the way
2024-02-05 01:24:13 +0000 UTC
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Some of y’all may remember me saying I really wanted to revamp my bayonetta cosplay and I’m still planning on it, wanted to try the makeup out to get the full picture before I invest in a better bodysuit
2024-01-26 06:01:20 +0000 UTC
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I didn’t post a lot of these bc I already posted too much shit lmao, water retention sucks but it makes me feel yuge so I’ll allow it
2024-01-26 04:09:31 +0000 UTC
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125lbs of schmeat babey let’s go. Going to try and maintain this while I push in the gym and once I’m fully back into the swing of things I’ll continue putting on weight
2024-01-21 04:51:43 +0000 UTC
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Dudeee this cosplay is so sick and I wanna skate in it so bad but it’s paper thin😭😭😭Hopefully I can find a way to make it wearable with maybe a white cami or smthn but y’all can enjoy it for now
2024-01-18 04:46:41 +0000 UTC
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I’m going to be so real I hate camel toe with a passion, but these turned out so well otherwise I feel like it’s a crime to not post them
2024-01-17 20:58:26 +0000 UTC
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One of y’all was kind enough to provide this piece, and I’ve been itching to try it out but I really wanted to meet my weight goal before I did so I could do it justice. As of last night I am back up to 125lbs which has been my goal for a while now! Hoping to stabilize it over the next month or so whenever I get this appointment over with
2024-01-17 20:56:25 +0000 UTC
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I swear half the reason I post the same three poses is bc I’d get bonked by insta if I did ANYTHING where my arms were visible. On a gym account. Shoutout to that account scarmother or whatever that basically glorifies them in every post and gets put on explore for it, anyway. Last one is probably good art reference Id imagine
2024-01-07 02:42:39 +0000 UTC
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Don’t think I forgot about y’all. It’s actually crazy to me how quickly my back loses definition with so little weight gain. I don’t even know what my body’s process is in terms of weight distribution at this point cause this shit is WACK. I do enjoy feeling big again though
2024-01-05 23:54:58 +0000 UTC
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Little definition/mass update. Managed to get up to 124lbs last time I checked in. The migraines have been kicking my ass but I’m progressing regardless
2024-01-05 23:51:44 +0000 UTC
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I’ll be real the only reason I’m still in possession of the bakery is purely genetics. Definitely hoping to regain some mass there this month 😅
2023-12-31 01:56:06 +0000 UTC
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Ringing in the new year with a final update. Managed to get back to 123lbs this weeks and I’m still cooking, turns out I might also be dealing with a thyroid issue that may be causing the weight loss but who can say until the appointment in January. Anyway here’s some pics from tonight’s stretch sesh and an ab update, we’ll see how long they last with this bulk🥴
2023-12-31 01:54:01 +0000 UTC
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You armpit and feet people deserve christmas too I guess
2023-12-21 04:37:57 +0000 UTC
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Been saving this one for christmas, but since I’ll be visiting family I’ll give it to y’all early!
2023-12-21 04:34:43 +0000 UTC
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Finally in between trips so I wanted to get a shoot up in Cammy!
2023-12-10 04:15:49 +0000 UTC
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Don’t post much flexibility shit anymore so here’s a lil bit!
2023-12-10 04:15:31 +0000 UTC
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This one will never see a con I fear
2023-12-10 03:42:46 +0000 UTC
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Provided by one of y’all in fact! It fits perfectly actually I was very surprised, it’s not really christmas themed but I do wanna do a shoot in it
2023-12-10 03:41:55 +0000 UTC
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This is a full breakdown of my weight and body comp over the years with captions. The most shocking to me is that I weighed more in 2021 at my peak of strength than I did in high school by about 20lbs and the replacement of fat with muscle meant I had more ab definition at 150lbs than 135lbs. And that I weigh the same now as I did when I was at the worst of the mcas and I am healthy and comfortable again.
2023-12-06 04:50:27 +0000 UTC
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A little physique update, same weight as when I was sick but redistributed! First christmas photoshoot coming soon btw!
2023-12-06 03:46:53 +0000 UTC
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Y’all already kno why I can’t post these but the proportions are SICK
2023-12-03 05:15:12 +0000 UTC
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I like this middle ground between super cut and softer abs a lot actually, and my weight seems to be steady around 124lbs these days so that’s good
2023-11-30 05:01:06 +0000 UTC
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Got some weight to gain back but not nearly as bad as last time I got sick, as least I didn’t lose all my quads and ass this time 😭
2023-11-30 04:57:25 +0000 UTC
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This month has been an absolute nightmare jesus. Between cramming to finish PH in three days, getting sick at the con, then having a flare up when I got back, then getting better a day before a concert, then leaving the next day for thanksgiving shit has been absolutely wild.
I have still not gotten a conclusive answer on the health condition as the blood work was inconclusive, but we suspect that it’s MCAS (A stress related histamine response condition common in people with POTS, a...
2023-11-27 01:18:01 +0000 UTC
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