Sorry Seems to Be the Only Word I Know - F4A - Romantic Angst - She Still Loves You But Knows She’s Hurt You

I didn’t plan what I was going to say. I thought if I just saw you, it would come naturally. But now I’m sitting here, choking on everything I never said when I should have, holding back tears I pretended didn’t exist. I lost you, not because you gave up, but because I pushed you so far away you had to protect yourself. And now I’m asking you to look at me again, listen to me fall apart, and maybe, maybe still find something left worth loving.

✧･ﾟ Meet the Players ･ﾟ✧

🧑‍🎤 Speaker Teaser

I let everything else matter more than you, and by the time I realised it, you were already gone. I’m not proud. I’m just... here, hoping I’m not too late.

🎧 Listener Teaser

You were always the calm in the mess I created. And now you’re the silence I can’t bear, the maybe that keeps me awake, the only one I want to hear say my name again.

✧ Filed Under: This Is What You’re In For ✧

[F4A] Sorry Seems To Be the Only Word I Know [Romance][Psychological][Ex Girlfriend Roleplay][Breakup Aftermath][Still Wearing Your Jumper][I Know I Hurt You, but I Still Love You][We Argued Because I Was Exhausted, Not Because I Stopped Caring][I Came Home and You Were Just Gone][This Is Not an Ultimatum, It’s a Plea][if You Let Me Try Again, I’ll Do Better][Please Pretend This Is Going Well][You’re Not Saying Anything and That’s So Much Worse][Can We Skip the Part Where You Hate Me][I’m Talking Too Much, Aren’t I][It’s Not a Manipulation, I Just Miss You][Yes, I Called Everyone, Even Your Sister][Work Got Me a Promotion and Lost Me You][Frantic][Remorseful][Vulnerable][Messy][Overwhelmed][Emotional][Unravelling][Hopeful][Resigned][Lost][Heavy][Yearning][No Right To Ask, Still Asking][Nothing Left but I Miss You][Exes to Something][You Were the One Who Got Away and She Knows It Now][Came Back To Say Sorry but Ended up Saying I Love You][Exes to Something][Too Late Confession][I Never Stopped Loving You][if This Is Closure, It Hurts More Than Goodbye][I’ve Practised This in My Head a Hundred Times, and None of It Came Out Right]

⚠︎ Read Me Before You Regret It ⚠︎

Trigger Warnings: emotional distress, relationship breakdown, guilt, abandonment, anxiety, codependency

✧ Just One Question... ✧

I know, I know. After everything, you probably have loads. But if you had to pick one... what’s the one thing you’d actually want me to answer?

I’ll try not to cry. No promises.

• ❓“Why didn’t you just tell me you were struggling?”

• 🕰️ “When exactly did you stop being happy with me?”

• 🧠 “Did you even think about how I felt?”

• 💔 “Was it all work... or was there someone else?”

• 💬 “Why now?”

• 🚪 “Why didn’t you run after me when I left?”