~The Hobbit: Thorin Oakenshield X Listener NSFW: Awake~ {Patreon Exclusive}

Trying to relieve yourself of pent up sexual frustration is hard enough when there are 13 dwarves and a Hobbit around you constantly. It's even harder when the leader of said company finds out why you're awake....

Contains: Masturbation, Dirty Talk, Implied Voyeurism, Reassurance, Comfort, Petname (Jewel), Teasing, 

In correlation with this month's theme, I thought it would be easier to have Thorin being the one to also harbor a want for the listener, but his bravery in the face of relationships and such is bolstered under the cover of night and also the cover of teasing, and I hope I got that across. Thanks for your patience with this audio everyone and how finicky I was with the character choice. I hope you all enjoy!

P.S. Richard Armitage it is unfair how deep and lovely your voice is

~Audio Transcript Below~

*Fade In*

Thorin: You should be resting. Sleep is a precious commodity, and you should take it when the opportunity is given…..

*pause*

Many things, however, it is my shift of watch….hence why I am awake now.

*pause*

*sighs softly* You have been…….very…...helpful…..in these past weeks. I would not…..did not expect it from you…...however I must admit that I am…….grateful….that you are here…..and continue to be here…...for the Company…..

*pause*

Yes, the Company……

*long pause*

*sighs*

…..I know that…..I do not say it often enough, to anyone…..to my kin…..because I believe that they know and they understand…..but I…..appreciate your efforts. You were not called, you were not required to be here…..not ever required to stay on this mission…..and yet……

Here you still are…

*pause*

As you can see, there are not many who would gamble on an expedition such as this…..

In my eyes…...you have more bravery, more loyalty, and more sense of duty than any of the Iron Hills who would not come when their kin called for aide. 

I could stand to say it more, I am aware…..so I say it now. I appreciate you, and Bilbo, those who were not necessarily called or, Mahal…...even wanted at the start…..but you came nontheless…..and continue to surprise…and prove yourselves….

*chuckles softly*

If you told the rest of the Company in the light of day, they would claim that you were dreaming…..

*pause*

Although there might be those who would believe…..

*pause*

And what, I wonder, keeps you awake? What has led you to where you sit now?

*pause*

What is that?

*longer pause*

Were you?

*soft, almost disbelieving breath* 

I see…...out of all of the things that could keep one awake on our journey…...and this…..is what it is…..

*swallows softly*

And here I thought you were kept awake by thoughts of fear, or what we may encounter next, of what other force in Middle Earth could possibly be sent our way….but instead…..

*softly* You are here... pleasuring yourself……

*pause*

I suppose I can sympathize…..there is not much for privacy when it comes to the road here…...we all have wants…..we all have desires…..it is only natural……

*pause*

It is not uncommon for warriors or soldiers to share a bed roll with one another to find comfort, to stave off the thoughts of war or death for just one night…...I have been aware of it more than once……

*pause*

And that…..is a brave question…...You shirk away, embarrassed by finding relief with yourself, and yet you have the boldness to ask whether or not I have been more than just, ‘aware’ of the goings one with those I have fought with.

*pause*

I am not a stupid Dwarf…….and I know that you are aware of that fact…..

*pause*

Do not think I have not seen the way that you look at me…….I thought it strange at first…...perhaps it was that you did so with all of our company, unexposed to Dwarves you may be…...and yet….the more time that has passed…..the more I have come to realize that it is not that…...it is me……

And now with this……my suspicions are all but confirmed……

*pause*

You desire me……

*pause*

‘Admire’? Well…..this is quite the peculiar way to show your…..admiration……

*pause*

I have a question for you….

What, I wonder, would you do…..if I were to…

*pause*

Reciprocate?

*pause*

*chuckles lowly* The stain of red upon your cheeks tells me all that your mouth does not.

Answer me this…

Do you yearn for my touch, for my attention??

*pause*

*breathes softly*

Then you shall have it……

Settle back…..we do not have much room here…..

*chuckles softly*

Oh no…..this is not a dream…..

*pause*

I will prove it so…..

*softly*

Move, just slightly….yes…..like that…..

Now…...like this…..*wet noises*

*whispers* Hush now…….we musn’t wake the rest of the Company

*wet noises*

You were fairly riled up, weren’t you? You knew that I was awake and on watch, didn’t you? How long did you look at me? How long did you lust for me? How long did you pleasure yourself with your own hands, unbeknownst to me?

*chuckles* I did not think that it was possible for your face to grow any redder….

*lowly* I was wrong…..

*faster wet noises*

Ah--*noises stop*

Am I going to need to put my hand over your mouth so that you stay quiet?

*pause*

Good……

*wet noises resume*

*panting breathing*

You……*sighs* You are fascinating....breathtaking…..

How close were you? Did you think that you could get away with this without making a sound? I wonder…..have there been nights, where you were not caught? Or was this the first? Were you so wound up that you find you could not take it any longer, and that you needed some sort of release, some sort of comfort or good feelings on this weary and dangerous road?

What do you think of, when you pleasure yourself? How many times did you fantasize this exact moment, wishing against all your perceived hope that this would happen? And now that it is happening, you cannot wrap your mind around it.

This is not a fantasy……*lowly* And you are not the only one with hopes that seem beyond reach.

You bite your lip so tightly, so strongly, almost enough to draw blood because it is all you can do to contain the noises you so desperately want to make…..Here…..Here…..closer…...come closer to me…..put your head here…..so that I may murmur in your ear and take your noise against my neck…..

How I wish I could hear your passion at it’s full volume…...I will not lie…..the idea that you desire me so greatly……I cannot deny the sense of power and desire its sets off in my own blood…..

Come…..come for me now my jewel…...take the comfort and release you so desperately need….

Now…..now……

*lowly but slightly panting* For me…….please…..

*wet noises cease*

Breath…...breath…….relax…...allow me to take your weight…..

*breathing*

Hush…..hush now…..

*pause*

What I would like…..is for you to close your eyes…..and sleep…..

*pause*

*sighs* No….no, I did not do this to appease you or exhaust you further…..do you take me for a Dwarf who would do that?

I know it must all seem glamorous to you...a king…..a lost treasure and kingdom…but in all reality....it is nothing more than a desperate bid for home…..a bid that has led me here…..with those whom I trust more than the worth of all of the gold in that mountain….

You are included in that…..

*sighs* I do not wish for you to regret anything…...So, please, close your eyes, and rest. And when the morning comes and you find yourself relieved and seeking nothing more, then nothing more shall happen. If you find the opposite…we shall talk, whenever we have the time…..

*pause*

I swear to you on my honor….as the rightful ruler of Erebor……

*soft kiss* Now sleep…..