To assess my energy leaks.
I’ve spent the last couple of days away from social media. It has been SURREAL!
In only 2 days I have reached for my phone too many times to count, prepared to engage in some sort of insta battle on socials, only to remember that I no longer have that overwhelming responsibility. Each time, I stop to see those apps have disappeared from my screen. I then go straight to my duo lingo and practice my Spanish for the 30 minutes I would have wasted worrying what the throngs of compubots thought of me. My stress level is evening out, my sleep is more restful, my desire to self medicate is lessening, my acute BiPolar state is loosening it’s grip. I’m finding myself enjoying moments instead of capturing them in photo to post. I find myself much less concerned with the approval of loved ones and strangers. In short, I feel less crazy and more focused.
It’s becoming clear to me how much time I have wasted on Instagram alone. Time I can never get back. It’s clear how our world keeps us busy with focusing on our insecurities and arguing on line to keep us from focusing on digging deep to do the hard work of self discovery and dissecting outdated governmental, educational and social systems.
It’s clear that social media is a war tactic. I won’t return. But I will stay with you here where we support and inspire eachother💗
Thank you for being there for me.
I appreciate you.
I’m learning things💗
Carlos
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