You're so beautiful, and you're all mine [Friends to Lovers] ["Good Girl"]

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Script: Coldtofu

Summary: You keep telling me about the dates you’re going on, and it’s making me jealous…

Tags: [M4F] [Friends to Lovers] [Jealous] [Possessive] [MDom] [Plenty of Kissing] [Brief Cunnilingus] [Missionary] [Affectionate] [Aftercare]

(art by horsetail_mama)
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En's Weekly Thoughts: 

I've always been someone who's greatly appreciated it when my friends look to me as a sort of role model. I've always taken great pride in the whole idea that I'm living by example with how much some of my friends look to me for guidance when it comes to making important decisions, especially about other people in their lives or their own values.

I think me taking pride in it specifically stems from the fact that I feel like I was raised by my parents with a certain hateful and selfish attitude about the world. My parents are first-generation immigrants and so all they really cared about in terms of instilling values in me was making money, having a family -- all the typical nuclear family bullshit that I find stifling. I don't necessarily begrudge them for this but I'm obviously my own person and I would like to live my life the way I want to. And I think there was definitely a part of me that wanted to still live up to these ideals when I was younger. It was disconnecting from all of this in my late teens and 20s that I started to feel like I started living for myself, but also started becoming incredibly depressed about how the world doesn't cater to those kinds of whims to want to be free.

This is really to say that it's taken forever to get to where I am now in terms of development, and I'm still someone who's learning. I stress community and mutual aid more than making it big as a content creator, and I've always approached everything I do this way. In my view, you should always be wary of people who are too focused on numbers and growth more than anything else, because it speaks to a very unchecked view that bigger numbers are inherently a good thing or that it equals more validation. It's so empty and pointless in the end to focus on that stuff.

I just really wanted to rant very vaguely about some stuff happening my life. Hope this suffices. Luv y'all. Thank you all for your support.

As always, catch me on Twitch being goofy 'cause that's where most of my attention (outside of my 9-5 job) goes.
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Special Thanks

Overlords: Elvellia | Riosjude

Supremes: Adriel Reinsley | Alastor Trinh | Josh Bautista | Nani | Sleepy Seaweed | Vade Vafurous