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Fcking Her* in the Club [Taboo] [Protective]

Added 2024-10-23 15:42:23 +0000 UTC

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Script: Coldtofu

Summary: I catch you at a sex club, and decide to give you what you came for...

(art by ratatatat74)
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En's Weekly Thoughts:

I'm sitting in a work meeting literally right now with this picture of a giant boner above me as I pretend to pay attention to what my bosses and coworkers are saying. Anyway, how are you all doing? I've been on vacation for the past week and I felt super refreshed to want to work on stuff when I got back.

I have this idea in my head that, since I'm primarily known for being the gross-out guy on YouTube as well as that very loud and annoying Vtuber on Twitch, that I kind of want to develop this reputation where people can expect a different side of me wherever I go. I'm sure it's mostly just an ego thing of wanting other people to ultimately recognize me for my hard work, but I also just think I'm a little tired of being pigeon-holed into either of those two categories I mentioned above.

Do you think there's anything inherently wrong with me trying to achieve recognition in that kind of aspect? I'm always trying to round out everything I say in terms of all the ills in the world as being indicative of a greater problem of the sick capitalist society we live in that cares more about insulating the people at the very top rather than actually working towards the greater wellness of people in general, so I can recognize that there's something a little arrogant in wanting to carve out a niche in that context. But I really just think ultimately I want people to recognize me for being multi-faceted, and that that's ultimately just a human thing to want to be seen as.

I hope none of what I just said was overly flowery or made no sense. I'm just saying that it's a consistent kind of tension in my mind where I try to balance wanting to do something that I realize will be self-fulfilling for me with also trying not to be too much of someone who capitalizes on the power structures in this world that naturally disempower certain other people, 'cause I do recognize I am extremely privileged to be where I am. Like, there are plenty of other people with the same ambitions as I have that are more deserving -- who's to say it should be me? I don't know.

I should probably go back to focusing on this work meeting instead of pondering these things. I hope you all have a great week ahead. Luv y'all.

As always, catch me on Twitch being goofy 'cause that's where most of my attention (outside of my 9-5 job) goes.
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