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Maya Ben David
Maya Ben David

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A tentative hello!

I recently went to a furry convention and feel buoyed by the people I met there. Furry art is better art. I’ve had a hard couple of weeks. There’s been a huge influx of men harassing me online. They even found my email and started sending me explicit messages on there. I’ve removed my email from social media, and my website is under construction until I figure out how to feel about this. The furry convention made me feel grounded and like I was part of a greater conversation. You also do this for me. You might find this funny, but my therapist told me to thank you. I talk about Patreon a lot in therapy. About how there are people I really admire who chat with me and give me great ideas. Even those of you who strictly want to look at cute photos have class. 

For those of you who recently joined my Patreon, I’m a little wary of you. My Patreon has always been a really cozy and special place for me to flesh out ideas and express myself with little pinup photos. Just to get this out there, I prefer for people to interact with my pinup pictures with curiosity and to share their own experiences. As opposed to asking for more. It makes me feel better to know you.

I don’t have an OnlyFans. Although I deeply respect people who work in that field. I post this style of pinup pictures because sexiness is like a special interest to me. I’ve always been obsessed with it. I make art regularly, but I only post those kinds of pics when I feel inspired and excited about a new garment. Like a bullet bra! I don’t think of those photos as part of a business. I don’t have the dynamic with patrons where I flirt to get more tips or something like that. I like being friends and nerding out about things. This is my rat cage, and we have a special culture here!

I like to send new patrons free postcards. I've been a little anxious to message people lately. I think I am ready. If you would like a cute Scrumpt Runt postcard, check out my pinned post, then shoot me a message telling me which one you would like :)

Thank you for being my friend and looking after me. 

-Your rat 

Comments

I'm very sorry to hear about the harassment you have been facing! It really blows that people will abuse the beauty of being able to communicate digitally on stuff like that. I just want to say I also had a fantastic time meeting other furries at the con, including you! I had only gone to smaller local furry cons before, but this one was a proper big one and it exceeded all of my expectations. A little more about me- my fursona is a lop eared rabbit / cat with marbled fur patterns, I just graduated with a bfa in studio art and am struggling to find a job, I make sexy paper doll art of my girlfriend's beagle fursona and it became so popular I made my own patreon for it, and my favorite hobbies are leaving detailed google reviews and playing magic the gathering!

Levy Lu

Gwen, PLEASE send me a pic of your fursona!! I'm so curious what her name is and what animal she is. I couldn't believe how open and loving the furries I met were. It's true, there are literal artists and performers on OF who create explicit content. I think it's because I walk a sort of grey line between eroticism and art. I'm keeping my Patreon the way it is, because I know I have people like you to back me up and make this space creative and warm.

Maya Ben David

This is the worst part of being online I think: people who just do not get the memo and love stepping over the line. The way you work with sensuality has been really inspiring for me and I hope that this gets to stay a place where you can express it in the way you have been. There are so many beautiful and hardworking creators on onlyfans, who ask so little for what you get from them, I wish that creeps who message non-sw creators for sw interactions would put that energy towards the creators who are literally asking for it. On a brighter note I love that you've been introduced to the furry community! I always find acceptance and unbridled creativity amongst other furries and therians. I have a little fursona of my own actually! I'll send you a pic of her if you're interested, my boyfriend did the honors of drawing her ^w^

Gwenivere the Ponderous


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