Diary Update 10.11.2020

Hay, what's up everybody?!

Time for a chat and a catch up for anybody curious, whats happened, what is coming up and all the stuff in between. Putting down my stylus to have a nice chat ^_^

TL;DR -

- Currently getting work outlined / banking up ready for colouring – don't mind the silence!
- Chance of more disruptions to my art work flow but content WILL be released and crafted despite it all!
- Was feeling all in gaping but re-found my futa drawing love again lately^_^
- You're all awesome, don't ever forget!
- K, thanks bye!

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Let's start with the important things here – Yep, new content is on it'd way and I've been working to make sure some nice stuff is headed your way soon!

The end of last month put the fear of god into last minute (more on that below) and so have found a fair bit of enthusiasm to push hard and get content ready (extra long late nights) while I can.

This month I've gotten on hard with new fresh artworks so far, so let's have a look whats done and what coming up....

- iGAPEr Persephone – ripe and plump outlined and in need of CG. 

- Next a fun unusual pairing of a futanari and a gaper lined up in a eventful erect-ful chance meeting which was a blast to have done. So thats a iG and a Futa character both separate and together images

- I'm working on a growth sequence for a futanari who starts big and will only get bigger as the sequence goes on! The start of something here. Hope to finish this one before TOO long, but we'll see.

So that's two gapers, hopefully two futa so far but I've got some Honey Select Edits ready to paint soon lined up (don't want to say too much and maybe spoil 'em) and if I have time I'll see about some more photomanipulations.

If these pieces go and get coloured soon I've been blessed with quite a few more wonderful ideas that if I've the time will get on with soon. I'm not lacking ideas right now ^^

So while it may have been a little quiet on Patreon the last few days, know I'm getting my head down and pushing on as best and fast as I can.

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So October was a very odd month for me – one for how quickly it passed, but also how I was one moment on the ball and then the next everything seemed to be crumbling around me and content wasn't getting done! - I like to believe I made it last minute but yikes!

October saw some more funky and weird art, which honestly was a little refreshing to do. People seemed okay with what was being made, and so I may continue on with it going forwards with random twisted images, even if its not really spook-aween related. It's fun to cut loose a bit, and I've plenty of ideas I can perform.

I also tried to a few more sketches and ideas for say EX EX art to put out there but with limited success. I think mid month I didn't really have burn out, but instead a touch of crap artist syndrome when you put something to paper is looks like arse.... It took a few days and it came back but  it was less then I'd hoped – some fun ideas that don't deserve the full colour treatment, but where an idea at least.

Without going into great details there was a point during last month where it showed how plans can be turned on its head. My non art work work has been very sketchy the last few months and has been manageable and I'm always awaiting something drastic to happen, but then it finally happened.

Some people may have seen or not but there'd been a secondment to get me into a position to help out with covid testing, for helping out in a unusual way to my normal work. It was again a good cause but was enforced upon me - with consequences if I didn't do it!

In the end it meant that I just couldn't deliver the art as intended (CG coloured). I was happy to have posted the outline content but also proved a point that this patreon has been very good in forcing my hand to CG and colour my works and that the bar has been raised. It also proves how a simple thing can derail this content. I'm glad it's over and was a learning experience

ANYHOW in the last few days there has been new threats and problems that have risen up and I can see being a problem down the line and cutting more time out my day on ever time consuming designs.

I'll have to work around it for sure and WILL deliver content to you one way or another but please just understand this temporary disruption is set to last a little longer yet.

------------- A GAPING FUTURE? -------------

So this is funny as I had a planned idea what to say here, but in the last few days my opinion and mind have changed a bit on this and I've mellowed on the idea a touch more – but I'll at least state what I DID have in mind at least.

So I took pause and reviewed my progress and works on Patreon. Despite having to crunch through some content faster then I'd like rather then make it as perfect as I could have I'm very pleased with how things have been going with results mostly and I have you all to thank for giving my this opportunity (so big thank you all for that – don't think I take if for granted!)

But yes I also have had points where I would have a case of 'getting work out' for the sake of it to fill a quota and maybe forcing myself into crafting something that... it's okay... but maybe I could have done it better another way, or was it adding to the medium at all?

I have always had a love for the gaper girl content but I'd gone back and forth on my futa stuff quite a bit, feeling I wasn't OVERLY adding that much to the scene or was unique or good enough to be worth it. Futa has always been popular and my size content is really fun to make, but there are some DYNAMITE artists out there who do this and then some.

Feeling quite disheartened I felt that maybe at some point I'd just move into gaping as a whole and focus on that totally. My hope is that with it being the sole fetish I could really run with bigger projects that take more time and I'd not have to split it 50/50 like I'm trying right now.

And while this is true, this is also the point I mention the turn around and how actually while I find it annoying to sometimes make work my heart isn't always 100% in, I still really enjoy drawing futanari character also and have had a bit of a resurgence to draw once again.

I've mentioned it before how I'd felt this way, given a poll as a idea how people would feel.... and it may come to it one day... but it'd oddly nice to be at peace with it, just enjoying drawing this stuff once more and going big and loud with it!

As last time mentioned, if I ever do decide to change plans and change the pecking order of these kinks then I'll let you all know – BUT FOR NOW we'll continue on as we are. I've gotten too many left over futa ideas burning in my brain right now to just put down anyhow ^_^

------------- GAMES / OTHER -------------

First a friendly reminder to back up your content. I'd done it not so long ago, doesn't take a second, may save you some tears if you have important files. Just a friendly reminder ^_^

With the madness of this virus still going on (Stay strong everybody!) I'm cut off from friends and much more once again. However I tried out Parsec as a means to playing some games with people and testing it out. While the distance was just a few miles the ping was fantastic enough to play as if they where right beside you. Streaming and remote connections technology. If you want to play multiplayer with somebody in a local way, or using your PC to host a single screen game or project and share inputs then Parsec was honestly crazy good for what was going on and it's free?! Madness! Look into it!

Games... Time for a quick rundown for things maybe worth a look.

Pacer – Wipeout, but not quite for the PC. I'm not a racing guy, but the combat hover games are so much fun. This was pretty good honestly and I am looking forwards to too fast to control races.

Crown Trick – A rougelike.... rouge... like? A nicely dressed up rougelike like that is well thought out and challenging. Hasn't grabbed me as I'd hoped and its very puzzle like (like more obvious than most games mechanics show themselves) but yeah... this one has promise given more time I hope.

Left 4 Dead 2 – It still holds up with friends, the new latest patch adds in more content and guns. Still as annoying as I also remember. Salt generator of a game, but in a small group it's very fun. Irritating, but fun.

Lastly I'm still playing Risk of Rain 2 like a bad obsession and have started on Rimworld once more after a break away.... that was a mistake too... ¬_¬ Oh well huh.

Right I really need to get back to it and getting content setup, coloured soon and released before long. I want to thank you all for your support and patience. Once more, it'd just not be made without your help helping me and I am beyond words in thanks to you all – cheers!

Stay safe out there in the mean time, be sure to keep hydrated and don't run low on your cheese stockpiles whatever you do! ^^ More content very soon. Cheers and thanks - Sius