BB's dirty thoughts, Dec 5th

Let me tell you about my second love language, according to Chapman's 5 Love Languages.

(My first, to the shock of no one, is Words of Affirmation).

My second, however, is Gifts. Now, of course, these never NEED be pricey dinners or material objects; it's the Being Thought of, having my tastes paid attention to, the indulgence of love and treasuring enough to bring tokens is what matters. A flower placed in my heart is just as likely to entreat my kiss as an incredible glass of wine placed in my hand; value comes from effort. Now, of course, that CAN correspond to money; higher value things means someone's hard work and effort is being spent on me, and THAT is what makes it precious. But something that cost the giver nothing that comes from a place of great personal value; that also charms my heart and sways me.

There were two orders off my Throne that I wasn't given the opportunity to properly thank the gifter for; if you don't send your thank you note the VERY FIRST TIME the alert comes, you will never receive it again and if the gifter was anonymous, you have no way of thanking them. This PLAGUES me. I certainly don't Mind an anonymous gift, but I more deeply love it when I can show my gifter proper gratitude, because... and here's where it gets interesting...

I get distinct sexual pleasure out of being indulged. Chocolates at my door, a bubble bath with rare salts gifted with the desire to know the cent wafting along my skin, reveling in gliltzy, velvet, leather, sinful indulge... it is, perhaps, a Goddess Worship kink, but every thing I am gifted, especially of things that I don't necessarily need- luxuries- is and indulgence that brings my breath short and my sensuality run mad with my mind.

After I received my first round of Throne gifts, I lied in a bed of them and got off, knowing that my fans and supporters wished to indulge me. It was Thrilling.

If you wish to give the gift of indulgence... my wishlist is right here:

https://jointhrone.com/u/bordeauxblack