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Full Moon Focus

On the last full moon Eden had us over for some witchiness and switchiness.

I shared the photos of our impact games and bare bottoms, but I also wanted to share these candid pics from our evening together.

We sat on the floor at midnight and pulled cards for each of our coven members. It was a team effort. O pulled cards, Eden kept us organized and led the ceremony, I wrote words of affirmation on matchbooks for everyone.

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March

March always feels hard for me. There’s lots of good reasons historically, and winter dragging on forever is definitely a contributing factor, but I struggle more with my moods in March. I have to work extra hard to pull that sunshine outta me.

It’s just been dark and grey for so long, and nothing is growing and March was always the hardest month when I was growing up...

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Today’s the last day to comment on the “Want a Wand?” post for a chance to win your own Impact Wand. Tomorrow morning I’ll send the lucky patron a message to their Patreon inbox.

I love the double heart design... a twist on a classic! Ms.O was so sweet to ask me to mark her up a little. And it turned out so pink and lovely! It was my pleasure. ☺️

(You can get your own Impact Wand here.)

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Oops

Sometimes when you’re a fun kind of girl you have technology flubs that make you blush from head to toe.

The best case scenario is when this happens with your equally fun kind of friends who think it’s hilarious and go all Kardashian Mom “you’re doing great sweetie” on you. (Ms.O is personifying this meme in the photo above and I love her for it.)

I was quietly perusing the butt pics we’d taken earlier in the evening when Eden asked me to choose a playlist for our wi...

Another Poem About Fisting

It was like a dream. (Do I say that all the time? I think I say that all the time. But it was.)

I needed her close and she knew it. I’ve been a bit sensitive, hard to reassure. She wanted to show me I had nothing to worry about. She wanted to show me how she felt.

She did all the right things to make me swoon and fill me with desire for her. She played me perfectly, like dangling yarn for a kitten. By the time she pulled down my panties she could see how wet I was, dri...

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This double star wand is one of Eden’s custom experiments. It’s delicate and leaves such a detailed imprint, as you can see on O here. I can’t tell you how nice it felt to have a pretty girl model for me while I roughed her up and took her picture! 😊

Make sure you’ve left a comment on the “want a wand” post for your chance to get a pretty cruel little thing of your own in the mail!

(You can che...

Want a wand?

Eden makes these pretty little things and she’s going to send one to a lucky winner!

(Here’s Ms.O sitting still for me so I could get a good photo of the two designs she wanted me to imprint her with... tomorrow I’ll show you the results. 😇)

For a chance to win, comment on this post and tell me about something nice you’re going to do for yourself this week.

I’ll select a winner on Sunday. You can absolutely enter if you’ve won something in the past...

It’s been a while...

We didn’t plan it, but Eden was showing off her new wands. I’d had a long hard week, my head had that noisy feeling that’s hard to quiet. I picked up a red one, so shiny and jewel coloured I wanted to put it in my mouth, instead I handed it to O and asked her if she would hit me.

I pulled down my pants and cuddled up to O. The heavy lego wand was new and she wasn’t sure how hard to go with it... we’d yet to test the parameters. So she hit me once and I gasped and giggled, a s...

Lego Ouch!

Eden quarantined so she could have my Quaranteam (Max, Ms.O and I) up to her place for a night of full moon witchy goodness. ✨

As some of you know Eden makes these delightfully cruel impact wands (check out her insta here!) and with all this time on lockdown she came up with a sadistic new design. LEGO BRICKS!!! 🙈

If you’ve ever stepped on one (mom life!) you know it’s a painful little bitch...

Spent

(more tomorrow... it’s been a hell of a few days)

10 Good Things

1. The cold snap has given us a small reprieve. Huzzah to air that doesn’t hurt your face! 🥶☀️

2. I have kept up my personal goal of getting better about dental care for THREE YEARS NOW!!! I’m sensory sensitive and I get mega anxious about the dentist, so this is a big deal. AND!!! I had no cavities. 🙌🙌🙌😁 (I have needle phobia and needles in the mouth are the WORST OF ALL NEEDLES!!! So this is a HUGE DEAL! And helps to reinforce that if I go as scheduled it’s no...

Witchcraft

(Joie is in red, I’m in black with the red pentagram harness. Ms. O is covered in red wax, Kitten in black, they’re both lying down. Gloria, Elly, Morgan, Anna, Madeleine, The Redhead and Cee surround. Femme Sex Cult Seance, February 2017)

The Babe Brigade and I have been salivating over old party photos, and it’s unanimous that the seance party is something we need to revisit once we can all be together.

These two photos were never shared at the time, but they des...

Lost in Translation

(Photo of Max’s backyard, August 2020, her and my pup in the background, gorgeous coneflower her gorgeous ex-girlfriend planted, and my POV. Words from today, February 2021.)

It’s a hard thing to want this life but not be able to settle into it. Try as I might I can’t ignore our differences, foundational.

Max and I have bumped up against some struggles in the past few months. It’s the round hole/square peg conundrum. Different operating systems. She’s monogamou...

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This week was exhausting. But I’m surrounded by reminders that I can trust my giant heart.

Remember making a room full of people laugh? Or having your hair braided by pretty girls? Good thing there’s still lots of good ways to feel love.

Sapphic Slumber Party #3 - April 2018

Inversion

Joie has an inversion chair for yoga at her place... I like to play with it a little. It activates my circus muscles from my lyra training days, it feels good to put the world upside down and find balance. (What a libra thing to say...)

My butt looks so good in the top pic! Makes me wish I had an aerial hoop somewhere to hang around on. I miss defying gravity just a little. And I miss dancing and sweating while a bass beat vibrates through me. And I miss my yoga classes with my adorabl...

Twice As Peachy

Piper,

Peachy perky playful paperbag princess.

Pretty postage stamps on the poems about peonies she sends me. Perfumed presents by post. Precious.

Passing afternoons placidly at her place, pot procured for me, pouring tea, prosecco, plaited hair, pouty lips, pin up graces.

Preening together. Pretending together. Pictures, pandas, puns, pumpkin head, practical magic. Pleasant and peculiar. Passion and pussy and pounding hearts. Presence.

Perfectly pleasing pix...

Titties.

Thank you for your time.

Hey Valentine

Hope you’re keeping warm and feeling nice.

I’m having a quiet night in.

(And I took some pictures for my girl.)

Wishing you a Happy Valentine’s Day!

On Piper’s Couch in Brooklyn

This is a place I miss so fucking much.

Piper and I - June 2018

(photos by Guy New York)

Oof.

I open tumblr every once in a while, partly out of reflex. I only use it to tell people I’m on Patreon now. It’s one of the few places former followers can find me. I don’t post new content, maybe a few cute posts I’ve seen pop up on my dash now and then, and then a reblog of some older content with a link to this fine Patreon playground over here.

But.

Last night when I went to do so I noticed, for the first time, that it still says “happily married” in my bio.

Balance

Practising hand stands and balances on my day off at Joie’s place. (Next time I’m gonna bring knee socks and take some naked yoga pics... don’t worry I’ll show ya. 😽)

The Shot and The Set Up

These shots are taken by the talented Ms.O the morning after the 3rd Sapphic Slumber Party. I’d brought baby’s breath hoping to set up some lovely sapphic femme shots and we lolled around in the master bedroom while O found the right angles.

This is Ruby, Elly and me (Top photo, left to right)

While setting up the shot O snapped a photo from her point of view, with Kitten curled up at the foot of the bed dreamily drifting and waiting for our attention.

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Natural Light

Behind the scenes moment from the 3rd Sapphic Slumber Party (April, 2018).

I was shooting Elly in the fancy master bathroom the morning after the party, Ms.O was assisting with the details.

I had a specific shot in mind and I got it. It became part of my first postcard set, and whenever I see it the line “tell me why my gods look like you....” from that King Princess song floats around in my head. Springtime deity vibes.

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Care 💘

She always offers to paint my nails for me. I finally let her. I set out the little bottles so she could choose a colour (even though I knew she’d choose blue).

She was so careful and tender with me, taking her job seriously and relishing the chance to treat me like a princess. We’d spent the morning in bed, she’s my valiant prince. I love seeing how happy it makes her to make me feel good.

Last week was tough on me, chronic pain and some emotional duress, I was relieved wh...

Feelin’ myself 🌿

Just a casual photo of me touching myself up in Ms.O’s bedroom (while she kicks ass and takes names on a conference call in the other room like the boss she is).

Just a reminder you’ve still got time to reply to the “Hell Yeah” post for a chance to get this months’ Postcard of the Month in your mailbox. (This month’s postcard features Ms.O!)

Welcome ✨

There’s some new faces around here so I wanted to introduce myself properly, I’m going to pin this post for ease of access going forward.

Hiya, I’m Heart! 💘 (That’s me in the photo above, taking pictures of my babely friends at a party I threw.) I did a lot of party throwing and babe-photographing in the Before Times, and I love sharing bits and pieces of th...

I’m not gonna lie...

I spend my day off smoking joint after joint.

With no pants on.

And obnoxious music pumped way too loud.

I read right through dinner time.

I order trashy take out.

Sometimes I take an unscheduled nap.

It’s fucking glorious.

Eye-Fucking the Camera

When I look at this photo I can feel their warm apartment, hear the Brooklyn babbling, bass beats and honking and sirens outside.

I’m wearing his shirt and her socks, she was wet underneath me and he was hard holding the camera, their roommate wasn’t home.

I miss spending the afternoon making our own little world, and taking pictures of it.

Guy New York took this cute shot of Piper and I years ago, he sells prints of it on his Society6 store. 2021-02-03 04:03:07 +0000 UTC View Post

Hell Yeah ✨

It’s February and it’s fucking fabulous.

This is a picture one of my kiddos took of me at the art gallery a year ago. We went to check out a contemporary exhibit and worship at the altar of Kusama’s Infinity Room. We used to go regularly, the museum, the gallery, the beach, concerts, whatever cool new thing was in town.

This photo popped up in my phones’ increasingly weird “one year ago today” roll. So strange we had no idea what we coming. But that’s how it goes. ...

Sleepy titties 💤

It’s been a long and fully lived day. A happy one.

Hope you’re cozy wherever you are.

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