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Lipstick Lesbian 💋

I love this shot so much. Make the porn you wanna see in the world.

August 2018

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Covered in Kisses 💋

In August of 2018 Elly and I spent the day in bed making some of our femme fantasies come true. I only shared a few of these at the time, they felt too personal for the internet at large. This was one of the dreamiest photo shoots I’ve ever been a part of, and one of the nicest afternoons in bed I can remember. It’s hard to believe it’s almost been a year since I’ve seen Elly. I’m going to post some of my favourite shots from this afternoon over the next few weeks to share with you ...

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Late Night Snaps

Hubs and I just saw Birds Of Prey and it was super fun. I took some selfies in the bathroom at the movie theatre to send to Max. The moon looks so wild tonight, take a peek if you can. Xo

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Max and the Madam present...

It’s been a while since I’ve thrown a theme party and I’m so pumped for this one. Max and I are hosting a kinky wrestling party next month. Eden is hosting at her place, so the coven is gonna road trip to her place outta the city and sleepover!

We’ve asked everyone attending to dress in costume. Babes who want to wrestle are encouraged to create a name and persona. Babes who don’t want to wrestle can dress as referees, coaches or cheerleaders. We’re gonna make a tournament ...

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RIP Green Star Panties

The most comfortable panties I’ve ever owned. They were purchased at very small store in a very small town on a camping trip years ago. If I’d known how comfy they were I would have bought ten of them. Alas, they served me well, my lucky undies. 💚

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Lucky Panties 🍀

My very favourite pair of panties finally died, the elastic wore out. Of course I wanted to commemorate them. I’m making lucky panty art! Trying to thing of what to stitch on them other than horseshoes. If you have any good ideas or phrases drop them here. I’ll keep you posted.

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My tattoo artist took this photo after touch ups recently. We’ve come up with a plan to make this piece twice as big. It should have been a half-sleeve from the beginning.

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Insecure

When I come in the lights are always on.

All of them.

“I don’t put them on, it’s how they set the room up,” she says as I wander around the hotel room finding light switches and turning off lamps.

She draws off of her vape and says “I never really notice.” She’s watching me instead. Lighting is my detail.

I feel too vulnerable with the room so lit up. Self conscious about my stomach and the lines on my face. I need the room to be forgiving.

Her ...

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Cold Ass Winter

I can feel the shitty winter blahs sinking into everyone around me. I was fighting them off until last week. It started with chronic pain and then revealed itself to be a spectacularly terrible cold. I’ve slept more in the last week than I have all year, it’s strange for my body to have such little energy. Nothing like a fever to grind everything else in your life to a halt. I guess I needed that. Bad news and bad attitudes have been mounting.

But! This week has had some good news ...

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Winter Light

Being in love always inspires me to take more pictures. I want her to think of me, to think of my body and the ways it wraps around her. I want her to miss my softest parts.

I took this today for her, because when she was visiting her parents this morning she asked to see her baby book so she could send me photos from her childhood. She sent me picture after picture that flooded my heart; sitting in her sisters lap, curled up asleep in a laundry basket, grinning at a birthday cake with...

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6 Things

1. I did not adopt the puppy. Which I was thankful for this week as I was really struggling with chronic pain and wrestling with a shitty cold.

2. Headed out soon to meet my girl gang at an erotic crafts fair. So on brand. (I’ll share any great finds with you!)

3. This is a little teaser pic I took for Max when I was in the woods last weekend.


4. You can see my pup trying to steal my muffin wrapper outta the garbage in the background.

5. This week has b...

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Save the Date: Sapphic Slumber Party #7

7 is my lucky number and I’m so excited for the next Sapphic Slumber Party. If you’re a sapphic patron who might be interested in joining us send me a message so we can talk details.

As always the photos and stories will only be posted here. ♥️

(Image is from a previously posted instax of Eden and Ms.O at the 6th slumber party.)

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Picture Window

The view outside looked like a postcard, the window looked like a painting. Cabin vibes. ♥️

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Other Worlds

My RMT is a darling Eastern European woman who loves to give me things. Usually it’s chocolates, sometimes hand-me-down clothes or shoes, once in a while it’s a lamp or mirror or painting. When she gave me this mirror I didn’t want to say no, my mother had one just like it when I was a little girl, but there was nowhere in my house for a mirror with a stand. So I brought it to the cabin and put it in the forest. Narnia vibes.

Today is a terrible day for chronic pain, I’m aching...

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Icicle ❄️

The heavy silence of a forest covered in snow is absolutely sexual.

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Chilly Babe

I must have taken photos here for all seasons by now... I should go through my pics and make a collage. I love this winter wonderland. It’s been snowing ALL DAY!

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Little Weirds

Sitting by the fire, cozy inside, reading Little Weirds by Jenny Slate. If you haven’t seen her Netflix special “Stage Fright” please watch it, she’s incredible. And so relatable it almost hurts to watch. Her book is similar, but more flowery, more poetic. Perfect for a space cadet like me on a sleepy Saturday in the woods. It’s been snowing all day out there, big fluffy snowflakes. Every time I venture out I’m awed by how quiet it is. In the winter I try to be colourful to make u...

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Late Night Cabin Thoughts

1. I’m the only one awake at the cabin and I’m curled up by the fire texting Max cute butt selfies and pictures of capybara with other creatures. She’s working night shift, keeping the city lit.

2. I found out she was born premature and weighed only 3 lbs and I can’t stop thinking about it. It makes me want to cry. I’ve never seen a baby that small in real life, it makes me love her even more. This fighter. This tough cookie. This miracle babe! My children were huge, almost 1...

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Eden and the Woods

I’m headed to the cabin tomorrow with the fam for some rest and relaxation. And maybe some snowshoeing! I’ll keep you posted.

I’m hoping to spend some time in the woods this spring with more of the coven babes too. Eden said I could share this shot of her there last fall rocking her vintage Hudson’s Bay coat. I love shooting beauties in the forest, no matter the season!

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Fun and Figure 4

Aside from being mind-numbingly hot, wrestling with Max was so much fun. Howling with laughter was a workout in itself. And me trying to explain, while getting my ass kicked, that this is ABSOLUTELY a kink made it even funnier. Our hysterics made it hard to catch our breath in between rounds.

At one point after a particularly long session of dramatically wriggling around on the ground trying to get free from her grip, I somehow slipped right out from under her and in one swift move I j...

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High Voltage

I can feel the muscles in my shoulders shaking as I press with all of my might. I grunt in frustration when she doesn’t budge a bit. Her satisfied smirk makes the fire inside of me burn a little hotter. I thrash against her to no avail, she has me pinned, like it or not.

I do like it though. She’s stronger than me and she can kick my ass. I like how sweaty we get when we wrestle like this, our breathing heavy from the work out and the excitement. I love fighting to win, scrappy and...

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Ms.O and a lovely view

Just some appreciation for a wonderful woman and a wonderful view.


♥️

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Life choices.

So I’m trying to be a mature adult. And it’s difficult sometimes.


I have this habit, classic Heart, when everything is going well and feeling manageable I up the ante and make things more challenging. It’s not exactly self-sabotage, because I’m a stubborn mother fucker and I always manage to rise to the challenge. But then what would you call it?

One of my brothers tells me this is a good strategy for video games, you add to the challenge to keep yourself from...

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Glow ✨

I was remiss in telling you an important detail about last weekend.

After all the wrestling, when we were cuddled up in bed, Max suggested I throw a Glow-like 80’s wrestling sex party for the coven.

That’s right. My shy monogamous vanilla girlfriend had an idea for a sex party theme!!! This is what happens when you date The Madam. 😏

She suggested everyone could dress as a persona, a character, and referees/cheerleaders/fans for anyone who doesn’t wanna wrestle. Sh...

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In My Babe’s Bed ♥️

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✨weekend update✨

You guys this is just a gushy journal post about my weekend, I’m gonna write some smut once the feelings have all had time to take shape and settle, but I just wanted to be a sappy bunny and tell you how wonderfully it all went.

I’m even more in love with her than I was when it started. So I’ll start with that.

All we did all weekend was stay in bed, walk the dog, and wrestle. No joke.

Saturday it was pouring rain all day, the sound hypnotic on her steel roof. Max t...

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Puppy Sitting?

Please excuse the quiet couple days around here. I’m in the midst of making terrible life decisions. 😬

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In Her Room

This morning I sent her a dozen saucy pictures I’d snapped in her bed while she was in the shower. We’re both starting our work week with our minds firmly back in this bed, on each other. We had such a good weekend, like sappy lovey wholesome memorable good. More updates coming soon for Full Access friends. Hope this peachy pic of me in my babes bed makes your Monday a little brighter too.

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🎶 Unbelievable sights, indescribable feeeeeelin’ 🎶

You guys. This is gonna be so much fun. You know how much I LOVE dressing up, I wanted to give my Full Access Friends a sneak peek of my Princess Jasmine outfit for Max’s birthday this weekend.

She’s picking the pup and I up tomorrow morning for our weekend away. Our only plan is to checkout a bakery she’s fond of and walk the pooch, other than that we’re gonna spend the whole damned weekend naked in bed together.

I’m so giddy about it, I can’t wait. I’ll be sure t...

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Princess 👑

I didn’t know what to get Max for her birthday... until her friend let it slip that she has a secret crush on Princess Jasmine...

The internet delivered... my slutty Jasmine costume arrived just in time. It fits perfectly. She is going to fucking die.

Now the only challenge will be to stop giggling long enough to sing A Whole New World...

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