Heart

2011 throwback

Sunny and I in bed with the bottle of Jack my husband was drinking from. This feels like a different life. Sunny overstepped too many boundaries and broke my heart, I don’t drink anymore and my husband and I haven’t had group sex in a few years. But I’m glad all of those things happened when they did. Life is rich and surprising and always evolving.

I only came across this photo because I opened the tumblr app and someone had reblogged it. The first time tumblr ran the adult filt...

Cutie Pie Joie

“Can you hit my thighs?” She said. I love it when people know what they want.

Ms.O’s place is small, so the best way to make sure I could use the new flogger on Joie’s thighs was to make her perch on the kitchen chair.

Here she is waiting patiently for me, looking cute in her fox shirt, starting the year off right.

This Weekend

I would just like you to know that this weekend Max invited my troublesome pup and I to her house up North. I’ve never been, but the idea of spending so much time with her has me giddy.

She offered to pick me up and drive us there and back, because she knows driving makes me anxious (especially long-distance driving, and winter driving). And she mentioned that she’s bought a selection of toys for my wild pooch in preparation, which made me love her even more.

Sleeping next t...

Target Practice

Ms.O beating the soles of my feet with our new flogger. 😻

Madeleine

Madeleine measured her long hair and it’s 3 feet! After trying out the flogger we took some cute shots of her butt, with O’s valiant attempt to showcase her hair. Femme love. 💘

New Flogger Who Dis?

You guys!!! My best friend Joie brought my Christmas gift to last nights coven gathering and it was a GORGEOUS heavy as fuck pristine white leather flogger. 😻

Years ago when Joie and Cee and I had our first flogger experience I remember Cee holding the flogger up and saying “this thing is a little out of our league” and it was true then. I can proudly say that this flogger is a beast, and we are ready for it.

The leather is a sharp cut, the falls are HEAVY, the whole thing...

Girls Night

Meeting with the coven. Will report back. ♥️

New Year Same Habits

She says she loves me.

Time to panic.

Happy 2020.

Life is so good.

Emotionally Naked New Year

You know that uncomfortable polite tension when everyone is trying hard to make a good impression and nobody’s making any sudden movements? That’s how New Years Eve felt for me. I’m anxious and fretting at the best of times, so the poly-agony had me in a tizzy.

My tiny shy monogamous butch lesbian girlfriend was about to meet my giant outgoing poly straight cis husband, and all three of us were nervous about it. Such a weird bad-poly-sitcom scenario. Ms. O chastised me for creati...

Portrait of a Messy Mermaid at the End of a Decade

I took these shots last night in her hotel room after she’d fawned over my messy hair. It makes me feel like she sees me, whole, and isn’t daunted.

I sent them to her this morning, she called me her wild girl. She also told me that she’d changed her mind, that she was going to join us at Eden’s place for New Year’s Eve.

When we didn’t have plans Eden offered to have everyone at her place out of the city for some hot tub and chillin’ under the stars. Max was unsure ...

December 30th

I fucked up and missed a birth control pill last cycle, I’m a very fertile girl and I’m sensitive to error, so it resulted in me having a two week long period. Menstrual hormones aggravate my neck injury so it meant 13 days straight of tension headaches... hopefully I’ve learned my lesson and I’ll be more diligent. I forget that my body wants me to have thirteen sons, and is waiting for every opportunity to procreate. I wonder if my ovaries know I haven’t had sex with any cis men in...

2020 Plans

One of my goals for 2020 is more kink. I’ve been talking to Ms.O about planning more kinky coven dates, and I’ve been talking to Mars about being more intentional about our play together in the new year... some dynamic exploration.

Here’s a cute snap Madeline took of me giving Mars a little pinch while she was being so good and letting me leave ouchy star shaped marks on her thighs during our Solstice Santa celebration.

I’m feeling hopeful about reawakening thos...

My Babe ⚡️

My stomach does a little backflip when I see her big work truck turn the corner and slow down in front of my house. Yeah, I’m standing at the window like a puppy. She always takes her time, I love her in her work clothes, puffing on her vape as she walks up my snowy front steps. More than once I’ve watched her and thought out loud “god damn I want to fuck her.” Which is followed by a smug little smile, because, I’m about to. I wonder for a second what my neighbours think. Not that I...

Some of my best work 🍑

I think this is one of the best butt selfies I’ve taken all decade.

✌️

Action

Joie in the thick of things during the maestro game at the last Sapphic Slumber Party. I’ve already planned a few adjustments to make this game even better next time!

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This is one of my favourite shots from the Fall Sapphic Slumber Party. When I first started telling stories on tumblr I reblogged a whole series from an artist who drew scenes like this. It was what I wished the events I went to looked like... and now all these years later this is where we are.

This shot was taken by Ms.O during the maestro game. You can see me in the middle (in front of the couch) spanking H and giving orders.

Cheeky Christmas 🎄

I’ve got some writing to share tomorrow but for today my head is dancing with visions of sugar plums and the low anxious hum of poly New Years plans. Hope Santa was good to you. ♥️

Ho Ho Ho ✨

Me in O’s room in trashy Santa themed lingerie. Merry Christmas. Hope you’re surviving out there. ♥️🎄✨

I’ve Been Naughty and Nice

I hope you all get some time over the holidays to relax and unwind. Ms.O took this adorable photo of me on Sunday night. I was feeling very festive. Christmas can be complicated and overwhelming with family stuff and high emotions, it can also be lovely with lots of cookies. I’m hoping you get more of the latter, but if you’re dealing with stressful family stuff or lonely feelings feel free to vent in my inbox. I’ll be keeping an eye on it throughout the holidays.

Xo

Santa Baby

Last night I surprised my coven babes with my slutty Santa lingerie and presents. Ho Ho Ho... this outfit shows off all of my soft parts. It was the nicest sweetest Christmas celebration with some of my favourite women.

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Last night her hand slipped up my sweater and found its way to my throat. She pressed. Gentle. Firm. I straddled her lap in the backseat of her work truck. 2am; dispatch radio blinking and streetlight pouring in. Her smile dazzles, razor sharp white, my heart is pounding.

(I made this for her for Christmas.)

Memories from Mars

My Christmas present from Mars floored me. These delightful hand-painted miniatures commemorate two memorable moments we shared this year. She was my pretty little bottom when I ran a kinky clothespins skill-share at the spring slumber party, and I gave her her first experience with hot wax this summer on our Field Trip. The love and care she put into capturing these moments was really touching.

And to all a good night...

This is just a little snap from last night. More to come. But oh my goodness does this photo make me smile.

🎄♥️

On Brand 💘

I got one of my coven babes a cute heart gag for the holidays, and I also got one for me. I had to!

Girl Gangs Are The Best Gangs

This is an Instax shot from our Field Trip to Eden’s place this fall. It’s Mars being tormented by E and The Beekeeper in a cute scene. She was delightfully bratty. I’m missing my coven, and I’m so excited to see everyone Sunday.

Holiday Update

1. This book is the perfect gift for kids aged 4-9 on your list. Also good for any dom/sub folks who identify with the “big bag guys who are softies for little bunnies” dynamic. 😏 (For younger kids go with Because A Little Bug Went Kachoo by Rosetta Stone, for older kids go for a Weird But True book or the Amulet series. For teens just tell them they’re cute and give them cash.)

2. I still have a couple magnificent photos from the slumber party (including my favourite shot!) t...

Poetry

Andrea Gibson just announced she’s performing in my city, and the venue just happens to be a block away from “our” hotel. Andrea is my favourite poet, and I’ve been lucky enough to see her twice already, both times with tears in my eyes and so much appreciation for her voice.

Max isn’t an artsy babe, poetry isn’t her thing, but I really reeeeeeeally wanted her to join me. A poetry slam is a hard sell. So I asked, teased about playing the girlfriend card, sheepishly feeling...

Top Shop

Some candid snaps from the Top Shop skillshare where L and I showed the babes how to use chopsticks for kinky play. Here’s The Beekeeper and Mars, Mimi and Joie (with Eden in the background), and lovely Bee with H. These moments are such a blur with everyone playing at once, taking turns topping and bottoming, giggling and chatting while trying new things. It’s nice to see a few frames frozen in time.

L Word

I had forgotten

how much staring into someone’s

eyes

falling in love entails.

Date Night

Max works here in the city but lives out of town, so when we have dates she gets a room at her favourite hotel. It feels like our place. Not only is it a gay-owned boutique hotel with a zero-carbon footprint and a very cool history, each room is designed by a different local artist. So far we’ve had a different room for every date, it’s part of the fun. Our favourite is the one with pink neon lights, but the one we had tonight had the coolest bathroom, orange and blue tiles and funky geom...