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More Lili Studies

More Lili Studies! mostly just playing with her hair, ahhh this month has been so busy in such a good way that all I could really do is studies haha!

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Lili Studies

mostly just studies, still playing with the idea of her short hair. yes thats a boob ;-; lol

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Floating in a world of Dreams

I enjoy the idea of Lili floating in mid air, not having full control of her body or her strength. the idea of the dream is to actually represent a dream from different worlds that represent different memories both good and bad. I want people to see the world of R.E.M and know that it is a dream but also feel grounded to the world that doesn't exist. I want my audience to grapple with reality and ask the question " is it really ok for Lili to wake up?"
I want Lili to be relatable and lovi...

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The Meaning Behind The Golden Tears

Lili's golden tears are referenced from Anne-Marie Zilberman painting of the woman crying golden tears. When I was an undergrad I constantly was inspired by Klimt's work. I would visit museums to see his pieces. What stuck to me the most was his golden era in which he spent so much time creating these paintings full of patterns and symbols all drenched in gold leaf. 

Lili's Tears turn gold when she is in distress when she can no longer control her emotions. depending on the chaotic...

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Patreon rewards will be posted next week!

June rewards will be posted next week! As I mentioned I have no set deadline to not overwhelm myself as long as it is within the month it will be posted!

Comic part 2 will be up! I'm planning a part 3! Because I can't get them off each other haha. Thank you again for being wonderful patrons! ❤ your support really has helped me more than you can ever know. Please take care!

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Zine open for preorder! bundle still available!

Link!: https://linktr.ee/Skyneverthelimit 


 Hello Everyone! The Leon & Lili Artbook is up for preorder: please read below!

!!!!Please fill out the google form in full! Including full address (country, city, zip code, state, address and full name)!!!

1. Filling out the form does not mean you paid for the book!!!! It just means you are interested in preordering! Once the form ...

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Random sketches 👀👄👀

Random sketches 

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Dont Tease Me

Lili wants to be in charge for once! can she prove she can be cute and sexy? lets find out! 


(wha! thank you for reading my comic! it will continue next month! I plan to make it spicer haha! it won't be NSFW because I don't want to restrict my patreon. it will stay as PG-13 as possible. )

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sketch rewards and comic update

im currently finishing the text of the comic! it will either be up later tonight or tomorrow! thank you! I apologize! my parents took me away this weekend and it seriously ate up my entire holiday! but I was happy to be there with them but I'm so anxious to work! so please keep a look out! this also includes sketch rewards! I just have one left to sketch! 

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Slumber

I want to say thank you for all the new patrons this month! it really makes me happy to see you guys backing me and my work! this month has been busy and June will be even more busy. However,  I ALWAYS make time to have my patreon rewards ready! I really hope you guys stick around! I plan to do more rewards over the summer with tutorials and monthly stickers. 

I am beyond honored that you all enjoy my work and my stories! I really hope to make each of you proud especially in t...

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She's right here

an example to what this creature is and how he interacts with Jasper

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Glitches

I yet to have a name for this character, I do have their personality which are snarky, rude and someone arrogant. They can transform into anything they please and have a close bond with one another especially the one in all black. They enjoy playing games and enjoy tormenting Jasper and Lili, very manipulative they tend to get what they want.

They are very over protective with one another, the one in all back tends to stand in the back and not say to much but they enjoy the company of t...

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Intelligent Mascots

These are powerful creatures who have world knowledge. These creatures are intellectuals  and enjoy the company of those who can compare to their intellect which is a few. They hate each other company and at time refuses to acknowledge each other existence. 

They tend to act like house pets and refuses to share their bountiful knowledge with the world and instead enjoy taking long naps and being pampered. They are smart enough to know they are treated with no respect within th...

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Background Color and Phases

playing with backgrounds, colors and characters interacting within it.  This is mostly an AU plot. In the AU the dream world is actually real and Lili and Jasper are childhood friends. Lili is a the adventurous princess who tends to run away for every little petty tantrum is falls into it and Jasper has to constantly bring her back to the palace.

Lili is a spunky kid in this AU and tends to take everything for granted. With the help of her friends she start to slowly understand her...

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When one door opens the other closes

How the dreamworld works is each world created by Lili's subconscious. Each world is lead by doors that only Lili can find. Each world reflects Lili emotions, trauma, inspirations, aspirations etc. Only Lili can open these doors. Even dream walkers have doors that can lead to their own worlds if they slowly start to become influenced by the dream. 

In a way these doors can help and guide or trap and create anguish. Some doors are connected to the same world and phases and some are ...

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Queen of the Night

As mentioned earlier on my Patreon, The Queen of the Night is Lili's rational side, She is the one that see what is ahead of her in face value. The Queen of the Night refuses to be imaginative or creative. QOTN just wants to see Lili happy and would do anything to make that happen. 

QOTN is a tall woman who does not have much to say and when she does it harsh and straight forward. She Is very powerful and strong willed but refuses to fight. She does not enjoy fighting or listening ...

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Benjamin

Benjamin is an antagonist and holds one of Lili's core memories. He is narcissistic and rude. Everyone loves Benjamin and he enjoys everyone adoring him. the admiration and adoration gives him adrenaline. 

I have drawn him before but not as much lately because Im  busy focusing on other characters. Benjamin enjoys power and wealth, he knows none of it actually exist and that even he himself is just a figment of Lili's imagination. However, Benjamin refuses to help Lili because...

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NEW PATRONS! WELCOME!

Hello everyone! thank you so much for the follow!!! I gain so many new patrons this weekend! it crazy! thank you so much for your love and support!  I upload every month! not to overwhelm myself I upload without a specific date but it is always within the month of the reward! 

I know many of you want to see my comic which is so amazing because I'm super proud of how it turned out! I upload monthly comics either relating to the story or an AU. I'm actually very proud of this co...

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Let me know what you think!

Hello!

Im thinking about adding something new for my patreon and wanted to know if you guys would be interested in a sticker tier which will begin with the $5 dollar tiers and up?  the way it would work is I would mail you a sticker monthly as a way to thank you for being a patron.  I believe I can make this work and hoping to start by June rewards. the stickers would be about my OC etc and depending on holidays there can be themes. again I really want to know your thoughts! View Post

Broke angel wings

the angels are taking pain for you or from you. On some level they are psychically/spiritually protecting you from a negative experience or drawing pain from within you so that you don't have to carry it any longer.

(a wonder summary of Jasper character) 

-Angel Signs Workshop 101

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Riley being a fashion icon!

Not really exclusive but I thought you guys deserve the high res image of Riley being the fashion icon she is. All references by Brenda Cooper has an amazing eye for costume design and Riley would totally love her designs!

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Hugs turn into hangovers and regrets

Drunk buddy sketches hahahaahsfuhdskjfghdsghfdjkghdfghjkdfg the hugs turn to hangovers and regrets 

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Drunk buddies sharing secrets!

Jasper and Leon sharing secrets!?!?!?! not really...Jasper is to affectionate when he drunk and Leon gets annoyed because he just wants to have fun haha....hahsaodfghfj

This is purely to practice comics it isn't canon, I mean Leon is Bi but idk if he truly let himself kiss Jasper because well...Jasper is irritating. 

do I approve of this ship....

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Jasper updated design

I really like Jasper design and I'm thinking I'm gonna stick to this one, he very bulky but not over the top and his hair? can I get a amen?! I love his hair! why did I ever tie it back?!>! do you guys want Leon to have his hair down? cause I sure do haha

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Running with the Wolves

Here is a great example of the golden vines in action, 

lyrics by Aurora- Running with the Wolves

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The Golden Vines

The vine symbolizes strength, determination, endurance and survival. The golden vines has always been prevalent within the story. The golden vines have an attraction to Lili, they follow her when she is in her most vulnerable. They latch onto her trying to comfort her by surrounding themselves around her and never letting her go. Yet the idea terrifies Lili...to be wrapped around with golden vines that feed on her worthlessness. Her memories if not careful can attach themselves with these vin...

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Buddies or Enemies?

Gonna be honest here, Jasper and Leon relationship is as sour as a lemon. Both hate one another yet both need each other. Leon hates Jasper because he isn't willing to be honest with Lili and tell her the truth and Jasper hates Leon for the same reason! yet when Leon does tell Lili the truth Jasper hides from his own fears. Leon hates those who can't be honest with themselves and others. Leon knows it isn't his place to tell Lili Jasper secrets yet every moment he wants to shout it out.

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Distorted

Emotionally hurt and deeply troubled Jasper feels like he's failing Lili again, Jasper tries and tries again and yet he's no closer to waking her up. secretly Jasper is holding onto Lili's memories afraid if she finds them she will know who he truly is, a monster. 

Jasper feels like he is sinking and no matter how hard he tries to swim he will continue sinking, Jasper had moments when he could of told Lili the truth yet he never did. Jasper feels selfish because he is selfish and m...

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Oh Mister Moon Man

The moon represents immortality and eternity as well as enlightenment. Yet it can also symbolize the dark side of nature, cold and ruthless or even death and reborn. Moon Man enjoys watching from the side line as everything begins to unfold. You see, he has some of Lili's memories that are vital to her self awareness and he refuses to give it up. Moon Man is drowning in power and greed. why should he give up what is rightfully his? The Queen of the Moon gave him permission to dispose of those...

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Walking on the Moon

Meet Agatha husband (name TBA) Moon man is a dangerous man, he holds some of Lili's most precious memories and refuses to give them up. He understands he isn't real and just a figment of someone imagination yet he doesn't care. The true blood lust lies with the memories he holds. what memories are they? why are they so important and why won't he give them up? The confident of the Queen of the Moon he knows the truth and he refuses to give in not when he is created to be a sort security guard ...

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