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Commission - Just one of those days --

When you're trying to explore a cave for powerful artifacts to overthrow who you think is a corrupt king and, wouldn't ya know it, pervert ghost hands!

This pic was a blast to work on!
I haven't done an angled pic like this in ages and they're some of my favorite to do!

Everything about this was fun to work on and I'm always super glad to work with this client, I love their ideas and the AU they're creating!

Hope you all enjoy!

Some little Tsus --

Two little things I drew up to use on Facebook or whatever, :>

Essentially just things in life that have been keeping me busy and healthy.

I've been exercising a lot more these past few months, for my health mostly and I've lost 16 pounds now, have my cholesterol under control, and my sugar levels are all good too!

My mom and I have also taken to gardening more together, we're planting fruits and veggies, more flowers and spending a lot more time out in the sun. I love hanging out in the garden and singing it talking to the plants a little, playing with the dog. 

I've come a long way in so many ways in my life and I'm going to keep keeping on.

So if I seem busy or away often it's mostly because I'm doing so much for my mental and physical health and, most importantly, healing. <3

Incomplete incest joke --

There is supposed to be text and such of Lilith explaining that she loves her dad but isn't attracted to him in "that" way and Kowalski is essentially freaking out.

It's a personal inside joke after I found an OC pic someone draw on DA, that character looking exactly like Lilith, I thought it was her until I read the description that said the character was in love with Kowalski.

My hand made this. :>

Once I can sort out my Photoshop situation then I can update this with text, using Medibang for text is so time consuming. 

This is for fun, no harm meant. :>

More sketchy bjs --

I just really really like drawing Julien happily sucking dick. >////>

I LOVE drawing sequences, look at this!
Might in and color someday, I was hoping to but I have some commission work to finish first.

Hope you enjoy!

Folksy Wisdom pg. 51 --

Oh this took much too long!

I'm still finding my footing with pacing and getting the characters PoM again.

Since in All Hail King Julien, Julien actually doesn't have his PoM speech pattern and speaks more clearly and without the D's replacing his T sounds.

But the next page should get everything in gear again, thank you so much for your patience with me! ;w;

The speech bubbles are also different!
I'm doing this on my laptop and had to use Medibang for lettering and bubbling, so it must look so different.

This page was just a mess to work on, looking forward to working on the next page, enjoy!

Commission - Cute Kaiba bros --

Ah, what fun commission this was!

I loved working on it and tried a few new things in coloring it too.

They are so cute! I haven't drawn anything Yu-Gi-Oh in ages, it was a really nice break from finishing up the next page of FW (which is almost done sorry ;A;)

I especially love how Mokuba's hair came out. :D

Thank you for commissioning me!

I am open for commissions but am limiting how many I take on for now, so feel free to hit me up if interested. ;>

It's not even raining here --

I had set everything up and started to sketch and- I didn't expect to be so sad?

It just happened. 

Maybe Kowalski likes sitting in the rain for penguin reasons and Julien kind decided to endure to be close to him. ;w;

It only looks like they're crying and sad aaaaaah, phew, I dunno.
Maybe I'm sad- I know I am but like, grrr I don't want to wallow in it. :<

I only wanted to draw Kowalski/Julien. T3T

PC problems --

Nothing too major, I've just run out of space on the hard drive and need to have it backed up to my new TB hard drive and install that one!

Easy!

Only thing is I don't have the equipment to do that, despite how simple it is BUT I did just order what I needed, it's going to take two weeks to get here though. ;w;

So for the time being I'm thinking of working on my laptop and dual screening it with my current monitor while I wait for the stuff to come in, since I haven't drawn anything on my PC because it has so little space left aaaaa

I'm hoping I do everything right once everything gets here, I don't know anyone in my friend group that is tech savvy and I know what I have to do but I guess I'm terrified I'll lose all my work and files on the PC. 

I mean, it's easy, it really is, the wait time for the back up is literally the longest part of the process and I have experience with backing up stuff on hard drives, I have like, four hard drive back ups from over the years. I'm pretty sure I got this but- I'm Tsu. TwT

More of a heads up for everyone, this PC was a gift and it means a lot to me, I'm attached to it but also need to draw, I got an itch I needs to scratch, my drawing hand is itching lol

Wish me luck!

Guess I have to clean up my work desk to make space for my laptop, I really want to draw and open requests for patrons soon, you guys deserve some requests, you're all so good to me! ;w;

-- Tsu out! ^3^

Meet Nathan --

Whoa, an All Hail King Julien fan kid!

Ever since Horst and Mary Ann were introduced as a married couple I was all in for them having a kid, an interspecies canon relationship on my King Julien show?? Sign me up!

Nathan's been in the works since 2016 but I never got around to designing him fully, a lot happened in between that time, ya know? X>

He essentially looks like Horst but has Mary Ann's eyes, brows, some canine teeth, and her nose shape. 

My original concepts had him with a mouth full of sharp teeth but I really like the compromise of having double canines.

In the AU where Julien has Lilith and Persephone with Kowalski but returns to Madagascar with Uncle, he and his family are welcomed by their old friends and their children. Both Lilith and Nathan are close in age, and although they aren't antagonists Horst and Mary Ann are always pushing Julien and Uncle to betroth Lilith to their son, much to their disagreement on the matter.

Nate's a good kid, he has no ill will towards anyone and enjoys his friendship with royalty, as a kid he doesn't understand his parents persistence, but as he gets older and develops real feelings for the crown princess he worries if she'll believe in his sincerity or see it as a grab for power.

When he's a kid though he's like, not cute, he's got a mouth full of big teeth and messy fur, he's that kinda ugly duckling who grows up to be handsome. 

It took a while to get comfortable drawing him, I didn't want any of the other lemurs to have similar facial shapes to the Julien bloodline I've built, but drawing Mary Ann was a blast! Really hoping I can draw more of her in the future, there is like, no smut of her and Horst, none. 

Looking forward to drawing more of them. 

Was a work in progress --

I was testing out brushes in Fire Alpaca and thought I would try to paint digitally again, it didn't come out so well.

A ton of my old brush settings for SAI and PS have been lost over time and I heavily used OpenCanvas for painting, it had a great watercolor brush for it, so I'm trying to find my bearings with other programs. 

euuugh Julien's face came out weird T^T

Valentines sketch page --

I don't think I posted the whole page of sketches I did before I settled on poses and a theme for the Vday poll.

It started off as generic Vday stuff, Julien is dresses and a nighty lol.
I've been using Medibang and Fire Alpaca to sketch a lot lately, it's got a great pencil tool I like to use. 

I really liked that Kowalski pic, I might color it later for myself :>

Folksy Wisdom pg. 51 rough --

Lets start off the posting with this!

The page is currently in the inking stage, all I need to do is finish the backgrounds, add grayscale, text and speech bubbles, then it's done. Whew, that sound like a lot tho, hahaha.

You can ignore whatever I wrote up there, I did this page in segments and the lettering is just a place holder on space now.

We getting to the real flirting and stuff after this page! o3o

Sweets for the sweet --

I'm not the only one who wanted this since it won the poll!

That was so much fun! I think in the future I'll use polls more for ideas and to see what you all would like to seen drawn. :>

I hope everyone had a great day, I spent my Valentines with my friends and family, but we're all looking forward to the day after, all that discount chocolate! ^w^

Love you all! ^3^

Valentine's Day poll!

First poll!

Two sketches go in, only one comes out! Completed by Valentines day any way. :>

First time doing this so please forgive me if I mess something up. TwT

Here are the two sketches!

First up, Kowalski!
We knew he loved sweets and eating them doesn't seem to hinder him in the bedroom at all.

Then we have everyone's favorite king!
Not only a sweet sight to behold but also a sweet to indulge! Julien knows how to sweeten up a special Valentines night. ;>

By the end of the week whichever sketch has the most votes will be fully colored and completed for Valentines day!

Thank you~!

Rainbow Quartz 2.0 --

Steven Universe spoilers!

Change your mind was an amazing episode and I loved all of it! The contribution of James Baxter really rekindled my love for animation and sparked my interest into going back to school for animation.

That path was derailed for a long time but- wow! I was so happy and, I mean, cartoons! I feel that warmth of hope and ambition welling in me again, it's been too long!

I couldn't help myself and had to draw my favorite fusion, the minute I saw him I fell in love! Ah, the hair, the face, clothes, the umbrella! I'm already so in love with Pearl, her new outfit is also so good! But Rainbow Quartz 2.0 stole my heart! <3

I did record the process of the drawing but I'm having trouble editing it, hopefully I get that up soon. Please enjoy! ;>

Vent - What you chose to ignore --

I opened up to people when it first happened, I trusted them, to help me, to do something, it took so much courage to fight through my fear and reach out to the people that I thought could help and they didn't.

His mother, who I went to in tears and shaking with fear did nothing, didn't even try to contact my own mother who didn't know at all what I had been through. Instead she ignored it.

Mutual friends I thought I could trust, who told me, to my face as I held back tears, never to tell anyone and who actively made sure I was never alone with other friends I might open up to.

And when I left, even when that rapist ex of mine tried to keep me there as he dated a friend of mine I confided in, the police talked me out of pressing charges, because what he had done happened, at the time, seven years ago they asked me why I never told anyone or tried to leave.

I was raped, I was bruised and bent by a man who claimed to love me, who told me he loved me so much that I needed to be punished for his paranoia. A man who read my emails without my consent, who kept me from my family, who kept me locked up and isolated, but continued to abuse me. 

He knew what he was doing, I was never allowed my own phone and the house didn't have one, I wasn't allowed to see my family, even after my father's surgery and tumor removal, I wasn't left alone with other woman or allowed my own friends.

He told me what he did to me was my fault, that I deserved it. I was living in terror, even after he did this to me he still demanded why I would interact with other men, told me I was cheating on him, threatened to slit my wrists, I shut down and thought I was going to die.

I believed I had nowhere else to go, that my family wouldn't want me, that no one else could ever love me, so I stayed.

He continued to mentally, emotionally, and physically abuse me. He demanded sex and I developed a repulsion to it, even having panic attacks when he initiated it. He is a monster, used me, abused me, and threw me away when there was nothing left to take. 

John Ely raped me, a predator who groomed me from the age of 16, he never loved me and used me for anything and everything.

People knew and they did nothing to help me. So excuse me if I'm bitter about it.

I'm sorry for this, a friend suggested it may help to draw out how I feel, since at the time I was terrified to even remember what had been done to me. A lot of people chose to ignore me when I went to them for help, now my rapist is telling everyone I lied about what happened as a way to control him.

I really really REALLY want to hurt him. 

I want to stop the emotional pain but I'm still working through so much and it hurts so bad, sometimes I still want to die just so I can truly stop feeling. But I'm too stubborn to let these monsters win in watching me falter.

If this is too heavy I'll make it private.  For now I'll make it public. ;A;

Winter 2018 --

Last bits of art from 2018!

I had more planned but due to medication troubles I wasn't able to manage my time well enough, I even wanted to write something out for the snowman pic but- le sigh, no such luck.

Maybe later I can post it on it's own. 

I hope you all enjoy these little lingering bits of 2018, I'm looking forward to 2019!

My resolutions are to draw and write more, stand up for myself better when it comes to my mental and physical health, and let go of the last bits of anger and lingering revenge I have inside my little body. 

Good luck to us all in our resolutions and new year! Thank you all for your continued support and friendship, here's to more comics, smut, stories, and headcanons! :D

Comic - Folks-y Wisdom pg. 50 --

Been working on this on and off for the past few days, I'm dealing with a cold right now and trying to finish this was a nightmare.

My mom got me a little laptop for my birthday so I could work while away from my PC but the little thing is essentially useless for what I need and it couldn't even use PS on it at all without it constantly locking up, I might recommend returning it. 

Since I had to get out of bed to finish this page and my throat and head are killing me. 

Coming back to work on the comic is a nightmare for me, I'm trying to emulate where I left off but it's been a few years and my style has changed along with how I ink and create pages. I don't think I'll be trying so hard on the next page, it doesn't flow well with me and isn't appealing at all. ;A;

But we're getting somewhere at least!

I'm not in a good place mentally, they keep changing my meds and dosages, and it's wrecking me in all aspects, please forgive me for lack of work, I'm doing my best!

Ah, so much text, please enjoy this new page! 

Comic - Blowjobs --

The title on the files aren't any better lol

I started with the first panel, planning on making a small draft to later make a full fledged pic, but it sort of got away from me in the best way. 

Hey, check out that anatomically correct lemur peen, it's great.
They have barbs just under the head! That's a furry kink of mine and I just had to outfit Uncle with it.

Planning on playing with the accurate peen more in the future, with actual penetration next time. ;9

But for now a handsome lemur king taking care of his two favorite consorts! 

PoM and such --

I've been re-watching Penguins of Madagascar and I'm back on my bullshit. XD

Not only does the shows humor still hold up, it rekindled my love of my ultimate OTP, AND on the 10 year anniversary of the show too!

I still think these two have great chemistry, granted Julien is a major flirt and seems capable of matching with anyone, these two play well of each other. Lest we forget the episode 'Time Out' that canonically had these two frozen in time together for who knows how long. ;>

PoM and this couple will always have a special place in my heart and mean so much to me, not only did it get me through the worst, soul crushing, part of my life, I made great friends and even gained a mentor in Danny Jacobs, who I speak to regularly.

Even as I gain new interests and time goes on I will always find time for PoM. ;w;

There are a few other images in this batch, a color test for a Tangled!Julien and a summer sketch I overlooked in posting. At least I think I forgot to post it, let me know.

I do have one separate NSFW pic to post so it doesn't muddle this SFW batch. 

Comic commission - Hypnotic Nightmare - complete --

A four page comic commission for a friend!

Lots of different characters here, some I've drawn before, others were a whole new experience, which is always a fun time! :>

This is one of the two big projects I've been working on, and let me apologize for the long wait, I took this on shortly before the flood that hit my family and home. Glad to have been working with a long time friend and to bring their vision to form.

Extra kudos to them as they're always so descriptive and eloquent! Plus their added permission to allow me to post these too!

I hope everyone enjoys!

WiPs, roughs, SAI., and I think a Medibang file or two are all here! ;>

See if you can name all the characters, some of which I had never seen before. :D

Taking it back --

Lack of motivation and constant pain have kept me from really drawing anything.

The only thing I managed to do was a quick sketch and ink of my Sonic fan character, who here has known me that long? :>

It was really fun to revisit the character because- drawing Sonic stuff if fun!
I've been a fan since I was a kid, games, comics, all the good stuff man.

This was also very cathartic in that I basically left the fandom and drawing it because of how controlling my ex-husband was with it. 

So the sentiment behind this is basically a fuck you to him because he used me for a lot of shit, including drawing whatever he wanted, I could think of nothing better than to go back and draw something he enjoyed controlling without him being able to do anything about it.

Here's to hoping November will be better than October in terms of mental and physical health, I really miss drawing. ;A;

No longer accepting commissions --

Both my mental and physical health have been absolutely crazy these past few weeks, after I complete my current workload I will not be accepting commissions for an indefinite amount of time. 

That Tangled series got me like wow --

I'm sorry, I have no idea what to title this.

I haven't done much drawing outside of finishing up commissions, my mental and physical health have been roller-coastering horribly these last few weeks and it's been affecting my ability to work.

So far the only things I have managed to draw in-between work and my health are a few Tangled inspired pieces with Lilith and Persephone. 

One a Halloween piece and the other, the main image, a show style piece because I love doing that. I can see a lot that needs work on the style practice but for now it's good enough. :>

TTS - He's only a child --

Okay, have you watched the Tangled series??

Because it is so good!

I had originally found that song for the animatic through another animation, which then led me to the original in the show and I binged that whole first season and am currently keeping up with the second and let me tell you, Varian, he is my whole reason for this show.

He's perfect, his design, his character, his singing!
And I have such a huge need to protect this poor child. I understand all those posts now. lol

There is a lot going on with this kid and from what I've taken in from the fandom for Tangled, a ton of people either ignore or seem to forget that he's only 14. 

I don't want to give anything away for the first season if anyone feels like taking a look but, oh boy, I will be drawing this kid more.

Sorry for lack of updates, I'm- hmm, going through a lot of stuff that I can't really vocalize and it's exhausting. But doing my best. ;w;

Space clip --

A few days ago I had a breakdown triggered by one of my family member's actions and attitude reminding me of my ex.

So my little brother took me out to hang out and relax, it was a lot of fun and reminds me that not everyone in my family is harsh or angry. 

While we were out I bought a few nice things from Claire's, including a hair clip with a shimmery galaxy print. 

It inspired me to doodle this up, I'm not sure if I'll finish it but I had fun letting go and simply drawing without thought.

I hope you enjoy. :>

Animatic - scene two - Believe me I know --

I don't know how I stumbled upon this song but I did and am in love with it.

It's from the season one finale of Tangled the series, I ended up watching it and absolutely love Varian, his reasoning for his actions is easy to sympathize with and before I knew it I had created a story to fit my fan characters.

Justin gets more attention in it than anyone else.

This clip is, I think, seven seconds long, I have all the other scenes planned out and working on this really helped my art block. I managed to knock this out in about 30 mins, if anything the editing and rendering in PS took the longest.

I do have a story to go with it but I'd like to have all the other scenes done before I ramble on about it.

Sorry for the lack of content lately, it's been rough lately and I'm having some trouble with getting past a wall I have with current commissions. 

I hope you enjoy tho!

SU - Welcome to the world --

Eeeey, we all eventually create a gemsona for ourselves.

I always tend to create sad characters to reflect how I constantly felt, and I still feel very sad and alone a lot of the time, but I do have a sort of happy ending planned for my character.

I chose Tanzanite, it's one of three gemstones for the month of December, I wanted a stone that reflected my birth month. 

To mirror my anxiety and panic disorders I came up with a background where the gem growth makeup of large quartz warriors is broken down, reformed, shattered, and forced to reform over and over until a much smaller warrior is made. These gems are unstable and don't use weapons, they each have a special feature that is their weapon.

Meant to be powerful but compact.

It's like that meme, we made a smaller more powerful warrior out of quartz dust. You ruined a perfectly good gemsis what you did, it has anxiety. lol

I really like how this turned out for something I was doing to vent. 

Don't worry about me, I just cry a lot, ha. ;w;

Precious baby boy --

I didn't get the chance this year to visit Breakdown's grave, since it's at my old house and no one wants to take me there for obvious reasons.

Breakdown would have been five this year, I know he would have loved my new home, I like to think his little soul is here and I'm never alone.

I miss him so much sometimes, I find myself bawling sometimes when I'm alone, wishing he was here. 

But I'm safe now and I like to think my little spark knows that and he can rest peacefully.

I miss you Breakdown, you wonderful little sweet spark.

WIP Comic - What comes after --

Not sure if I shared the three pages I had roughed of this comic.

It's what happens after Julien finds out that Kowalski has chosen Doris, he doesn't want to go home, and even though the penguins invite him and Lilith to stay with them he can't face being so close to where Kowalski and he made a life together.

It was so easy for Kowalski to cast everything aside for an old want, there's only one other person he feels like he can go to and for once Julien is grateful to the gods for his Uncle's sporadic visits to New York.

I really really REALLY want to work on this story, either in comic form or as stand alone images with written story.

I always had an idea for this sort of AU and working on it during my own relationships/marriages collapse has been important to me. For some reason ha.

I don't want to ramble too much like I usually do, but feel free to ask away about anything! 

I hope it isn't too messy to read or make out at any point, my lines are pretty messy before I tight-line for ink.