Have a queer movie you'd like me to see? Comment the title below, and next week I will randomly select a winner to watch in April for After Dark!*
Rules:
-One title per person.
-Canon, subtext only, queer characters with no love interest, anything goes.
-Total runtime must be 2 1/2 hours or less, but can come in any form. (So those short series with like 10 episodes that amount to an hour and a half of content, like Blueming or To My ...
2024-04-07 23:21:08 +0000 UTC
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Good news: I've had the in-lab sleep test! It was more of an evaluation really, they needed to figure out the best settings for me personally. It amounted to a horrific night's sleep, but since we were basically test running things that was to be expected.
I should be getting a call from the cpap machine* supplier next week, I'm assuming to set up an order for a specific machine and have it delivered. I won't know how long it'll take to get here until I talk to the supplier, b...
2024-04-06 14:00:09 +0000 UTC
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A queer classic for a reason. <3
2024-04-02 23:08:30 +0000 UTC
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Diagnosed! Which was obvious, but it's always nice to be validated when you know what's going on with your own body. They want me to do an in-house, overnight sleep test anyway to zero in on what exactly my treatment looks like, which I thought would take a week to schedule a date that's another several weeks out, but it's been scheduled for TOMORROW night. Here's hoping I have the same luck when scheduling the follow up/treatment setup.
So far so good, thankfully I'm on track for treat...
2024-04-02 18:26:07 +0000 UTC
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No jokes or fools, just a little gift opening to start the week with some love. <333
2024-04-01 16:54:37 +0000 UTC
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I did the sleep test, and results should take up to two weeks. From there I believe I schedule a follow up with the sleep specialist to discuss treatment, which involves ordering equipment. No idea if they have a variety of options for me to choose from there or if I need to have it delivered from somewhere, but it's all one big process that I'd say I'm in the second half of at this point.
Even if it has to be delivered, I think April is where treatment officially begins! Doing my best ...
2024-03-28 22:39:25 +0000 UTC
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If you'd like to send me something but hate Amazon, Etsy is officially here to save the day. Head over here for all the details and links in the masterpost. <3
2024-03-20 16:00:34 +0000 UTC
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This month's randomly selected winner is Amy B, who submitted The Birdcage (1996)!
This is a classic queer comedy based on a Tony award-winning Broadway musical (but is not a musical itself). I would absolutely count this as Required Viewing for those interested in the history of American queer representation. It stars Robin Williams and Nathan Lane, along with a terrific supporting c...
2024-03-20 05:12:50 +0000 UTC
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Went to the GP for two issues that have been plaguing me for anywhere from a couple/few months to actual years: ankle swelling, and The Cough That Never Left. We likely know what the cause of the swelling is but I need a chest x-ray to make sure, which I'll be getting this Saturday. I'm prescription Flonase for the throat issue, but to be honest I wouldn't surprised if I wind up at an ear/nose/throat specialist in the near future.
I also asked about an ADD* diagnosis, and should be gett...
2024-03-19 14:00:11 +0000 UTC
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I just made the soonest available appointment to get everything I need for the at home sleep test for the 26th! The at home test only lasts one night, so if the end of March is about testing and getting back results then it looks like April is still on track to be about getting the actual treatment up and running.
I'm doing my best to tackle Young Royals and Mary & George (though I do have a regular doctor's appointment tomorrow) and I haven't forgotten about anything currentl...
2024-03-13 19:22:54 +0000 UTC
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2024-03-12 01:18:42 +0000 UTC
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Another chaotic, scatter-brained gift video! So many, many thanks to Malsperanza for her box full of Heaven Official's Blessing amazingness and whichever lovely person sent me the second book in the They Both Die At The End duology. I cannot handle any of it. <333
(For anyone new here: I have a public Amazon Wish List and every now and then a lovely patron sends me something, but if you're not comfy with Amazon (who is) please contact me and we can get an alternative figured out. Als...
2024-03-08 15:00:15 +0000 UTC
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Mile and Apo return! Been very curious about this one for a long time and it's finally here. <3
2024-03-08 02:33:29 +0000 UTC
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Have a queer movie you'd like me to see? Comment the title below, and next week I will randomly select a winner to watch in March for After Dark!*
Rules:
-One title per person.
-Canon, subtext only, queer characters with no love interest, anything goes.
-Total runtime must be 2 1/2 hours or less, but can come in any form. (So those short series with like 10 episodes that amount to an hour and a half of content, like Blueming or To My ...
2024-03-06 23:00:04 +0000 UTC
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Saw a sleep specialist today, and the process of official diagnosis + treatment has begun. The GREAT news is that the process is going to be much cheaper than I originally thought, which is an all out miracle, tbh. In this country you rarely hear that something is going to be *cheaper,* you know? It's still gonna take me a couple/few months to pay it off, which is only possible because of you guys, but I thought I was gonna be tangled up in medical debt (in addition to paying off the...
2024-03-06 22:07:54 +0000 UTC
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-March Movie Sweepstakes (exclusive to enter, reaction itself is Public)
-Young Royals S3 uncut reactions
-After Dark: Merlin S5
-After Dark: Mysterious Lotus Casebook
-TGCF donghua S2 finale episodes
-MDZS S3
-Sherlock Holmes (2009) and Sherlock Holmes: A Game of Shadows (2011)
*WHUPS, I forgot to factor in Mysterious Lotus Casebook. The list has been altered to accommodate.
**Reaction streams are still on hold until I get my sleep d...
2024-02-29 16:00:12 +0000 UTC
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Health: I've got an appointment with a doctor set up! The actual date isn't until mid-March, but they get daily cancelations so we get to call every day and hope the timing right until then. After a GP visit I'll be referred to a specialist, which comes with its own appointment etc etc. I'm financially anxious about the specialist because I have the bad luck of living in America without insurance, but we won't know the situation until a specialist presents it to us so I'm doi...
2024-02-26 02:59:00 +0000 UTC
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Good news: I finally got the number for the GP I was referred to! They're sliding scale and close by, so I get to call tomorrow and set up an appointment. Fingers crossed I only have to wait a week or so for the actual appointment.
Bad news: It is nearly impossible for me to sleep during nighttime hours, even with a humidifier, because it's too cold and dry at the same time. The cycle involves laying down to sleep, coughing incessantly, sitting up, lungs calm down, lie down, cough inces...
2024-02-18 21:06:42 +0000 UTC
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*Relevant disclaimers are given before the reaction begins.
2024-02-05 18:40:46 +0000 UTC
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Welp, whether or not I get any sleep from one night to the next is literally a coin toss, which means my energy levels are extremely hard to predict. And to be honest, after two years of worsening sleep issues this current snag has forced me to be more realistic about my current capabilities. I started off January with a very willing spirit and an aggressive new schedule, but until I can get to that doctor (the appointment for which should be set up sometime this week) I need to give my weak ...
2024-02-05 15:00:13 +0000 UTC
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The good news is that I got the inhaler + additional meds I need yesterday! The bad news is I couldn't start taking the meds until today, and last night was the most laughable night of sleep I've had yet--and that's saying something.
For any newcomers here: I've had sleep issues for around two years now, so my 'normal' is already distinctly below average. So instead of a night like last night being rough but salvageable, it's gonna put me on my ass for today and the entire we...
2024-02-02 15:30:02 +0000 UTC
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Hey guys, my asthmatic cough has started to make another dreaded return. It's bad enough during streams, but it's especially ugly at night and risks turning my sleep from already bad to pretty horrific.
Instead of letting my anxiety win and suffering through months of hacking my lungs out (again), I'm biting the bullet and moving the HOB donghua stream from tomorrow to next week while I go to Urgent Care and get an inhaler prescribed. After all of that, we should finall...
2024-01-31 22:29:25 +0000 UTC
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*Whups, eps 1x11-1x15 aren't posted yet. I mislabeled the file as TGCF...and then I discovered it has audio issues in a few eps. Will fix the...
2024-01-29 06:27:37 +0000 UTC
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2024-01-29 06:23:22 +0000 UTC
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Monday, 1/29
After Dark: Merlin 4x07-4x08 on Discord at 1pm EST
Scum Villain Saving System Vol. 2 on Youtube at 3pm EST
Tuesday, 1/30
Call Me By Your Name on Discord at 12pm EST (All Tiers!)
MDZS 2x05-2x08 on Discord at 3pm EST
Wednesday, 1/31
After Dark: Merlin 4x09-4x10 on Discord at 1pm EST
Scum Villain Saving System Vol. ...
2024-01-29 02:47:38 +0000 UTC
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Monday, 1/22
After Dark: Merlin 4x01-4x02 on Discord at 1pm EST
Scum Villain Save System Vol. 2 on Youtube at 3pm EST
Tuesday, 1/23
After Dark: MDZS donghua 1x11-1x15 2:30pm EST
Wednesday, 1/24
After Dark: Merlin 4x03-4x04 on Discord at 1pm EST
Scum Villain Save System Vol. 2 on Youtube at 3pm EST
Thursday, 1/2...
2024-01-22 01:29:18 +0000 UTC
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Episode 5
But like...HOW though???
*From episode five on, this series will be in the second Google Drive folder for those who have trouble with WeTransfer. <3
2024-01-17 05:14:14 +0000 UTC
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Monday, 1/15
After Dark: Merlin 3x07-3x08 on Discord at 1pm EST
Scum Villain Save System Vol. 1 on Youtube at 3pm EST
Tuesday, 1/16
MDZS Donghua 1x06-1x10 on Discord at 2:30pm EST
Wednesday, 1/17
After Dark: Merlin 3x09-3x10 on Discord at 1pm EST
Scum Villain Save System Vol. 1 on Youtube at 3pm EST
Thursday, 1/18
Heaven Off...
2024-01-14 22:13:53 +0000 UTC
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This month's random selection goes to Call Me By Your Name, submitted by azazelisawesome!
For a sun-drenched slow burn, this movie is a LOT, handles a LOT, and there's simply a LOT to say. I haven't watched it in ages, but it's a fave of mine and I've yet to have a viewing where I don't write several essays in my head. So jazzed that I'll finally get to express the essays this time around, lol.
*Disclaimer: This movie comes with ...
2024-01-14 20:00:05 +0000 UTC
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