ohwhatawoman

I like to be among my friends

I realized that it is very important to be somewhere among my birds, because otherwise it makes you sad, as if you are not at ease. You fly somewhere south, but you have to go north. I'm in Yerevan now, it's spring now, I'll be back in Tbilisi in a couple of days, but I met spring here, in Yerevan, and it's so calm. In Tbilisi, spring comes quickly and it's hot.

Hmm... I know who I am, but I'm ...

My audience holds this mirror

Dear and beloved subscribers, I got some good news.

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I would be so happy if you followed the link and supported my work by buying one magazine or more!

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"Masha, you're kind and naive"

The girls introduced me to Christopher in Paris once. He was tall very kind, with funny large lips, and almost always walked around in long coats and hats. He was a club promoter, almost like a pimp (just kidding! I don't remember anything bad about him, nothing)

It was always fun. You could stay at his place for some friendly donations, like 100 euros for a week or two. And he rented some real...

Hi there, here's a list of movies I recommend you watch

Hi there, here's a list of movies I recommend you watch. It's been a long time since I've watched movies. I remember when I was 19-21 and lived in St. Petersburg on the 25th floor overlooking the Gulf of Finland, I used to watch shows and movies in winter, and then there was less of it, but of course I watched shows like "Euphoria" and "Game of Thrones", and recently I watched The Last of Us

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At that time many photographers and videographers texted me (Part 2)

The story's going further)

I remember riding in a cab in a white shirt, as loose as I was myself at that moment. Back then the inner baths were filled with other feelings. Now the inner baths are filled from a longer journey and serious thoughts, and the sound of freedom is different now, it is not only in the naked body or self-expression, but now it also sounds in the desire for safety.

Photos for you!

I’d like to share my photos taken back in 2021. For some reason I remember them as being very beautiful!

I have noticed that when I see my work as a model at the moment of collaboration with the photographer in some real time, I can't really appreciate it, I look and it seems insufficient and even makes me nauseous. probably because I have a lot of that and I am often at shoots, but then time passes and I almost stop feeling personal connection and then in this photographic space the ...

Я проснулась утром в пригороде Парижа

Я проснулась утром в пригороде Парижа у агента-фотографа. Я остановилась у него на одну ночь, потому что прилетела поздно вечером, а следующим утром была съемка в его доме. Мне посоветовала этого агента подруга. Мы часто с девочками обменивались фотографами, которые заним...

At that time many photographers and videographers texted me

I woke up in the morning in a suburban Paris at home of a photographer/agent. I stayed with him for a night because I arrived late at night, and next morning I had a shoot at his house. He was advised by a friend. We often exchanged nude photographers with the girls, because not everyone is ready to take your picture every time you come to Paris, but we wanted to expand our base somehow. And I could always get reliable contacts from my friends.

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My first time

For me, purity is something that has to do with my body and my clothes, my space. I really love it when the cleaner comes and changes the linens. You go to bed in the evening after a warm shower and wake up clean, on fresh linens that smell of conditioner. You put on light-washed Levi's and a white soft T-shirt without a bra. And then drink Ushang red tea for breakfast.

Lots of little harmonics...

Today is December 31

Last New Year I arrived from Warsaw, stood in a big queue at the passport control, I don't remember why it was so long, but it lasted about two hours =(. Some foreign couple, they were from Europe, came to Georgia for the New Year and they tried to introduce their son to me, it was funny. When I got my suitcase I saw that my acquaintance came to meet me for some reason, I was so fucking tired from standing in the airport and I was moving sooooo slowly, at 5 in the morning. And I clearly remem...

Why I think and create this way?

I put the coffee pot on the stove and thought about my track I was reeling this morning: I thought about the part in the first minute where I accidentally lengthened the sample, and it ended beautifully with the cool sound of my voice. Then I copied it with this ooooh of mine and duplicated it a few seconds later, and that sound connected so beautifully to the other introductory sample! and I thought...

The DeLorean photoshoot

More and more I like my character that I've drawn in my mind and memory...

My Memory is like some kind of sphere inside, consisting of past days, a sphere somewhere in the back of my head.

I created this character through my life line, and now I'm drawing it for you, or maybe it's all happening together.

It's real and weird and really wants to live. And as if his actions don't yet h...

Let it be shitty, let yourself be unsatisfied all the time

Hello everyone, and hello to new patrons, I see you all, thank you for coming to read and watch my work. It's very cool and very important for me. I sincerely hope that I'll be able to share my thoughts and give you something!

I have a simple monthly subscription, you will not be charged on the first, your payment will be made exactly a month later. Well, for those who pay for the subscription ...

Why am i natural for you?

I don't know, I noticed a thing that with age great meanings get blurred. And this is also a fast life course, packed wit...

In general, I caught something of my own in this movie…

Hello, friends. I recently watched “Showgirls” 1995 directed by Paul Verhoeven (robocop and Instinct), I did it for the first time.

It's a film of erotic beauty, crazy dancing and natural movements.

The imperfections of the skin and the actions of the heroes, of lipstick going beyond the edges of delicate lips…

My friend, who's also a stylist, advised me to watch it. In fact, ...

P MAGAZINE

Whenever I watch P Magazine publications, I relish the moment, I catch the state of taste of something real, the truth of the interaction of light, body and color in a photo, especially in such a photo. This is probably the state of talent — to do something so imperceptibly, so truly, without pretentiousness and the efforts of the author, like a wave, as if the picture had formed itself.

But at the same time, it's a game of inaccessibility, where models and frames, so beautiful and si...

Envy

Hi, I want to thank you for keeping up with me on subscription, it’s very important for me as an artist, so thank you very much!!! I wish you all the best!!!

Also my OnlyFans stop to work( Now im with Fansly

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Continuing to answer the question about envy as an artist)

In gen...

Complex mental system

Before plunging into the history of my nude art again, I want to answer an interesting question my patron asked, by the way, if you have any questions or topics that you are interested in me writing about it, thencomment them or write directly to me.

I really like this question, it's really interesting and relevant, because I often have internal dialogues with myself about it. Especially when I started making music…

Jealousy, envy and comparisons, depreciation — this is what h...

Fansly now!

Hello everyone, as I wrote in the last article, I was turned off Onlyfans, now I am on Fansly https://fansly.com/ohwhatawoman

I am very sorry that this happened, I received a letter one day saying that Onlyfans stops working with me because I have Russian citizenship and if I can somehow change my citizenship, then they wil...

To the latest news)

Hello everyone) This is Maria Demina

I missed you)

To the latest news)

I'm no longer on onlyfans, I don't know how to comment on it, to be honest, I took it as given: well, they deactivated me and what? I'm tired of worrying about it, at least they allowed me to withdraw money, thanks for that. At least they did not just told me the page or a user didn't exist, as it was with instag...

Completing the story and my solo travels too)

Completing the story and my solo travels too) It was November 2021, I moved alone to Georgia and realized that I was moving in the wrong direction, that the problem was not in others, but in myself. Why do I choose these people? I can't say that I didn't socialize, but I spent a lot of time alone to fill this void, or the clamped inner part, with myself and art! And then I realized how little I have ...

Сheeky smile

Continuing the story

He bluntly walked up the steps where I was standing. I was in the aisle to run away from home if anything happened. it seemed to me that I was safer than if I had been sitting and silent in the room. I think I chose a healthy tactic than pretending that nothing had happened and being afraid and hide in the room.

He came up to me wearing shorts now, I didn't...

Continuing the story!

Continuing the story

I was terribly scared, I closed the door and recalled that the keys were sticking out of the door, but not from my side. I heard that he came down from the second floor where I lived, quickly fucking opened the door, pulled it out, locked myself from the inside and got fucking scared.

I stood and realized that what I just saw was not ok. Why was he at my do...

I continue the Story!

I spent great two weeks in Paris, got a bunch of insights, my own, that happened to me myself. well, you know, sometimes you go to a psychiatrist, sometimes you meet a friend, you discuss something, and then BANG and an epiphany comes to you. And all the insights happened to me solely.

I was sitting here yesterday and realized that from November 2021 to July 2022 it was 9 months of f...

I spent two weeks in Paris...

Hello) This is your blog host on print, the long-awaited Maria Demina. First I want to apologize for being silent for so long, and explain why this happened) Nothing new, of course, but apparently that's the kind of creator I am)

As an excuse, I want to say that I do not squeeze articles out of myself and write them with pleasure when the muse comes! Well, at the beginning of June I had a birthday, so it will be a great gift if you stay with me for the next month, you will not worry tha...

After all, a woman still has this option of a MAN, let's call it that.

I love this last post of the month, it's some kind of final one for me.

By the way, now I'm writing it from a Paris coworking, like an anti-cafe, when you pay for time, not for coffee, but in general the same thing happens) I finish two cups in two hours, that's an hours cost) Well, it's not the point, atmosphere's interesting: everyone is sitting, typing and being serious.

And I came to ...

AMOUR

Is it all me or is the world like this)

I finally got to Paris and I feel calm, the main thing is that I am in focus. Paris impresses with its beauty, prices, but it's just cool to be here, I eat its energy. I feel free and cool here. For example, now I'm sitting in a sunny cafe in a T-shirt, braless and no one bothers, no one looks at me, well, or looks at me, but in such a way that...

Girl from internet

When I started shooting nude, I lived in St. Petersburg, and then moved to Moscow. Moscow scared me, but I always wondered what it was like. I was born in Samara and at the age of 18, after graduating from school, I went to study in St. Petersburg. after 3 years there I moved to Moscow for a relationship, and I just wanted to, I love to travel,

I wanted to start a modeling career, no...

Returning to my story....

Returning to my story, which I am telling you and I am reliving myself, it is interesting to observe how I relate to it in different periods. Sometimes I accept it for what it is, I care about this story and admire it, and sometimes I feel like a fallen angel and don't understand why it was done. maybe in order for me to be admired, maybe because I need to tell it, or maybe because we are arranged th...

Oh Ohwhatawoman

I disappeared again for a while, the last week and a half turned out to be emotionally difficult for me, this is due to my internal female changes....

First, I will digress and say that at some point I stopped reposting news about the war and the complete shit that the government that is currently suppressing my state is doing. Because my audience does not need to be told where white is and whe...