Felix Elise

Selling dirty bathwater lmao jk

Im a solid 6 at best thats gained a bunch of weight and has shitty hair, but i got an *okay* personality😂🌈🎆. I look zonked out because i am. By the time i get my day off, I will have worked 13 days straight. And i have to go to ATL for a shoot on that day so is it REALLY a day off work?? Lol.

Update: im about to get images back for my $1 tier so stay tuned. I have a shoot this Sunday (as already mentioned) and a shoot planned for the first weekend in september. Yall bare with...

As Promised

As soon as I step outside to take a photos it starts RAINING lol. Just my luck.. My original plan was to play with some of the colored powder I had left over from my last shoot with Sophia, but I guess we will do that next time.

It's so hard lining up shoots with this schedule man. I had a photographer willing to drive to me on Sunday, but our plans fell through because I responded too late. Maybe we can reschedule soon.. I sooo wanna create, but I reeeally want more hours in a day or ...

Ethottin in the woods cont.

More edits from my shoot with Griffin Lambert and Hannah Guthrie

fireworks

It's hard for me to celebrate today when this country continues to prove that it doesn't give a shit about me, but I do enjoy fireworks. Also, this is the first fourth of July since I turned 21 that I haven't been hungover or drinking. Happy No Drink July to me, four days in and it already feels like it's been two weeks.

PC: Patrick Sun

gypsy soul

My friend was leaving town again, so I had to go visit her. She gave me so many clothes that I will be using for my shoot with Wendy Garfinkel on Monday and I'm soooo excited for it! We probably took pictures for 20 minutes before we decided to call it quits because her camera was being dumb. It was HOT as heck and the humidity had us suffocating, so we mostly just hung out.

 Sophia is such a chill, real individual. I like her mind and honesty. If she put away photography forever, ...

ethottin' in the woods

Yall know the drill. I just really like being naked in a waterfall in the dead heat of summer. There's a little mix of edited and unedited pics in here. I'm hoping that Griffin sends me more photos because I loved how so many of these turned out and I feel like yall deserve to see them all. Also: dat ass doe O.O

Comodel: Hannah Guthrie

PC: Griffin Lambert

Update for $7 tier

Wow, long time no see guys. As you can tell, im suffering from a bit of a sunburn from going to the river multiple times this past week. I've also been gaining weight and im struggling to accept it. I dont want to take pictures when i feel fat, when photographers make comments about me being chubby and tell me to "suck in more" when im giving it all i got😅 the way my back fat creases when i get into certain poses. i know perception is a bitch. To most people im probably just an average hea...

May Queen

PC: David Hobbs

Phoenix

PC: David Hobbs

*1975 plays in background*

I really love the atmosphere of these photos. Silhouttes+ gel lighting makes for some pretty stuff.
PC: David Hobbs

Scarlet Letters

PC: David Hobbs

The year is already half over. What is happening.

Splinters of Glass

Let me know if this link works. Video by @visualsbyumesh

Different shiz

Moe and I always do a bunch of random shit when we get together. This shoot was lightning fast and kinda stressful for us both because we had to hurry.

mosaic

Hey loyal patrons! I'm so sorry about my absence here lately. I went through quite a phase where I felt demotivated to shoot because I was uninspired with modeling. I was SO nervous about this workshop because I hadn't had a true shoot since Valentine's Day. I worked with my friend Moe last month, but it was very rushed because I had to give therapy an hour away from his house (I'm about to upload that set to the $1 tier). 

I ended up having aLOT of fun and it reminded me of why I ...

pyschosis

Throwback to a shoot I did with Robin Fowler and Craig Gum. Craig was teaching her how to use studio lights and her camera for this concept, and these are images Craig took for the hell of it. I actually really like some of these.. maybe I can get him to edit a few ;P 

throwback with Craig Gum

Craig sent me some dropboxes full of unedited photos from our previous shoots and I figured I'd share some of my favs with yall! This set is from the very first time I worked with him.. man I was so nervous. Before I started modeling I saw his pictures and thought I'd never be confident or good enough to work with him. I sat outside the studio for ten minutes sweating balls. I ended up having so much fun and have worked with him several times since! Will be sharing more in a little bit.

little nightmares

PC: Tate Chmielewski

beacons

Yall wouldn't believe how terrified of that lamp I was. I burned my tit like 2700 times on it.

PC: Tate Chmielewski

smoke and mirrors

PC: Tate Chmielewski

stray lights trickling in

Some days I feel fine about myself, and then there are days like today when I can't find clothing that's baggy enough. Is it dysmorphia if my insecurities are true? My belly ISNT as small as it used to be. My ass is nicer, sure, but at the expense of being able to comfortably wear tight shirts and certain jeans that now cut in a little too much. I see myself nude and I automatically want to cut off the pieces of fat I don't want anymore. And then my hair... oh lord I'm actually so sensitive a...

lovebug

PC: David Rodgers

honey

Happy Valentine's Day, love bugs!

baby doll

Part one of a v-cute valentine's day shoot I did earlier this week. Part 2 tomorrowww

PC: David Rodgers, love working with this man!

Sneak peak

Im having a hard time.
PC: David Rodgers

lovely days

It was slightly warm enough to shoot in the nude despite it still being winter-time. It actually felt kinda nice in the sun.. if the church was more secluded I could've hung out there for much longer.

PC: Landon Tritt

the graveyard's ghost

PC: Timothy Landon Tritt

Sorry if a lot of these look similar, I just couldn't decide between a few nuanced pics and honestly if I have them might as well share.

first shoot of the new year!

Part One of a super fun shoot I had with my friend Landon Tritt a few days ago. I have two more sets coming, including a nude one for the $5 and $7 tiers!

New art on the wayyy

First shoot of the new year done! Ill be sharing images from it soon.

Happy New Years

A 'rookie' photographer captured these images on her phone and sent them to me tonight from a workshop i did towards the beginning of this past year. She said lots of things like "idk if youd want to see this" and "it was great practice", but i think she did just fine. I hate how insecure people can be about their work, but I get it. Im highly critical of myself and it causes me to quit doing things I enjoy and am possibly good at (cough cough, guitar).

Ive never believed in New Years ...

Merry Christmas!!

I hope everyone has a fantastic holiday!
PC: David Hobbs
MUA: Mary Gatson