The Lune INNATE

Early Release

This is coming out this week but wanted to share with you first and without sponsor portion. Hope you enjoy XOXO

Happy Mid Summa 😎

Just a follow up check in :)

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Xo

A check in :)

Hi everyone - just a personal update for you. I was feeling a little off last week physically, I’ll spare you any graphic details and skip right to to finding out I have shingles 😓. I wasn’t really familiar with them but have heard they are something anyone who has had chickenpox might have to deal with. I heard they are painful but mine have not been too bad in that regard. It’s more so I’ve been tired, itchy, and a little out of it from the giant blue play dough looking antiviral meds I’m on now. My derm thinks it won’t get too bad as I got on meds pretty early into getting a rash. Her guidance was try not to stress too much the next couple weeks. Oy, lol.

Sorry that this is holding me up and it is Fourth of July here in the states next week- meaning I’m going to be dealing with fireworks all weekend lol.

As soon as I feel a bit more myself I’m excited to create the long form, which is focused on calibration, and the lssn sssn on record keeping and divination. Thanks so much for always being so patient with me. The best laid plans, right?

Sending you my love and if you are in the USA I hope you have a fun weekend and fourth. I know holidays like this can bring up some conflicting feelings- I just hope you can enjoy yourself and spend time with friends. :)

Much much love oxoxox Jillian

Ps if you have any regulars for videos please let me know! I love getting ideas from you and hearing what you like to have included in the experience. Xoxoxo

Just a check in for the start of this week. :)

Hi friends! 

I ended up getting so sick and am just starting to feel better. I filmed our LSSN today but need to give my voice a rest to film the session. I'll get it edited and shared with you ASAP. It is next on my list. :) 

Still planning another topic for June as well, as this one is more of a "breaking the ice" style chat to get back into it. Lots of stops to cough lol. 

Just wanted to give you all a heads up I have a lot of sponsors this month. I don't know why but my agent was able to get me 3x as many as they usually do. Apologies if they drive you crazy and thank you to all of you who always say "get it girl!" lol. Bonus sponsors means I have more videos for YouTube this month, which feels really good as I have a lot of ideas. 

A heads up to the Long Form buddies, with getting sick last week and unable to film, and I needed to use some of the last Long Form for a video this week to keep up. I'll have 2 this week for Youtube, 1 which is part of the LF and 1 original. Hope you don't mind. Usually I cut up the LF but this one I really loved the crystal healing part with the thunder so I created a shorter session out of that part of the video. 

Thanks so much for your grace and good vibes. I love this group so much. XOXOX

Big (germ free) hugs - Jillian

Just checking in :)

Hi friends, Hope you’ve had a great May. Holy moly we are almost halfway through the year.

I wasn’t able to post on YouTube last week. I had a video ready but needed to pair it with a sponsor (the oxytocin video shared here and going live today on YouTube). Since tho, I’ve lost my voice. It’s getting better today I think but has been building since last week. I don’t feel sick (no fever or soreness in body, no swollen lymph or redness) but my throat hurts when I swallow and my voice sounds hilarious. Last week my throat started feeling … dry? Then Monday my voice start to go. I can talk now it’s just still not totally healed.

The videos that this is effecting is the lssn sssn. I have my notes and points I want to talk about written but talking more than a few words makes me feel “choked” and I start coughing. I’m drinking honey tea and gargling with salt water. Do you know any other tricks to heal a throat? I think it just needs more rest.

Lssn and sssn are the next on my list to create. I apologize for the hold up. The theme is 3 parts to think on the “pros and cons” of spiritual: urgency, karmic play, and focus.

Sending much love and appreciation and wishing you a great wrap up for May.

So much love,

Jillian

Ps We have a the full moon in Sag this Friday and all the astrology accounts I follow are hyping it up! I’ve been doing some personal and collective spiritual work with mantras, frequencies and intentions as a build up to the full moon where I imagine all that magic and intention will be released into the ethers.

Oxytocin theme session :)

Woof youtube is having upload issues for me ATM - this too forever. 

Hope you enjoy, just an "early access" video without the sponsored portion. I have a few sponsors for the month of June which is such great timing. I'm looking to move and the extra this month will go toward moving expenses once I find the right place. Thanks for always being so understanding. We gotta live lol. 

Much love and warmth friends XOXOXOX.

This is coming out tomorrow

But here it is without the Ad :) HD version is processing at the time I am posting this but wanted to put it up before I start getting ready for bed. zzZ

Thank you for being here XOXOXOXO

Hello love! Just a check in :)

Hope you are well! Happy Taurus SZN!!

I'm back from my trip. It was the worst ever lol. So bad and such crazy family drama that I've never dealt with before. It took me days to recover from the long drive (1200 miles solo each way), the minimal sleep, stress, and emotional chaos.

Thank you so much for your patience with me. 

I'm SO looking forward to creating! Next week is totally dedicated to sessions. By this Sunday I should have the Cards for Taurus shared with you, and over the week I'll be sharing the ASMR Session, Long Form, Dyn Thought, etc. 

Can not thank you enough. 

Tons of love, warmth, appreciation XOXOXOOXOX

Jillian

A whispery little talking video :)

Hi everyone. Tomorrow night I leave for NJ. I wanted to share this with you before it goes live tomorrow on yotube as this version doesn’t have the sponsor portion.

It’s been a weird week- not terrible just really emotional and lots of things going on whilst still feeling like an “in between” time as I get ready to leave.

Thank you so much for being here. Happy full moon tomorrow. That Libra energy is appreciated.

Much much love xooxoxoxoxo

Jillian

Just a personal update (updated)

My grandmother ascended around midnight last night. My dad told me there was a big electrical thunder and lightning storm right around that time. I’m happy for her - she wanted to go - but so sad and greiving very hard atm. I’m planning to go back to see my family once I hear when the services will be so I can plan being there for that as well. Thanks o much for all your love and compassion. This layered grief is very challenging.

I’m so sorry to share so many downer updates with you this year already. It’s been so tough.

My grandmother(Nanny) is now actively dying. I won’t make it there in time to see her (she in NJ and me in FL) and I’m coming to terms with that. She is in hospital atm and will be moved to hospice at home if she makes it that long. I’m planning to go be with family this week but don’t yet have a concrete plan. Just processing a lot right now and doing my best to anchor in calm even if I’m 1000 miles away.

Nanny, Carole, has shaped me so much. The most generous and fun to talk to person. I never couldn’t be honest with her. I never had to hide anything. She was one of the few people in my life as a child and young adult that I felt not only seen by, also accepted and loved. She was spooky too lol. I lovingly call her spooky Nanny. Lol. And def influenced me to be less fearful and accepting of all the ups and downs in life. The shadow and light. When I was a little girl, we would be driving late from Philly through the pine barrens she would tell me about the Jersey devil, but how we were safe because she was a good witch and could protect us.

There’s been so much grief. I’m still grieving Bomba, Blanca, now in the pre-grief stages for Nanny.

I know she’ll be with my mom, my uncle, and Poppy as well as all her pets and sisters. I know she is ready. It still is very painful for us left behind.

I may be a little quiet this week as I get a plan together and visit my family in NJ,.

Thanks so much for your kindness and rich compassion with me over such a challenging time. I’m so grateful to you.

Xoxox

Jillian

Sharing this with Patreon before it goes live next week.

Feel like it was so hard to express myself clearly in this video - thanks for always hearing me with your heart. :)

Much love xoxoxoxo

Loss of a friend

Hi everyone

Not everyone will know her, but one of my beloved friend’s soul ascended yesterday. Some of you may remember a time I was working on the emerald paradigm with Blanca. I’m taking some time to process this. She is already sending me messages. One being today I got a puppy, and she is a rescue from Puerto Rico which is where Blanca was born.

Blanca was more than a friend, she was a powerful teacher and could shine a light inside you so you could more richly see yourself and know “who the f you are”.

She will be dearly missed in this realm and has left many books and teachings for us to still receive. I have no doubt she is building a great school of some kind in the astral realms lol. Blanca was a medium as well, always so connected to the ethnic fields and souls.

🕯️

Sending love and thanks to my friend and teacher.

Sending warmth and love to you all- this/these transits are intense.

Xoxoxox

Jillian

Just checking in :)

Hi friends,

Just wanted to give you a little update on my plans for this week’s sessions. I’m very excited because I recently launched the Reiki one classes and I am working on level two this week. I had intentions to film a second longform video to have for you before the end of the month however, the unit next-door to my house is under construction and I wasn’t able to film yesterday due to all the noise. I will be recording a longform video this week I just can’t get it done before the end of February.

[Many of you already understand this but for those of you who maybe haven’t heard me mention: I share custody with my son and have him with me one week the next week he will be at his father’s , then back to me for a week, etc. While he is home with me, it’s very hard to film videos and I put my focus into him; the weeks he is with his dad are the weeks that I get to work on sessions and projects.]

Really excited to film this next longform, because I have some ideas to make it as much of a personal experience as possible.

I will also have another entry for dynamic thought for you this week which I’m very much looking forward to digging into. :)

For those of you always sending me good thoughts - thank you! I always feel so much positivity from the group here and sending best intentions to you as well.

There’s so many big shifts happening astrologically - wrapping up this cycle, Pluto changing signs, Saturn as well I believe. Feels like such a high pressure time. My heart is slowly healing from Bomba, tho I still cry almost every day. I just miss him so much. My dad is having heart surgery this week. I was in urgent care last week cos I took Advil on an empty stomach and really messed up my tummy. It is finally starting to feel better but my goodness. I have a new understanding of what ppl with ulcers and digestive issues deal with. Waking up night after night with terrible stomach pains, medication that hurts the joints. No fun at all. I started an herbal regimen and stopped taking the ppi medication as it was hurting my hips- what the heck? Lol. The last 2 nights I finally got to sleep through the night. Ok oversharing there but what I was getting at are the shifts. 😅 I stopped drinking coffee due to my stomach pain and trying to heal. I feel like my day to day lean-ons are fading away. Not to mention I’ll not be taking Advil again… Anyone else feel that some “go-tos” are shifting in these transits? It’s been happening over the last few months.. thinking of back to when I stopped cannabis (tho I do have a balm which technically does have thc that I use for pain, but no psychoactive properties). Thinking perhaps loads of space is being made for the New.

I feel like I’ve been saying that for ages now haha, but it is true. So much re-working of our worlds, macro and micro. 🖤🤍

https://youtu.be/hI5IVvUc9Rc

(Just sharing cos now this is in my head. 😎)

Wishing you a beautiful week. Need a couple days and I’ll be sharing LF session and audio with the group :)

So much love,

Jillian

If you want to hear about that first day finding out Bomba was not going to get better.

I filmed this the day after I was told to euthanize Bomba. I’m so glad I took him home and we had 3 more weeks together. I filmed more so to talk with someone and never shared it as I thought it was too sad.

If you want to hear the full story about him getting sick here it is. It’s def a bummer and I’m sorry cos I’m def dumping emotionally here so please be warned- not for everyone.

This explains what I was told and what he’s dealing with.

When I say things got worse.. he cries and yelps and shakes after every bathroom trip. He even shakes as I carry him from bed down to the front yard to potty. He started going to the bathroom in random places even though I have potty pads all over the house for him. He has to wear a little diaper and doesn’t want to eat or go for walks. I can only give him this last offering of relief, as much as it breaks my heart.

The time line was - this all started in Sept and each month since he’s been worse and worse. Still so loving and sweet. This is the limit tho on what I can allow him to endure. I know soon he’ll be pain free and free to explore and travel and do whatever his sweet soul feels called to. I’m sure he’ll be visiting me often.

Thank you again for your kindness and compassion. I’m sorry for anyone who goes through this.

Aquarius SZN ASMR

Happy almost bday Aquarians. I was able to get this filmed last weekend before knowing Bomba would be crossing this week. Glad I could give it to you before I totally fall apart myself this week - how fitting.

I’ll get the card reading up for you as soon as I am able. I’m looking forward to it. These sessions and reading are for me as much as I hope they are for you- as in supportive and comforting.

Much love friends. XO

Update on Bomba

Hi everyone. Hope you’re having a beautiful Sunday.

I just wanted to pop in to update you; Bomba will be crossing to his next journey tomorrow morning. It will be at home. I’m snuggling with him now and planning to make his favorite meal for dinner.

He’s gotten much worse over the last weeks, and is just going to keep getting worse. It breaks my heart but I have to love him enough to let him go in as much peace and comfort as possible. He’s in so much pain and his quality of life has taken a dive.

Im going to be a mess this week. I’ve been a mess the last few weeks. My plans are to just let myself be in the grief and do what I can to care for myself. I’ve been Bomba’s hospice nurse the last minth, nurse for the last few months, and while I’m so incredibly grateful to be able to be here for him it’s really been emotionally challenging. Im going to ride my bike. Clean my house (in a healing way if that makes sense). And if the weather perks up maybe go to the beach to just cry at the ocean.

Im so very sad and heartbroken. Bomba is such a special soul to me. We have an intense bond. I can’t picture my life without him.

This painfully marks a new phase for me and I’ll have to adjust to what comes next.

Thank you for being here and being so kind to me and other community members. Your loving intentions are tremendously appreciated. 🙏💕💕💕

Sad news

Hi friends. I have had such a horrible day. I am so sorry to come and share with you as I am in the middle of such pain and despair and confusion; I risk not making sense. But this community has supported me in a myriad of ways; especially in the difficult time I have had recently.

TW: Pets

Today I took Bomba to an exam at his vet. He had been having problems and pain with no.2. We tried antibiotics, diet change already and he was scheduled today for a sedated exam as his backside has been painful; too painful to examine properly.

About an hour after taking him in i was told to take him to an emergency center. Between both places (original vet and ER) we spent 12 hours today. He was diagnosed with a stricture likely from neoplasm. The treatment options are painful and reduce his quality of life. The vet had suggested euthanasia and said the treatments would be difficult on him. I brought Bomba home and he with with me now snuggling in bed. This is one of the hardest days of my life. I feel such guilt and pain having to decide what is best for him.

I don’t know what to do but I don’t want to be selfish. I don’t want him to be in pain. I don’t want to drag out his painful experiences- but the idea of saying goodbye to my best friend has completely broken my heart. He’s been with me through so much. I feel like I have failed him. He is so loved and babied and cared for- my beloved. Still I feel like I fell short. :,(( I can’t stop crying my head and heart hurt like never before.

I’m sorry for this triggering and painful post. I just needed to tell someone. I keep asking why? Why now? Things have been so rough. And now Bomba? I can’t imagine my life without him.

I wish I had something beautiful to share but I’m just not there yet.

Please keep him in your prayers. I pray for clarity. I pray to know what is best for him. I pray for his comfort.

Thank you for all your kindness and love during such a hard time.

Checking In :)

Just a little raw catch up to share what's been going on with me, where I am on my health journey, and how things are unfolding. 

Here's the cliff notes incase you prefer:

My arm pain is getting worse and is much worse with use so that's what's been pushing this major slow down. There's some message here, or meaning, about needing to change my movements. 

Still not sure exactly what is wrong but I have my suspicion that its a compressed nerve/vein/artery issue stemming from my shoulder (thoracic outlet syndrome). I'm waiting for a referral for a Neurologist and am very much looking forward to understanding what is going on. 

This is really tough because it hurts very much, like pinched nerves down my arm and into my hand and a feeling of weakness, and is aggravated by holding my arms out and/or up, and repetitive movements. (As in, how I make video sessions presently.) It is not an ER level of pain. Tho it gets very intense and sharp and I find the need to ice my arm and palm.

My biggest pain* tho comes from the realization that I need to change the way I create. And at least for the time being, I need to adapt my movements in sessions.

My burnout is doing ok. I'm eating much better and taking care of myself physically. :) So at this point my greatest issue is the arm pain and  whatever is going on with my nerves/veins. 

I can't thank you enough for helping me in this time of need, and all the times along the way. I thank the universe every day for this community. 

While I can deny I'm sad and scared I remain grateful as I know this is somehow pushing me to discover new ways I can serve and create.

I love you so much. 

With much warmth and deepest of thanks,

Jillian

Hi friends - I’m ok :)

Edit: Sorry the link doesn't work on all devices so leaving in here: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCptMRKlEkkwFRIfiWU-BQIA

Hi love 💗 Just popping in to let you know I took a week off and am feeling a lot better energetically. I’m still figuring out the health stuff but my anxiety attacks are dissipating and I’m feeling much more like myself.

Thank you for the love and support. I really can’t thank you enough.

I’m sharing my vlog channel because I know some of you kindly wanted to check in with me so the last 2 videos on this channel are just that. :)

Today I’m getting ready to film a burn out themed session and will post it on YouTube later today.

I also am planning something a little different (as in I’ve never done this before) for patreon and I’m excited to hear your thoughts once I have it ready this weekend.

Getting back into the swing of things- new swings, new patterns, more caring for myself so I can heal and grow.

I appreciate you and your kind comments - which gave me so much strength at a time I needed it desperately - more than words can articulate.

Sending you love and best wishes as well xoxoxooxx

See you soon :) J

Happy Halloween + Checking In

Hi friends.

I hope you had a great weekend and have a Happy Halloween today :)

Trigger warning ED

Just wanted to keep you posted as the long form is coming but I needed to make some adjustments to the format and want to explain.

So for the last week or so I’ve been having a sort of health crisis. I say sort of cos I don’t know what is wrong exactly. I have an apt this Tuesday for blood work and Thursday to see my dr. Hoping I will get some answers or at least pointed in the right direction. The not knowing what is going on is causing me to have pretty intense anxiety attacks.

Since the summer I’ve been experiencing a lot more stress than usual. My grandfather’s illness and passing, family stress, the toll traveling takes, feeling behind on work and the constant catch up game. (Should clarify when I say work I don’t mean it in a laborious way, I love what I am able to call my work and it bring me great joy.)

About a week ago I had a really sad and stressful situation with my son. He is ok! It wasn’t anything dangerous with him, just a really sad situation and it was what feels might have been the straw that finally broke.

Since the summer I have been struggling to take care of myself. Specifically feed myself. The stress the traveling, the schedule- it all added up and I was skipping meals which turned into having less appetite. Before I knew it I was having a hard time getting enough calories, I lost a little weight, and now I’m working on recovering from a stress induced eating disorder.

My eating has always fluctuated at times such as: when I start a new job, when a big change happens, when I travel, relationships (getting into and out of relationships). So I figured it would correct itself like it always does after about a week. But this time it’s gotten worse and worse. I think being isolated plays a huge part too. For whatever reason I don’t feel as hungry when I’m alone.

I’m now tracking everything I eat and making sure I get enough calories. I’m dedicated to breaking out of that downward spiral. And I’m working with my dr and looking for a naturopathic dr as well. Health is wealth and I’m happy to say I’ve had some “breakthroughs” in the last few days and even last night; a deeper connection to the importance of caring for myself. Also just to mention, my bmi and weight is all in the “normal” range so I’m not underweight- though with some time it might have been headed there.

So last week, after the super sad and stressful thing happened that caused me to break down that day I developed these issues with my circulation and it hasn’t gone away. I’m not in any pain, but I’m having almost daily anxiety attacks cos I can see and feel something is different and doesn’t seem like a good thing. I don’t know it this is from stress, or a vitamin deficiency, or what. It’s really hard to say but I’m freaked out and really struggle when I get hit with the fear of not knowing.

All that said, it’s hard for me to stand or sit for long periods of time at the moment. So the long form has been something I’ve been putting off till I can stand for the time. And also for when I feel less stressed and in-my-head about it.

Laughing a little cos I have a long form series I really want to get started, but I think the next one will be a standing pov long form (as in my usual style and not laying down). I know it’s probably confusing cos I need to stand for those too, but its easier to start and stop should I need to with the standing pov/regular style, and also my arms are typically raised in that position which feels much better, vs the laying down where my arms are more directed downward.

I know you care about my health (mental, physical, emotional) and I care about you. These sessions mean a lot to me. You mean a lot to me. I don’t want to let anyone down. I also don’t want to complain to you about my problems lol. Or make anyone feel sorry for me. I guess I just put off taking care of myself and didn’t notice how bad it was - my body is sending me a wake up call here.

Woof thanks for reading. If you have any Qs I am happy to answer. I’m not rushing or forcing things but I’m still creating because I love it and it means a lot to me. Now that I have the “standing long form” session idea I’m feeling a lot more ease about it. :) So things are coming. I’ve got the dynamic thought book and pages written up to share with you, and other ideas.

Thank you for patience with me when I need it. I really can’t express my gratitude enough. You are earth angels in my eyes, and I would bet the eyes of many in your lives.

Sending you big hugs and love with a heart full of gratitude and warmth.

Xoxoxo

Jillian

New Moon Manifesting Circle XOXOXOX

Hi lovely! 

Happy New Moon in Scorpio! Hope you enjoy this different style of manifesting circle congregating. 

The idea is to add your intention to the comment space below, and to read and hold space for the others's intentions as well. Even leaving a 💖 or comment on their intention if you feel called. 

I'm sorry I wasn't able to collect all the intentions ahead of time, but really wanted us to have a space to declare our intentions during such a powerful time; New Moon and Solar Eclipse.   

I'm presently in a bit of a health scare and while it isn't comfortable and I'm stressed out a bit to be perfectly candid, I know how great the change/transformation is when these things happen. So I'm navigating through this potent energy with intentions (I'll add below) of rebirth and readiness for the light ahead.

Sending you so much love! I will def be coming back to this post to hold space for all that choose to participate. 

Big Hugs and Warmth XOXOXO

Jillian

Manifesting Circle

Hi loves :)

This is the manifesting circle video -I’m positing it here now and will be watching and focusing at 12pm EST. I’ll be watching and in the comments during that time and invite you of course to join in. (Whether at noon today or anytime you are able/feel called to).

This month is a little different for me as ATM I am in NJ for my grandfathers memorial. Yesterday was a memorial for family and friends and today family are visiting Atlantic City where my grandparents are from- to spread ashes and visit a church my grandfather used to go to.

Since I have a few things going on I wanted to post this in the am so it’s here for us to tune into. To focus on whether that be at noon today or anytime you are able/choose. :)

Thank you so much for being part of the community and amplifying the intentions.

Sending so much love! Xoxooxoxox

Happy New Moon!

Please use this post to comment your intentions for our Manifesting Circle :)

Hi loves! 

Wishing you an amazing Friday and weekend. 

Catching up:

I've been a little quiet but my Poppy did transition last Friday. ✨ I love him so much and am grateful for his presence in my life and the lives of my family and all that knew him. Rest in peace Poppy - on to the next journey. 

Hope you enjoyed the most recent videos on YouTube. I'm aiming for 3 a week for the channel but also listening to my hearts and needs when I need extra time. 

The Full Moon in Pisces is tomorrow! So tonight I will be filming the "moonlight themed" Long Form. Not sure if I'll be able to see the moon but the energy will be there and the themes I'm planning are working very much with the Dreamy and Subconscious realms - so perfect for this moon in particular.

Manifesting Circle:

This month our Manifesting Circle video will be held on Sunday Sept 25th. The New Moon this cycle will be in Libra with themes of Money, Beauty, Fun, Art, Creativity, Communication, Love, Relationships, Passions Shared, Balance, Justice, etc. How fun and so needed (imho) to bring our focus upon. 

The deadline for submittal to be included in the video format will be Friday the 23rd of Sept. and I will post the video on Sunday the 25th at 4pm EST. Of course if you miss the deadline there is no worries all are included from and energetic perspective. And if you can not make the time of video being life that's ok too. You can tune into it at any time and hold space for others as we hold space for all. 

One thing I really like about this new format is the length of the video is much shorter than the 2+ hrs we were previously on lives. This is easier for those watching the playback to work with as 45 mins vs 2 + hrs is a big difference. 

As always love to hear your thoughts and suggestions. 

Sending waves and waves of love and appreciation to you XOXOXOX

J

Video for Manifesting Circle

Well, I was really hoping we could use chat for this, but I can't do a live premier with chat and keep it unlisted. I think our privacy is important so for this circle I'll share the video here and let you know that at 7pm (15 mins from time of writing this) I will be in the comments and I invite anyone to have a convo there, cheer each other on, or whatever you feel like doing to show a little support to one another. If you're not watching at 7 we can still go back and engage with the comments whether on YouTube or here on Patreon. :) 

I've got a candle ready to light at 7pm, and I also have the ones burning here in the video. 

Happy New Moon! XOXOX

Thanks for being patient while this new style takes shape. 

New Manifesting Circle 8/27 @ 7pm EST

Hi Lovelies :) 

I just got back from a Disney vacation yesterday ^-^

It was really magical to see my son in new experiences. We had a great time. And I am reminded that about this time last year I was planting the seeds for this trip and how cool manifesting is lol.

Today I will share the New Moon Manifesting Circle video link to go live at 7pm EST. Of course there are no limitations of space and time in our circle, so no matter when you tune in it's all adding to the fields. :) 

I ran into some issues already but I think I have a way around it. 

The issue is- on Youtube we can only schedule a premiere (which means the video plays and there is a live chat feature) to be public; typically I schedule all these to be unlisted and more private. 

So I have to choose between public and chat and unlisted and no chat. Would love to hear what you think- but my first thoughts are leaning to preserve the privacy of the group and use the comments instead of chat? We'll figure it out as we go :) This is the first time attempting this so thanks very much for your patience as we create this new way of hosting circle together. :) 

Much warmth XOXOXOX

Jillian

Please Use This Post to Add Your Manifesting Intentions :)

Hi lovely,

Here is the post for us to use if you'd like to add your intentions to the Manifesting circle. This month there is a deadline of sorts as I'm changing it up. So please add (if you choose to) by Friday the 19th. 

We are doing things a little different this month. I don't think I can perfectly explain but rather show you once we get there - still I'll do my best here.:p

Instead of me sitting at my desk hosting and reading, I thought it would be more powerful if I prerecord the circle and have a live premiere just for us. This way I can be more engaged in the chat and I can create something that is a bit more vibey. 

The premiere will be on 8/27 which is the New Moon in Virgo. So intentions in alignment with Virgo traits would be great. Also, in alignment with the final days of summer (for us in the norther hemi). From the book New Moon Astrology Virgo NM themes listed are: Physical Health/Diet/Exercise, Work/Job, Efficient Organizing, Clear Discrimination, Helpfulness, Order, Relaxing Perfectionism. But of course there are no rules and your intentions can be whatever you choose. 

Excited to see how this all unfolds. Wishing you a beautiful day XOXOXOX

Minus the sponsorship portion

Just wanted to share this without the sponsorship for the homies XOXOXOX

Crystal Homies

Hi lovely! 

I am waiting on a video I made to show thanks for the Crystal Homies (the sponsorship-free version) to export. I made one of those blessing in disguise mistakes when I added my videos to the queue and exported the sponsorship version first. Which worked out because holy moly my editing software have been bugging, and exporting is taking forever. 

If you don't mind a mattress ad the public version is here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z_RiCLYN7xw

I am going to let this keep running and upload it in the morning so you have a version without the sponsor. :) 

Hope you enjoying your day XOXO. 

Audio Code

Hi loves :)

I’m about 1.5 hours from my Airbnb and messaging you from the car lol.

Wanted to post the code for downloads real quick.

So if you go to my website (luneinnate.com/shop) you can get any downloads you like of the audio files by adding what you want to your cart and using the code INNATELOVE at checkout.

:)

Just a 💖 Thank You 💖 & Check In

Hello lovelies! 

I just wanted to express my gratitude for your patience the last couple months. I know I keep saying "Oh I will have that done by .... " and struggling to stick to those plans. 

(Hope this isn't TMI just wanted to chat to those who are curious/relate.) 

Just to let you know what's up over here: Tomorrow I leave for NJ. I am driving (eep) with my bf and king emotional support Bomba. I've been trying so hard to get things done before the trip but it's just been a challenge. 

Last month I was able to fly out to NJ (after hearing for the first time how bad they had been doing) to see my ailing grandparents but the trip was far too short and I only got to see them for a few hours one day. And a good part of that was trying to win my grandmother over as she was really mad at me for not being there. I can laugh about it now but I was in tears the whole time. Long story, but she had bad info, thought I took my son from his dad and that his dad was in NY (which obvi isn't true, they see each other all the time), she thought I had been gone for 6 years (it was 3), and just a bunch of untrue things. She really warmed up and saw how busy I have been and how great my son is doing, etc. We've been talking weekly since and I can't wait to spend more time with her. She and my aunt (who just turned 60 and is the caregiver to my grandparents) are my closest connections in my family. When I was young my aunt was my first best friend, and she and my grandmother (respectively) introduced me to the subtle, astrology, intentions, apothecary, etc. I got my first healing session with my aunt. Just so much. It has been an emotional and deeply reflective time leading up to this trip coming off the turbulence of the last. 

I've been doing my best to keep up with the "lighter work" for the public channel. I say lighter just because I can sneak them into my schedule. (Haha for example I paid my son 20$ on 2 separate days to be quiet for 45 mins while I filmed Release Absolutes and the Projection video from last night, lolol. Oy vey.) 

I have some video releases schedule for next week (short videos that I can compile into a long one) but I've just not been able to get the longer/more designated sessions done and edited before I leave tomorrow.

Please trust I will catch up ^-^ this month (I have a whole week still in July once I get back) and that this weird time has been very helpful in inspiration, tunneling even deeper into my tools and practices during such a significant time, and I think somehow when I surf back to shore I'll be a better practitioner/session host because of it all. The toughest times are rich with healing and activations. 

My deepest thanks to you for your support and understanding. 

You are truly Earth Angels to me and I will never take this community and your support from granted. XOXOXO 

Sending you so much love and thanks! 

Jillian

Upcoming for this month still:

Zodiac Cards & ASMR Session (LEO!!)

Long Forms (June & July)

LSSN & SSSN (Violet Flame June) + (July's which I havent decided on yet and miiiight need to be pushed to Aug but that will be the only potential catch-up, so we'll have 2 themes in Aug.)  

+ Short Videos (Snaps, Plucking, Combing, Anoint)