ernaburn

Misty

Look at me

I'm as helpless as a kitten up a tree

And I feel like I'm clingin' to a cloud

I can't understand

I get misty, just holding your hand

Coffee in Mexico

This is from February 2024, I just got these photos back!

Santiago's editing style is to kind of desaturate things a bit, so my hair doesn't look as red : (

But I think you'll still enjoy these shots!

On film

Thank you for listening to my story last time...part 2 of the tale coming soon.

I'm back!

Sorry for the delay...it's been a crazy month. Yeah I took a month off, and it feels so irresponsible to say that - but when I say I needed it, I'm not kidding.

It's hard for me to write super personal stuff here anymore, because some people will take vulnerability and exploit it. One bad apple spoils a whole bunch, am I right?

But last fall I started DBT (dialectical behavior therapy). I am very active in my mental health pursuits, not passive at all, and have spent years seek...

the ones with the boobs

Lass

Give me some green and some sun (also some books) and I'm happy...

dreaming in green

I am officially ready to be in nature again, whether that means I need to travel - or the weather needs to get nicer here!

What do you think of this shooting location? My studio is so light and bright, I was kind of craving something darker and cozier. I love the green sofa and all the plants and books...it just feels lived in, like a home.

Btw, here's a fresh OF link if you need...

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Make me a sandwich (& fresh OF link)

These shots are actually from last summer, and I just got them!

I think we all know there are some scary things happening in America right now, and also around the world. If you've ever read or seen The Handmaid's Tale, it's feeling eerily similar to the beginning of that story. I realize I'm in a place of privilege, and while I constantly worry for my friends who are more vulnerable than I am, these changes are creeping closer and closer to home.

I woke up one morning with a real...

Cozy vibes (plus free OF link)

I was having some camera issues when I went upstate with this lingerie set, but I think these still turned out relatively nicely. I have been feeling pretty uninspired lately with photography...I think I need to take some classes or something, maybe I'm hitting a technical wall with my abilities. I would love to do a class on lighting, since so much of my work is natural light I have a lot to learn there.

I hope you've been staying warm in these blustery temps, wherever you are. Or m...

a little romance & a fresh OF link

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evil bodies

Many of you have been around long enough to know I've been through hell and back with social media. I'm on my 7th Instragram account, and I've had to pay to get it back twice. The written rules change often, and the mysterious unwritten rules seem to change almost daily, leaving us to guess what is allowed and for how long. Over the years I have watched other post images of my body that I am not allowed to post. I observe, I try to learn the patterns and reasons - maybe those who have mor...

Sparkly

My chest was so red after taking this underbust piece off...my skin is SO sensitive and whatever metal was used made my skin so irritated! But it was worth it, I hope ; ). Enjoy!

porcelain doll

I have been spending a lot of time thinking and writing some, too. I will be sharing some of my thoughts with you more here soon, but in the meantime...

Please enjoy these shots by Valeria Kalabina, styled by me! It can be exhausting to do the fashion styling, hair, makeup, set design, lighting, and location scouting on my own. But Valeria sent a reference image for the hairstyle, asking if I was able to recreate it. I really prefer having an inpsiration or jumping off point, rather tha...

Thank you

Thank you for all your support in 2024. I'm not sure what this next year holds, but I feel like a year of revolution is upon us.

If you missed the epic video with @Vauntastic and I, get your free month pass here and DM to ask for it!

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April

That's how far behind I am...

In Joshua Tree, April 2024

Sorry : /

I'm sorry I haven't been posting as much. I just feel so uninspired lately. I hate to admit it but the timing of my cliff fall of inspiration really correlates post election. I do not think it's because of that, but maybe it just triggered something that was already slipping.

I read something recently that said ADHD people can get more dopamine from thinking about ideas than actually doing them. I have no idea if that's actually true, but it sure feels like it to me. I've often joked th...

Out here

Every time I come back to NYC my brain breaks a little. I love this city and I also miss it when I leave - the constant distractions, the endless art (and food) to be discovered, and the people especially. But the noise, the air, the lack of trees is really starting to get to me.

Every time I get to leave though, it feels so rushed. Cramming in some work and figuring out logistical puzzles to find budget-friendly flights, cars and lodging always exhausts me. I can't really afford to...

In a daze

Photos by @found.wanting on IG

I'm really sorry about the gap between posts here. I've been traveling a ton, and also just feeling overwhelmed by health stuff and everything else going on in the world.

Without getting too political, yesterday was a dark day for America. Always forced to choose between the lesser of evils, America made it's choice.

I walked around Manhattan yesterday in a sleep-deprived daze, and the mood was somber. It was so quiet. Being stagnant is an...

Denim & skin (and a lot of hair)

By Valeria Kalabina

Afternoon light (+ free OF link)

I guess I'm going through another transition period. You've heard me talk about this here before, but once again I am restless. When I feel this way, I want to burn everything to ground and start over from scratch. And I have done that a couple times...

But these days I'm a bit more mature and thoughtful about making changes, and also I have so many good things in my life. I don't want to start over, but I do need to make some changes.

Might go back to school....wouldn't it be...

A small set

I've been feeling moody all summer, and I guess it continues. Not in a bad way necessarily, just restless.

It's kind of a long story but, this year I found out I have two hereditary health conditions which have greatly influenced this body shape which has made me - um, infamous. Neither of them are devastatingly serious or dangerous, so please don't worry.

But it explains not only the way I look, but more importantly how I feel. I've had low key chronic pain in my lower body s...

Backwards

There will be another set of photos in this dress...but let's start without it, shall we?

Forest nymph

From my Portland trip, shot by Corwin Prescott. I'm also working on some other self-shot forest nudes I took this week in Connecticut, so stay tuned!

Buckle up (& free OF pass)

I hope you're having an okay week. I don't want to write a super negative post, but I've had a hard week.

I wish I could tell you more here, but unfortunately one mysterious stalkerish jerk prevents me from being able to freely speak my mind here.

I know I haven't been posting as much here, and I'm sorry. I've been going through a phase where I feel like I'm losing my edge, and like maybe it's time to retire. I might, for my mental health.

I still have a ...

2017(?) polaroids

I thought you might enjoy these old Polaroids I found, from maybe 2017 or not long after I moved to NYC.

The scans are pretty bad but I decided to leave them as is,

Hot hot heat (+ free OF link!)

Keep scrolling to the bottom for the linke!

I'm not going to lie - this heat does not agree with me. Have I already complained about this here? Probably. It's worse this year, right? Usually it's only this bad for a week or two in August / September, but this year it started in June and hasn't quit. I feel like I'm moving slowly through jello. Is this reverse seasonal depression?

The problem is that it makes me lethargic and unmotivated. I have so many cool photo sets to sh...

Caramel & Cream

Just dropping in quickly to share this set shot by Valeria Kalabina! I think she captured Kiko and I perfectly in my apartment...it's tender without being too cringey romantic (I think!).

I don't normally go for black & white, but I feel like so many of these look so great in b&w. I've never been photographed with a partner like this before, and I think I'll cherish these photos forever! What a special shoot.

Up where they walk

I am not a "daywalker" as they say - some redheads can walk in the sun, but not me. I really hate this heat wave, but mostly because I'm not at the ocean.

I'm not a hot or sunny weather person (can't you tell?), but I am very much an ocean person. My hair curls up perfectly, my skin is finally smooth and glowing with no makeup needed, my freckles pop out under my layers of sunscreen. When I go to PR or Bermuda or Miami, I drive around with sandy bare feet until I find an empty beach ...

Chasing waterfalls

Sorry I've been quiet...last week I drove home to Ohio to visit the family. I'm back in NYC now, but glad I got to spend time with everyone there.

Along the drive we stopped at a waterfall and swam...but these photos are actually from my upstate trip in June! I have SO many cool forest photos to go through (and yes some nudes!) so I'll be posting those soon.

With America's Independence day approaching, I'm sure a lot of us don't really feel like celebrating our country right n...

Thank you.

This week my ETHER collab collection for Monique Morin Lingerie launched, and I really could not have done this without you.

By having your support here, and my other site, it allowed me to invest time into designing (and money in the production) for the garments. But you simply enjoying my art nudes here, you help me more than you even know.

I am so eternally grateful for having the best fans in the world.

Many more photo sets from my dreaming upstate trip with Paula Rome...