A happy update

Hey homeboys, what's good?

One of y'all told me that making an update would be a good idea, and I thought so too.

I think I've finally Frankensteined my brain back together. Proper this time.

But enough of that shit, you're here for the smut.

Like relearning how to ride a bicycle, I've had to remember a lot of my old ways of doing things, but the ball is rolling again. After a lot of false starts on this one, I've cut my bullshit out and did some serious problem solving.

So much of art is not being intimidated. If you go around thinking you have a big cock, convincing yourself you'll be able to pull off a difficult piece, odds are, you'll probably be able to. Something that's pushed me forward in art is that supreme cockiness, a high standard for myself, and being super stubborn. Just think you have the potential to be the hottest shit, and it'll take you far. Though, cockiness without self-awareness is straight up delusion. Know your shortcomings, but tell yourself that they won't be shortcomings for long.

Also, here's what's gonna be the next one. I thought you guys would like it. I'm gonna go for an animated comic type of deal. If it looks cool, it'll be dope. If it looks weird and like shit, I'll just crop it into two animations. Easy peasy. 

But, I'm also well aware that the constant flip flopping between projects is a massive detriment, so I ain't doing it no more. The only thing I'm focusing on right now is this paizuri one. Then I'll come back to the blowey joey one.

Alright, that's the update. I'm finally happy. It was so exhausting to not feel anything. If you're going through shit, don't rawdog it like I have been. Waste of my life, that all was. Go get professional help. 

Stay tuned for regular updates again. I'm so fucking excited to have my mind again and be back.  

Yer Lil' Buddy

The very much alive (now) KYDE