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Finding Peace - Early Audio

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Man I just finished recording a rly tough video. I am emotionally wiped out. It's a suicide comfort video so I hope it helps someone. I also recorded a video about my personal experiences with suicide. 

I don't rly know why I recorded it. I just needed to talk through all of the feelings. No one was home so I just recorded a video. I don't know what I'm going to do with it yet. I do feel like my story should be shared somehow, but maybe this super emotional video isn't the right wa...

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Late Happy New Year!

Sorry I forgot to make a happy new year post for ya'll!! Happy new year!! 

I've been typing near year 😭😭 I am tired. 

I didn't do much for new years, I was in Florida for Christmas and we drove back on new years eve and got home at like 10. I saw a couple neighborhood fireworks on the drive home. Then when I got home and mostly unpacked I played Animal Crossing to unwind and they had a new year's countdown and fireworks in the game :) That was quite nice. 

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Merry Christmas!

To all who celebrate, have the merriest of Christmas's. :) I love and appreciate you all so much. Thanks to your generous support, I'm able to move out of my one room studio apartment into an  apartment with rooms in January :) 

Thank you all so so so much. 

Merry Christmas! 

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Saved by Sirens Description

Literally one of my favorite descriptions ever, I loved writing this one :) 

It was your first time sailing your family’s boat by yourself. You were pretty confident; you had saltwater in your blood. At least, that’s what your parents said. Or, used to say. It was a small voyage, a short three day trip to pick up some rare minerals to trade in the market. Your father was with you the whole time, showing you the ropes. You had most of it under control. You’d been training on t...

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Guardian Dragon Finds out You Don’t Want to Live Description

This one was kinda like my bodyguard audio, but I prefer this one. I'm a dragon person in case you haven't noticed. Anyway if you're struggling rn, my discord dms or my dms here are always open. Enjoy this description :)


🕯Disclaimer🕯 This audio deals with heavier topics including suicidal ideation. Please don’t listen if it will trigger you, and please reach out to someone if you need help.

Suicide Hotline- 988

At your lowest, you’d prayed for a guardian...

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Noble Knight Pleads for Your Help

This one is early early folks, I'll probably either release it on Christmas for the YouTube peeps or wait until January. I still have to write the description so excuse the blank description for now. 

Merry Christmas to all who celebrate, I really appreciate you all so so so so so much :) Enjoy! 

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Fountain Pen ASMR

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My Christmas tree this year :)

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Little Update 🕯💕

Hello my amazing patrons! 

I am really sorry about not posting for a bit. I've been struggling with family issues and working retail during the holiday has been overly stressful. Right now I have some kind of stomach bug which is keeping me from working on anything right now. 

I've decided to take a little break for the holidays and give myself time to process and heal. Thank you all for your continued support, I really rely on your generosity and I can't thank you enoug...

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Saved by Sirens EARLY VIDEO

I'm rly a fan of this one so I hope ya'll enjoy :)

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Appreciate You :)

Hey guys I just wanted to say thank you. I've been really struggling lately with finances and I really really appreciate your support. Ya'll go above and beyond to help me. 

Is there anything more you'd like to see on here? Anything else I can do to thank you all? 

You are the best. Seriously thank you all so so much. 

Much love :) 

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Comfort for Change Description

Some events in your life split it in half. Since it's happened, your will forever sort memories into 'before' and 'after.' And you have to move on from that.  You want things to go back to normal. But they can't. This is the new normal. And this sucks. But what're you supposed to do. Really, what're you supposed to do? Talk about your feelings? Journal? Get therapy? Move on? That seems to be what they all expect. They offered sympathies and help for the first week or two. Then they seeme...

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Going No Contact with Family Description

This description was hard to write. I tried my best to portray this heartbreaking situation. I hope someone out there can be comforted by it. 


It had been one of the hardest decisions of your life, but you’d finally decided to go no-contact with family.

It hurt. Really, really badly. You still loved them. They were still your family. But staying in contact with them hurt you on a daily basis. You couldn’t pick yourself up when they were constantly pushing you b...

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Guardian Dragon Finds out you Don't want to live EARLY AUDIO

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I'm going live in 20 minutes ✨

If you guys want to come chat, I'll be doing crafty things and making a halloween costume :) 

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Comfort Series 2 EARLY AUDIO

Sorry my voice is so weird in this one ya'll, I'm still kinda sick so my voice isn't the same but I need to make contenttt XD ya'll get it. Anyway enjoy it early :) 

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Plotting the Hero's Downfall with another Neko EARLY AUDIO

WELLLL ya'll we got another episode of the Neko Supervillain series. I didn't think I'd have this many episodes in this series but here we are. This one is a little different than the rest because Styx is voicing this one all on his own! The first M4A on my channel. We shall see how it does. I like how it turned out. For those of ya'll in the Neko Room you get it as a first look! Then it goes to the rest of the Patreon people's, then to YouTube. So whenever ya'll are hearing this, I hope you ...

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Neko Supervillain Episode 10 Promo Video

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Just wanted to thank you guys for sticking with me

I know there's been a lack of content recently. I stillllll haven't gotten my voice back from my illness. It's incredibly frustrating, I have a bunch of videos all ready they just need recorded. But it is what it is. 

I really appreciate you guys still supporting me. It means so so much to me. I really rely on YouTube and patreon and ya'll support means so so much. Thank you so much. 

Also tag yourself I am Apple

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Rescuing Humans with your dragon Sister Description

This one was a fun little video, more about it was posted when I posted it early here. But anyway, here's the description. 

It’s been years since you’d been able to see your old family. Not that you were desperate to see them anyway, you parted on rather unpleasant terms. But you’d maintained, or at least, attempted to maintain a relationship with your eldest sister.

It had been decades since you had turned from a human to a dragon, but you still hadn’t lost all your ...

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Comfort for Touch Aversion Description

This video was requested a longggg time ago and I just got around to getting it done. I also decided to make a comfort series, so this will be the first of hopefully a lot of comfort descriptions. Enjoy! 

Hey guys this is the first in a comfort series I’m doing so if you have suggestions of things you’d like to have comfort audios for please lmk in the comments!

According to an article from the Cleveland Clinic, Haphephobia is an intense, irrational fear of being touched....

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Comfort for being touch averse Description

The first of my comfort series! I'm excited to see how this series goes. I'm not expecting it to get a crazy amount of views but hopefully it helps someone :) Enjoy the description! 

Hey guys this is the first in a comfort series I’m doing so if you have suggestions of things you’d like to have comfort audios for please lmk in the comments!

According to an article from the Cleveland Clinic, Haphephobia is an intense, irrational fear of being touched. It is different from ...

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Survivor of Earth's Destruction Description

This one was just a quick audio because I'd just seen Interstellar and I was on a science fiction kick :) It kinda blew up though so that's always nice! It's always the videos I don't expect that do super well. I love that kind of surprise! Anyway here's the description. Enjoy, love you all. 

The last thing you remember was panic and a bright light. Something had gone wrong. Earth knew that. It was the end of the world, but they still had hope. The countries can together in a gathe...

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Gentle Fairy Treats Your Wounds Description

I rly like this one! Soooo enjoy! 

You just wanted to escape. You’d been afraid for so long, stuck in the same place, that any distance from your past felt like salvation. You were attacked. You were used to that. You were used to fighting for your life. You were used to loss, and pain.

You were the only one who got away. At least, as far as you knew.

You assumed so; you hadn’t heard from anyone else. You couldn’t feel anyone else. And usually your species had men...

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Comfort Series Episode 1: Comfort for Touch Aversion

New series ya'll! Enjoy episode 1! This one is a good couple days early so enjoy my productivity lol 

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Pleading your case to the Dragon Council Description

This one doesn't have a whole lot of lore tbh. I wanted to see the theories in the comments. It goes with the Dragon series, just another adventure of a human turned dragon, but other than that it's all mysterious and up in the air. I'd love to hear ya'll's theories if you have any! Anyway here's the description. 

A tragedy has occurred with you in the center of it.

You had taken a break from wandering the earth and somewhat settled down in a dragon civilization. It was peace...

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Gentle Fairy Treats your Wounds EARLY AUDIO

Just until I can get the description written lol Enjoy :) 

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Final Nightflare Edit PATREON ONLY (for now)

Last oneeeee :) 

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Nightflare Edit PATREON ONLY

I got kinda obsessed with editing this one picture of night flare so I keep editing it let me have my fun :) 

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