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Essence Of Thought with Ethel Thurston

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Courts Shield Child Predator, Graham Linehan, From Justice | #ProtectTransKids

In spite of video evidence of Graham Linehan sexually degrading a trans teenager before confessing to assaulting her online — part of a much larger campaign of terror — he was spared prison time, only being fined the cost of his victim’s phone.

#ProtectTransKids #GenderCriticalFascism

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Everyone is WRONG About Lolita - Early Access

One of the cruelest pranks pulled by general society is convincing survivors of abuse that Vladimir Nabokov's 'Lolita' is a subversive critique of child predators, when that simply doesn't line up with the evidence, including the author's own declared intent.

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J.K. Rowling and the Royal Kiddy Fiddler - Early Access

J.K. Rowling is willing to sacrifice the safety of every child working on her new Harry Potter show by allowing a child rapist on set in order to generate money to target the trans community. That’s her priorities ringing out, loud and clear.

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Further Update

C.W: DARVO, Weaponizing Suicide, Death in the Family, Harasment

Hey everyone, just wanted to keep you all in the loop. Sadly it's not good news.

Literally, just a few hours after the previous post I ended up in a conversation with the headmate of one of the people harassing me. Did so because it's not fair to judge one headmate for the actions of another and as a favour to a friend. That said, it was still dangerous, so I demanded all discussion happen publicly, which they agreed to only to continue to try and contact me privately. I noticed a number of holes in their narratives, began sharing evidence of that, and they suddenly pulled the suicide card out of nowhere. This hit me like a truck for obvious reasons. Thankfully everyone saw exactly what happened, supported me, and I was able to be brought back in over the coming days whilst both the original person harassing me and the one covering for them were banned.

Then, a couple days later, my grandmother was hospitalised. She passed away yesterday, surrounded by family. I'm currently talking with my mum about what comes next as it's all up in the air right now. Both myself and Udita are feeling adrift due to our loss.

None of which is helped by the fact that I'm currently being harassed by a trashtuber. They seem to be offended by the fact that the work we do here matters and has saved lives, but it's pointing their audience in our direction with the most frequent comment being 'you deserve all that's happened to you'. I get that they're talking about the years of harassment and abuse, but it's hitting at a particularly raw time. That's why I won't be posting this to YouTube, just here and Discord.

I've been doing work where I can, patches here and there in between the crying as I know I'm long overdue on a piece. I'm hoping I can get this video sorted by today in case I need to fly out tomorrow.

I haven't had a week without something happening since last month.

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Work & Personal Update

C.W: Unsafe Kink Spaces, Harassment, Boundary Violations, DARVO, Psychological Pain, Feelings of Worthlessness.

Hey everyone, I wanted to give you an update on everything that's been going on with work and me personally.

The next video is already recorded and editing is coming along, but progress is painfully slow. Not only am I recovering from being back in the closet whilst in Kolkata, but this weekend I've been dealing with harassment where I spend my down time. The owner of a server I left because I didn't feel safe there due to the misogyny he enabled has decided that my silence isn't enough and that I need to be punished for telling him to "leave me the fuck alone" (the one and only thing I’ve said to him since leaving) after he tried to force an interaction upon me in another server. Keep in mind, I left his server stating very explicitly that I didn’t feel safe around him (so he knew how I felt) and told him to leave me alone all the way back in July. He turned up again this Friday, claiming this single incident to be evidence of "harassment", trying to cut me out of the main community I'm active in.

Thankfully the owners are fully on my side and one chased him off very quickly, but it spiked a lot of my PTSD due to how similar parts feel to 2019 in that me raising barriers to protect myself is being taken and presented as evidence of me being the aggressor. I was supposed to record that night but couldn't.

This hasn't gotten better when, on Sunday night/Monday morning, a number of his friends began coming after me in public outside the secure server. I do have my allies: the owner who chased him off even went through the process of compiling screenshots of the incident that initially made me feel unsafe on his server, the time he tried to force me to interact with him, and his recent attempts to demonise me for telling him not to talk with me, and has shared them to kill any sympathy anyone might have had for him in her server.

But it’s hard not to be afraid given my past experience of being abused.

I feel like, any moment now, someone’s going to point to something I’ve said out of context and go ‘wait a second?!’ and that’ll be it, the support I do have will abandon me or even worse, turn hostile. 

The entire incident has me feeling worthless, disposable, and it’s been hard to work through.

I have a constant migraine, like there’s nails inside my skull pointing inwards.

I’m having fractured sleep and nightmares relating to these fears. It’s a miracle that I managed to record Monday night, but in general, I’m just exhausted.

I know I stalled out last month with the anxiety of staying with my in-laws and being back in the closet last month, but I am trying to get back to work, I just don’t know how long it’ll take.

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Law Firm Pays Out On Anti-Trans Discrimination Lawsuit - RE: Morrison Foerster - Early Access

UK law firm, Morrison Foerster, paid out £25,000 in damages after the Good Law Project launched an anti-trans discrimination lawsuit on behalf of a trans man, with MF seemingly having dropped him as their client due to his trans status and fear of being targeted by Donald Trump.

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US Bill Threatens to Ban Trans People Online - Early Access

Michigan’s House Bill 4938 would not only ban any depiction of a trans person presenting as their gender, but any written description, with up to 25 years in prison for any service provider caught violating sad ban. This bill will have a disastrous impact, especially if copied elsewhere.

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Early Access - J.K. Rowling Uses 'Ai' to Defend Transphobic Conspiracy

J.K. Rowling, seemingly starved for evidence to support her anti-trans crusade, has turned to ‘Ai’ slop machines to fabricate 'proof' of a conspiracy targeting young girls, a conspiracy her friends claim to be the schemes of a global order of Jewish people.

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Graham Linehan Arrested, Is J.K. Rowling Next? (Hopefully)

Graham Linehan was arrested last week for comments openly inciting both physical and sexual violence against trans women for using the women’s bathroom, leading us to wonder whether J.K. Rowling could face similar consequences for her own hate speech or if Linehan is just a distraction.

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Trans People Lay Siege to J.K. Rowling’s Castle on WPlace - Early Access

Trans people, with the support of cis lesbians, ace folk, and Scottish people, have been laying siege to infamous UK hate voice, J.K. Rowling, and her estate over on the collaborative art project WPlace. Her home has been covered in countless murals by talented artists.

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Trans Children Speak Out About Gender Critical Child Abuse - RE: Bayswater Support Group

The real rape gang problem in the UK isn’t migrants, it’s gender ‘critical’ fascism, with said predators having clear political power designed to strip trans youth of their autonomy and make them easier targets to groom and abuse! All with the support of Wes Streeting.

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Debunked: Trans Affirming Care is Non-Essential

Today we debunk the myth that medical trans affirming care is ‘purely cosmetic’ and ‘non-essential’, which is used to attack said care. We not only explore the toxic origins of this myth, but go over multiple studies to build a solid consensus on this scientific wonder.

Sorry this video took so long to get out, I recorded it right before I underwent (planned) medical withdrawal which absolutely destroyed me. Feeling mostly normal, just got some insomnia (NO medical advice wanted, please. I'm on both magnesium glycinate and melatonin to try and help with that).

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J.K. Rowling Urges Fans to Photograph Women in Public Toilets

As part of her ever expanding terror campaign, J.K. Rowling has now taken to urging her fans to photograph unsuspecting women using public toilets before posting said photos online under the suspicion that they might be transgender, a move that will only empower sexual predators.

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Anti-Trans Bigots Are Burning Out After the Supreme Court Ruling - Early Access

Whilst gender 'critical' fascists initially celebrated the transphobic Supreme Court ruling back in April, they've since changed their tune in wake of mass protest in support of trans rights. The mask is off and their violent bigotry made clear for all to see.

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Labour Refuses to Publish Report on Trans Child Deaths - Early Access

The UK’s Labour Government have been called out by Trans Kids Deserve Better for burying a report commissioned to help reduce suicide among trans children. The group behind the report has also been caught lying about why it can't be published in response to official FOI requests.

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Labour Government Banned From Pride Over Anti-Trans Policies

Birmingham, Brighton, London, and Manchester Pride have all come out and banned political parties from attending. This is largely a response to months of terror inflicted by Labour upon trans people, harming both trans youth and trans adults.

There is no Pride in Labour's anti-trans violence.

A quick note about my voice: I am practicing speaking in a softer tone. This is not my end goal but rather a step in my journey. I’m not making the permanent shift to one voice over another, at least not yet, just exploring how I express myself. That’s also why I used my natural voice whilst reading out the statement. Just trying to find new ways to improve, bit by bit.

As such I’m pretty nervous about it, hence the extra day of early access. I’d just like to gauge people’s reactions to it if possible before putting myself out there with a full publishing.

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Anti-Trans Leader Convicted of Child Abuse | RE: Nicola Murray

No gender ‘critical’ fascist should be allowed to speak without first answering for the crimes of Nicola Murray, who sexually abused 4 children. GCs presented Murray as an authority on women's safety at the Supreme Court hearing knowing full well that she was on trial for child abuse.

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J.K. Rowling Spits in the Faces of Asexual Victims (And All Victims!)

Statistics show us that asexual people are three times more likely to be raped than most women, yet J.K. Rowling, a self proclaimed ‘defender of victims’, used her platform of 14 million followers to mock said violence as “fake oppression”.

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J.K. Rowling Affirms Trans People as "Civilization Ending Concept"

J.K. Rowling recently praised gender 'critical' fraud, Jamie Reed, as a "heroine" after Reed confessed to have been working on a podcast that argued that "trans is a civilization ending concept", promoting narratives clearly intended to normalise genocide.

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Cass Review Forces Trans Children to Starve Themselves, Doctor Claims

A doctor has come forward about the fact that, following a ban on puberty blockers, some trans children have taken to starving themselves in a desperate bid to prevent puberty. This is only one of the many ways said bans harm those they claim to 'protect'.

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Anti-Trans Hate Group Targets Furry Fandom

Today’s video exposes the fact that For Women Scotland — who recently labelled the furry meet Scotiacon a "creep convention" — has a history of glorifying flagrant antisemites and defending those who have published books openly sexualising children.

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J.K. Rowling's Anti-Trans Crusade Is Hurting All Women

J.K. Rowling's sustained attacks against trans and intersex people are having a harmful impact upon the rights and lives of all women. In particular, the intersex community is being made to suffer as Rowling continues to pump out misinformation regarding the group.

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Health Minister Supports Parents Abusing Trans Children - RE: Bayswater Support Group

Wes Streeting offered his public support for the Bayswater Support Group made up of parents which seek to torture their trans children into being cisgender, including one parent who denied their child access to a rape crisis centre.

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Vicious Gang Stabs Trans Girl in Hate Motivated Attack

Today's video covers an incident in which a group of anti-trans thugs lured a trans girl to a public place before brutally assaulting her, stabbing her 9 times, bearing a terrifying similarity to the murder of Brianna Ghey the year before.

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Debunked: Trans Women Have Stolen 900 Medals From Cis Women (According to the UN)

Today’s video debunks the myth that, 'according to the UN, trans women have stolen 900 sports medals from cis women', demonstrating the far-right origins of this number and how absurd it is, including things such as esports, poker, and disc golf

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Debunked: 61-98% of Trans Youth Desist During Puberty

Today’s video debunks the myth that between 61-98% of all trans youth desist if we take a 'wait and see' approach, exposing the linguistic sleight of hand used by those set on undermining gender affirming care as the only ethical approach.

These videos are not meant to be exhaustive; they’re meant to cover the most important aspects of any debunking whilst keeping the video relatively short. That said, we encourage you to discuss things further in the comments, as always.

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Trans Children Sentenced to Death With Puberty Blocker Ban - Early Access

On the very same day that the UK government announced a permanent ban on puberty blockers, a grieving mother discovered that her trans daughter’s suicide had been actively withheld from an audit into suicides resulting of an earlier ban.

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Cis Woman Sent to Male Prison Because of Anti-Trans Bigotry - Early Access

9 years after the tragic and preventable death of Vikki Thompson, a 21-year-old trans woman, we’re seeing the same horrific decisions that led to her death being made again, this time sending cis women to male prisons for ‘masculine features’.

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J.K. Rowling Targets David Tennant In Transphobic Jab... Again! | Early Access

J.K. Rowling’s recent jab at David Tennant comes in celebration of Kemi Badenoch being chosen as Tory leader, with Rowling gleefully endorsing Badenoch's history of endangering pregnant women and trivialising domestic abuse as "hurt feelings".

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Doctors Strip Trans Patients of HRT - Early Access

Today’s video breaks down recent reports that adult trans patients across the UK are being stripped of their HRT, who caused this, the panic that followed, and how it spells out a grim future for trans healthcare in general.

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