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Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓢ixty-Nine

Hi Lusties, I hope everyone's week is starting off amazingly. Let's debrief chapter sixty-nine together.

The opening scene was definitely the best moment in this chapter, especially with Liberty teasing Monroe.

Liberty did learn her lesson, though... sort of.

Monroe biting her shoulder was so UGH. She has our girl Liberty marked up😭

Also, Monroe wanting to skip dinner and play with Liberty for a few hours was insanity (in the best way, of course).

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Session 𝓢ixty-Nine

Session 69:
"The Asset"

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"Wow," I murmured as soon as I stepped into the walk-in closet.

Sure, it was huge, but I was more focused on the clothes that were hung and pressed just as Clarisse said.

One side of the closet was left empty for anything we wanted to hang up, but the last thing I'll be doing is unpacking.

Hopefully, that will manifest that we won't stay long.

"I guess I should shower and star...

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Session 69 Visual Preview

Hi Lusties, chapter sixty-nine will be out tomorrow morning/afternoon (EST). Feel free to drop any last theories or predictions for this chapter💞


Song Lineup (In order):

The Walls-Chase Atlantic

You Don’t Own Me-SAYGRACE

Way Down We Go-KALEO

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Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓢ixty-Eight

Hi Lusties, I hope everyone's week was amazing:) Let's debrief chapter sixty-eight together.

Monroe threatening to strangle the driver with her belt was the most hilarious opener for this chapter. Even if she was entirely serious... The "welcome to hell" was actually funny too, but please don't scare us Ro Ro.

Liberty was also so sweet this chapter, especially with trying to calm her down and insisting that the driver pull over. Libs was definitely more protectiv...

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Session 𝓢ixty-Eight

Session 68:
"The Welcome"

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"Monroe," I whispered, glancing down at her belt that she was undoing, "What are you doing?"

"I'm going to strangle him until he stops the car," she calmly determined, making my eyes grow wide.

"Hey-hey," I rushed out, quickly unbuckling my seatbelt when she lunged forward.

I immediately grabbed one of her arms, trying to pull her away from the poor driver.

He looked unbothered by Monroe's wo...

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Session 68 Visual Preview

Hi Lusties, chapter sixty-eight will be out tomorrow morning/afternoon (EST). Feel free to drop any last predictions or theories for this chapter💗


Song Lineup (In order):

  • Control-Halsey
  • I Was Never There-The Weeknd
  • Therefore I Am-Billie Eilish

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Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓢ixty-Seven

Hi Lusties. I hope everyone's week is going well so far. I do want to clear up a few things before we get into this debrief.

Wednesday's chapter was stated to be delayed to the nighttime. I went back to edit this chapter and decided I wanted to change a lot of what was written.

The comments were disabled because it was highly overwhelming, and hard for me to focus with constant comments rushing me.

I try to keep you guys updated, and I stated th...

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Session 𝓢ixty-Seven

Session 67:
"The Flight"

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Knots were tied in my stomach.

It was anticipation.

I was on this weird brink of anticipating Monroe's next move, and actually experiencing it.

The last thing she had told me to do was sit on the bed.

Then she walked over to the door beside the closet.

I stared ahead, listening intently to her footsteps, waiting for the moment she would emerge from the small room.

My eyes ...

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Session 67 Visual Preview

Hi Lusties, chapter sixty-seven will be out tomorrow. Certain instances can’t be depicted, butttt I still wanted you guys to see some sort of visual. Feel free to comment any theories or predictions💗💗


Song Lineup (In order)

  • One Of The Girls-The Weeknd
  • Comfortable-H.E.R
  • bad guy-Billie Eilish


Edit: Today’s chapter will be out around the evening/nighttime lovelies<3

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Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓢ixty-Six

Hi Lusties, I hope everyone's week is off to an amazing start:) Let's debrief chapter sixty-six together.

Starting off this chapter, we have Zion and Sarai—or mostly Sarai, who tried to clear up everything with Liberty. It's clear lying to Zion bothers her, but she also respects that this is Libby's business/secret, which is nice. I think we all feel for Sarai being caught in the middle of it though😭

It was so cute how Liberty got to talk about Monroe to Sa...

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Session 𝓢ixty-Six

Session 66:
"The Real Fix"

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After finishing my second breakfast of the morning with Zion and Sarai, we all headed off to our classes.

Luckily, Zion shared our usual Wednesday class, so it always went by really fast.

Today's lecture was all about notes and reviewing an assignment that I completed weeks ago online.

The perks of being in a hybrid class are that I can finish a lot of it ahead of time.

All I really needed to worry ...

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Session 66 Visual Preview

Happy pride month, Lusties😍😍😍 Chapter sixty-six will be out tomorrow morning (EST time).

Song Lineup (In order):

  • telepatia-Kali Uchis
  • Snooze-SZA
  • all the good girls go to hell-Billie Eilish

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Clearing This Up💞💞

Hi Lusties. I wanted to post this announcement on here before my Instagram. However, I’ve been getting numerous dms or comments about this Monet Laurent person (who was MoroeLaurent first). Yes, she was mirroring my character Monroe. She also made a book on Wattpad that I politely asked her to take down as it was a direct copy of mine. I’m not sure if she's still mirroring my character or work as I have her blocked, but I am aware of this and i've decided not to engage with this ...

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Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓢ixty-Five

Happy Friday, Lusties. I hope everyone's week went well:) Let's debrief chapter sixty-five together.

I think this was the fluffiest chapter in a while. Aside from Liberty's nightmare, or the secret she's keeping about Sarai knowing.

Other than that, this chapter was so cute. From Liberty painting a record with Ro's favorite colors to the hickeys Monroe left on her. The shower was insane as well, especially when Monroe told Libby she didn't have to bargain anythin...

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Session 𝓢ixty-Five

There were some issues with Patreon removing this chapter, so here's a direct link to Google Docs, where you can read, Lusties.

Link: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1nvC_eXR-ykpPT3ZaRu8N0b-FTjS1JGRk8jnV3KNtL9g/edit?usp=sharing

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Session 65 Visual Preview

Hiii Lusties, chapter sixty-five will be out tomorrow morning (EST). Feel free to leave your predictions and theories for the next chapter below💗


Song Lineup (In order):

  • Loveeee Song-Rihanna
  • Electric-Alina Baraz
  • Better-Khalid

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Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓢ixty-Four

Hi Lusties. I hope everyone's week is going well:) Let's debrief chapter sixty-four.

This one might be one of our most intense ones yet... From Maricel's plane accident to Liberty forcing herself to eat and throw up.

Or Monroe catching her.

I know some of you predicted that Monroe already knew, but given Monroe's nature, if that were the case, it would've already been discussed.

Their conversation was really beneficial in this chapter, an...

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Session 𝓢ixty-Four

Session 64:
"The Phone Call"

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I stared at my phone for a long moment, contemplating whether this was real.

But it was.

Maricel Alarcon, age twenty-three, died in a plane accident. 

Everything felt blurry around me—I wanted to cry, but the tears weren't coming.

I felt shocked.

And like this heavy weight was pressed on me.

Maricel was such a sweet person.

She...

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Session 64 Visual Preview

Hi Lusties! Chapter sixty-four will not have a visual preview as some things can’t be depicted + the spoilers. The song lineup is below & the chapter will be out tomorrow morning (EST)💞

Song Lineup (In order):

  • All For Us-Zabrinth
  • Bad at Love-Halsey
  • I Like Me Better-Lauv

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Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓢ixty-Three

Hi lusties. I hope everyone's week is off to an amazing start:) Let's debrief chapter sixty-three together.

I think we can all agree that Monroe walking Liberty through cooking dinner was so cute, especially when she made sure Libby took all the credit for it.

The bigger topic here is definitely Sarai finding out about Monroe. I know a lot of you guys didn't see that one coming. It's a tricky situation, especially since Sarai can't tell Zion, and she never keeps things from him....

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Session 𝓢ixty-Three

Session 63:
"The Notes"

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"There isn't any garlic here."

"Check again, darling," her voice echoed from my phone sitting on my kitchen island, messy with different ingredients.

I would never have any of this kind of stuff on hand.

Tomato paste? Who the fuck needs that?

Well, apparently I do.

Monroe had these groceries delivered when I mentioned making dinner for Sarai and Zion tonight.

I felt ba...

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Session 63 Visual Preview

Hi lusties!! Chapter sixty three will be out tomorrow morning (EST time). Feel free to leave any last predictions or theories for this next chapter💗


Song Lineup (In order):

  • Company-Justin Bieber
  • Pink + White-Frank Ocean
  • bury a friend-Billie Eilish

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Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓢ixty-Two

Happy Friday, Lusties. Hopefully, everyone's week went amazingly:) Let's debrief chapter sixty-two.

The opening scene was so cute, and the fact that they're both creeps when it comes to each other (Monroe is still the bigger creep though😭). Also, Ro not even knowing about the coffee picture on Maricel's Instagram, and offering to take it down.

In exchange for Celia's life??? Monroe is not backing down.

Let's hope for Dr. Kincaid's sake that nothing ha...

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Session 𝓢ixty-Two

Session 62:
"The Threat"

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"Adorable."

"Stop being weird," I groaned, glancing away from my phone to Monroe.

We had just finished dinner and cleaned everything up—including the paint setup.

Monroe grabbed us a few necessities from her main bathroom, like toothpaste and our toothbrushes, so we could head up to her hidden room.

We forgot to grab waters, though, so Monroe headed back downstairs to get some for ...

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Session 62 Visual Preview

You know what’s coming tomorrow morning, Lusties:)) Feel free to leave all your theories and predictions below for this chapter. Also, the top corner is Maricel. I don’t know if it’s obvious enough, and I didn’t want anyone to be confused. The song lineup is below to get a feel for tomorrow’s chapter<33


Song Lineup (In order):

  • Dark Red-Steve Lacy
  • I Like Me Better-Lauv
  • Mount Everest-Labrinth

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Corrupted Is Live Now🤍

Hi, Lusties! I’m so excited to announce that Corrupted is officially available on Amazon. Thank you for all the love and support, I wouldn’t have been able to accomplish this without you guys. I love you so much.


Amazon Link: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0F92L1MNQref=ppx_yo2ov_dt_b_fed_asin_title#detailBullets_feature_div

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Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓢ixty-One

Hi, Lusties. Hopefully, everyone's week is going amazingly. Let's debrief chapter sixty-one (one of my favorite chapters so far).

First, let's talk about what was behind that door??? A lot of you predicted this in a sense, while others thought it was more of a BDSM room.

How do we feel about the pictures? Or the bedroom?

It's cute how Monroe had it decorated, and how Liberty respected her space so much.

Liberty asking Monroe before walking inside was so cute.

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Session 𝓢ixty-One

Session 61:
"The Fry Fangs"

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I awkwardly glanced down at the wide staircase we had previously walked up, my heart pounding in my chest as I stood behind Monroe. 

I tried to be calm and act relatively normal. 

I mean, what's the worst that could be behind this door?

I'm sure it's not anything too bad.

Insane... maybe?

Monroe isn't the most stable person, but she's open about everything with me....

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Session 61 Visual Preview

Hi Lusties, I’ve decided against a visual for chapter sixty-one (only because of obvious spoilers). Feel free to drop your final guesses about the secret third level, or what else could potentially happen. The song lineup is below for more clues about this next chapter:) I’ll see you all tomorrow morning (EST), mwahhh💗

Song Lineup (In order):

  • Cherry Hill-Russ
  • Kiss it Better-Rihanna
  • COPYCAT-Billie Eilish

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Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓢ixty

Hi Lusties, hopefully everyone's week is off to an amazing start. I apologize for the delays. Today's chapter required more editing and became longer than I originally planned.

But... let's get into the debrief together:)

There's a lot to unpack here, so I'm reallyyyy excited. First, is how Liberty woke up with Monroe, or even took charge and got on top of her??? We're making progress, even if Monroe still controlled the dynamic.

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